1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 Advertise your product or brand here contact www.OpenSubtitles.org today 2 00:00:55,723 --> 00:00:59,558 It's just the heat. That's all. 3 00:01:00,728 --> 00:01:02,794 You want me to stop? I can stop. 4 00:01:02,796 --> 00:01:05,430 No, I think I just gotta get my pills. 5 00:01:19,813 --> 00:01:21,780 Oh, pull over. 6 00:01:33,827 --> 00:01:35,627 Alright, Scarlett. 7 00:02:25,679 --> 00:02:28,747 "The charm of yesterday, the convenience of tomorrow." 8 00:02:28,749 --> 00:02:31,750 Shit. I mean, it's so wrong, it's right. 9 00:02:35,889 --> 00:02:38,490 - You seem to be feeling better. - Yeah, brand new. 10 00:02:38,492 --> 00:02:40,659 I think I puked it all out. 11 00:02:44,765 --> 00:02:46,665 God, where the hell are we? 12 00:02:46,667 --> 00:02:49,868 I don't know. Some old town like a million others. 13 00:02:54,641 --> 00:02:56,908 I swear I've been here before. 14 00:02:56,910 --> 00:02:59,978 This place? No. All these old towns look the same. 15 00:02:59,980 --> 00:03:02,681 Oh, like this place? No way. 16 00:03:16,463 --> 00:03:20,632 Whoa. I wonder what the rooms are like. 17 00:03:20,634 --> 00:03:23,702 Tiny bathrooms and musty carpet. 18 00:03:23,704 --> 00:03:25,737 If you're feeling better, we should really get going. 19 00:03:25,739 --> 00:03:29,474 What? We can't not stay here. 20 00:03:29,476 --> 00:03:31,009 You go get the bags... 21 00:03:32,679 --> 00:03:34,112 ...and I'll get us a room. 22 00:03:37,551 --> 00:03:39,418 We're on the end. 23 00:04:00,974 --> 00:04:03,008 What the fuck? 24 00:04:03,010 --> 00:04:04,476 What? 25 00:04:04,478 --> 00:04:06,178 There's mud in the bathtub. 26 00:04:06,180 --> 00:04:09,014 You're not gonna take a bath, are you? 27 00:04:10,217 --> 00:04:12,451 I guess I wasn't, no. 28 00:04:12,453 --> 00:04:14,920 Well, then don't worry about it. I like this room. 29 00:04:14,922 --> 00:04:17,589 - You do? - I got a surprise for us. 30 00:04:19,593 --> 00:04:21,059 Where'd you get that? 31 00:04:21,061 --> 00:04:22,561 Front desk runs little concessions. 32 00:04:22,563 --> 00:04:24,763 Strictly on the downlow. 33 00:04:24,765 --> 00:04:26,097 And those are? 34 00:04:26,099 --> 00:04:29,067 Southwest shot glasses. 35 00:04:30,671 --> 00:04:32,737 Muy auténtico. 36 00:04:32,739 --> 00:04:36,007 Nice. But didn't you leave lunch by the side of the road? 37 00:04:36,009 --> 00:04:38,844 It's old news. I think it was just a passing thing. 38 00:04:38,846 --> 00:04:41,146 - Cheers. - Cheers. 39 00:04:49,623 --> 00:04:51,923 Ah! 40 00:04:53,594 --> 00:04:55,193 So now what? 41 00:04:59,800 --> 00:05:02,801 What is the worst thing that you've ever done? 42 00:05:03,670 --> 00:05:05,237 - Truth or dare? - Sure. 43 00:05:05,239 --> 00:05:07,839 Like, the meanest, most rotten, horrible, dirtiest, 44 00:05:07,841 --> 00:05:11,142 dishonorable, despicable thing that you've ever done. 45 00:05:11,144 --> 00:05:14,579 I took the five finger discount on these back in Santa Fe. 46 00:05:14,581 --> 00:05:17,916 Is that not what you meant? 47 00:05:17,918 --> 00:05:20,585 - What about you? - What? 48 00:05:22,556 --> 00:05:24,122 What's the worst thing you've ever done? 49 00:05:24,124 --> 00:05:26,591 - Seriously? - Yeah. 50 00:05:31,098 --> 00:05:34,666 My mum's sister, Polly, 51 00:05:34,668 --> 00:05:36,601 died in a car accident when I was really young 52 00:05:36,603 --> 00:05:40,739 and her son Wayne was in the car with her but didn't die. He... 53 00:05:40,741 --> 00:05:42,707 He kind of turned into this vegetable. 54 00:05:42,709 --> 00:05:48,847 So... Wayne kind of became my doll. 55 00:05:48,849 --> 00:05:50,982 I would dress him up in my mom's clothes 56 00:05:50,984 --> 00:05:52,884 and plaster his face with make-up 57 00:05:52,886 --> 00:05:56,288 and I would put on these little plays with him as the star. 58 00:05:58,258 --> 00:06:00,659 I really shouldn't have been watching him, 59 00:06:00,661 --> 00:06:04,129 but I mean, there was, like, no one else. So... 60 00:06:04,131 --> 00:06:07,232 I mean, I was so young and he kind of sickened me. 61 00:06:07,234 --> 00:06:10,969 I mean, he smelt, particularly when he took a shit. 62 00:06:10,971 --> 00:06:15,574 He just constantly had this drool running down his face. 63 00:06:15,576 --> 00:06:20,979 So... I kind of started fucking with him. 64 00:06:23,784 --> 00:06:28,853 I drew a bull's-eye on his head with a red lipstick 65 00:06:28,855 --> 00:06:33,625 and I would throw soft fruit at him, like target practice. 66 00:06:33,627 --> 00:06:37,262 And when he shat himself I would just wheel him into a closet 67 00:06:37,264 --> 00:06:41,132 and leave him there all day until my mom came home. 68 00:06:42,803 --> 00:06:47,105 And I was, like, a girl interested in sex and boys. 69 00:06:49,676 --> 00:06:52,877 I would take off all of Wayne's clothes 70 00:06:52,879 --> 00:06:59,050 and, one day, I put peanut butter, like, all over 71 00:06:59,052 --> 00:07:01,886 and just let the dog come and lick it up. 72 00:07:01,888 --> 00:07:05,357 And then I would kind of jerk him off and watch him get hard. 73 00:07:07,894 --> 00:07:12,030 And... I mean, at the end of the day, 74 00:07:12,032 --> 00:07:15,066 he was covered with whatever I threw and I dumped on him, 75 00:07:15,068 --> 00:07:20,005 and I would just wheel him outside and just hose him down. 76 00:07:20,007 --> 00:07:21,406 And if it was raining, 77 00:07:21,408 --> 00:07:23,942 I would just leave him out there for hours. 78 00:07:30,050 --> 00:07:35,253 And then I would wash him sometimes in the kiddie pool. 79 00:07:36,790 --> 00:07:38,957 And I would just let him slip in the water 80 00:07:38,959 --> 00:07:42,260 until there were no bubbles or anything 81 00:07:42,262 --> 00:07:45,830 and his face would be, like, red and purple and... 82 00:07:48,001 --> 00:07:52,270 And then, you know, I would save him just at the right time. 83 00:07:56,143 --> 00:07:59,244 My mom had a boyfriend, this Gulf War vet, complete asshole. 84 00:07:59,246 --> 00:08:03,248 We were all watching TV one night and he mentioned how... 85 00:08:03,250 --> 00:08:06,885 Wayne was doing really weird things with his eyeballs. 86 00:08:08,855 --> 00:08:10,922 Wayne's dad was a Marine. 87 00:08:12,426 --> 00:08:15,260 It turns out he was doing Morse code with his eyes. 88 00:08:18,732 --> 00:08:23,835 He was saying, "SOS, SOS, SOS, SOS." 89 00:08:23,837 --> 00:08:27,272 I mean, over and over and over. 90 00:08:46,193 --> 00:08:49,360 Oh, my God. Do you see what I just did? 91 00:08:49,362 --> 00:08:52,330 That is the worst thing that I've ever done. 92 00:08:52,332 --> 00:08:54,899 Ah... Oh. 93 00:08:56,403 --> 00:08:57,836 Let's go get a real drink. 94 00:08:57,838 --> 00:09:00,371 Yeah, let's get out of this room. 95 00:09:02,275 --> 00:09:05,510 ¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶ 96 00:09:07,047 --> 00:09:13,251 ¶ All I need ¶ 97 00:09:13,253 --> 00:09:19,457 ¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶ 98 00:09:20,861 --> 00:09:26,231 ¶ All I need ¶ 99 00:09:31,438 --> 00:09:35,473 ¶ The siren called beyond the treeline ¶ 100 00:09:38,879 --> 00:09:42,413 ¶ With another one for the caves ¶ 101 00:09:44,785 --> 00:09:49,220 ¶ We reached the moon falls icy cauldron ¶ 102 00:09:51,525 --> 00:09:56,261 ¶ And found the spirit that I crave ¶ 103 00:09:56,263 --> 00:10:02,033 ¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶ 104 00:10:03,436 --> 00:10:09,808 ¶ All I need ¶ 105 00:10:09,810 --> 00:10:17,081 ¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶ 106 00:10:17,083 --> 00:10:23,121 ¶ All I need ¶ 107 00:10:24,291 --> 00:10:27,826 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 108 00:10:27,828 --> 00:10:31,062 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 109 00:10:31,064 --> 00:10:34,399 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 110 00:10:34,401 --> 00:10:37,902 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 111 00:10:37,904 --> 00:10:41,239 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 112 00:10:41,241 --> 00:10:44,876 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 113 00:10:44,878 --> 00:10:48,146 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 114 00:10:48,148 --> 00:10:51,883 ¶ Black water (pull me down) ¶ 115 00:11:17,377 --> 00:11:20,044 It's a hard road we've got to travel. 116 00:11:20,046 --> 00:11:23,314 It's a road that is not fit for them 117 00:11:23,316 --> 00:11:25,550 who want to take the easiest route. 118 00:11:25,552 --> 00:11:28,519 Because the easiest route has been paved smooth 119 00:11:28,521 --> 00:11:32,390 by the tramplings of sin and perdition. 120 00:11:32,392 --> 00:11:36,027 No, the road we travel with Jesus is a road that's uneven. 121 00:11:36,029 --> 00:11:39,197 It's a road that's not to be chosen by its even-ness, 122 00:11:39,199 --> 00:11:41,900 by its length. It's a road that's chosen 123 00:11:41,902 --> 00:11:44,535 by virtue of its destination. 124 00:11:44,537 --> 00:11:46,304 Of where we're going. 125 00:11:46,306 --> 00:11:48,373 Of where we're all going. 126 00:11:53,146 --> 00:11:55,013 Scarlett? 127 00:11:56,483 --> 00:11:58,016 What are you doing? 128 00:11:58,018 --> 00:12:00,051 Did you turn on the TV? 129 00:12:07,694 --> 00:12:09,661 Are you crying? 130 00:12:12,332 --> 00:12:14,332 I thought I heard someone. 131 00:12:16,002 --> 00:12:18,036 I'm just hearing... 132 00:12:19,372 --> 00:12:21,072 Who? Who are you talking about? 133 00:12:21,074 --> 00:12:23,942 I heard someone talking to me in the room. 134 00:12:26,112 --> 00:12:28,246 There's no one in here. 135 00:12:30,116 --> 00:12:32,283 You're probably still sick, 136 00:12:32,285 --> 00:12:36,120 and all that tequila, don't you think? 137 00:12:39,592 --> 00:12:41,592 Yeah. 138 00:12:41,594 --> 00:12:43,494 Come to bed. 139 00:12:44,998 --> 00:12:46,164 OK. 140 00:13:10,757 --> 00:13:13,491 Hey! Was that you last night? 141 00:13:15,061 --> 00:13:16,527 You were looking up at our room. 142 00:13:21,334 --> 00:13:25,436 Hey, let's shake a tail. LA is not gonna drive to us. 143 00:13:35,482 --> 00:13:38,016 How are you not hung over? 144 00:13:38,018 --> 00:13:42,286 Desrt air? Good genes? I don't know. 145 00:14:21,061 --> 00:14:23,094 They don't want you to know the truth. 146 00:14:23,096 --> 00:14:25,530 No, that fork-tongued speaker of calumny 147 00:14:25,532 --> 00:14:27,465 shall rassle you down... 148 00:14:27,467 --> 00:14:30,334 Check it out. You think that's the asshole who woke me up? 149 00:14:30,336 --> 00:14:32,370 Everything that you thought was rued shall recede! 150 00:14:32,372 --> 00:14:34,839 We shall be rassled down! 151 00:14:34,841 --> 00:14:37,442 The walls that keep you, the woman beside you... 152 00:14:37,444 --> 00:14:39,243 God, it's beautiful. 153 00:14:41,214 --> 00:14:42,580 Scarlett. 154 00:14:44,551 --> 00:14:46,084 - Scarlett? - Ah! 155 00:14:46,086 --> 00:14:48,086 Scarlett. 156 00:14:51,424 --> 00:14:53,758 - Can you turn around? - What? 157 00:14:53,760 --> 00:14:56,360 Stop the car! Stop! 158 00:15:02,435 --> 00:15:05,136 What is it? What's going on? 159 00:15:05,138 --> 00:15:07,238 I don't know, it's like I feel like I'm being crushed 160 00:15:07,240 --> 00:15:08,773 and then... 161 00:15:10,510 --> 00:15:13,878 ...like, then next I'm falling 1,000 feet from the sky. 162 00:15:13,880 --> 00:15:17,281 We... We need a doctor. 163 00:15:19,619 --> 00:15:22,420 I don't think there's a doctor for this. 164 00:15:22,422 --> 00:15:24,155 What do you mean? 165 00:15:26,793 --> 00:15:30,228 I think we just have to go back. 166 00:15:30,230 --> 00:15:32,663 What? Let's make it to the next town. 167 00:15:32,665 --> 00:15:35,600 No, the further away I get, the worse it gets. 168 00:15:37,337 --> 00:15:39,570 Further... 169 00:15:40,507 --> 00:15:42,173 Shit. 170 00:15:43,910 --> 00:15:45,810 Please. 171 00:15:50,750 --> 00:15:53,217 OK, I'm turning around. 172 00:16:20,180 --> 00:16:22,647 Isn't that the church from the TV? 173 00:16:22,649 --> 00:16:25,816 Go. Drive. 174 00:16:25,818 --> 00:16:27,351 Drive! Go! 175 00:16:43,303 --> 00:16:45,403 I'm sorry, OK? 176 00:16:46,472 --> 00:16:48,673 I don't know what to say. 177 00:17:01,688 --> 00:17:03,654 Is there anything I can do to help? 178 00:17:03,656 --> 00:17:06,490 No. I think I just need to rest. 179 00:17:08,394 --> 00:17:09,994 OK. 180 00:17:09,996 --> 00:17:11,862 You rest, I'll just sit here until you fall asleep. 181 00:17:11,864 --> 00:17:15,533 No, you don't have to do that. It's sweet. You should just go. 182 00:17:15,535 --> 00:17:18,536 Go downstairs, have a beer. 183 00:17:18,538 --> 00:17:20,671 Go on, go. I need to sleep. 184 00:17:21,874 --> 00:17:23,874 I don't feel good. 185 00:17:48,434 --> 00:17:50,701 El Rancho? 186 00:17:50,703 --> 00:17:52,770 Hang on a second. 187 00:17:54,941 --> 00:17:56,874 It's for you. 188 00:18:01,381 --> 00:18:03,014 Hello? 189 00:18:03,016 --> 00:18:05,750 Alex. 190 00:18:05,752 --> 00:18:06,951 Hello? 191 00:18:06,953 --> 00:18:08,686 Alex. 192 00:18:10,423 --> 00:18:11,956 Scarlett? 193 00:18:29,409 --> 00:18:31,475 I think I know him. 194 00:18:33,346 --> 00:18:37,081 Who? The guy on TV? 195 00:18:37,083 --> 00:18:38,883 I know how it sounds. 196 00:18:38,885 --> 00:18:40,551 Scarlett. 197 00:18:40,553 --> 00:18:43,054 I think he's trying to tell me something. 198 00:18:43,056 --> 00:18:45,890 Something important. 199 00:18:45,892 --> 00:18:47,792 Jesus, I forgive my children... 200 00:18:47,794 --> 00:18:49,593 Alex... 201 00:18:56,069 --> 00:18:58,803 I don't know why I feel so crazy. 202 00:18:58,805 --> 00:19:02,106 I just feel like I know this town. 203 00:19:02,108 --> 00:19:05,609 So let's just go. Let's get out of here. 204 00:19:05,611 --> 00:19:08,546 We'll be in LA by morning. 205 00:19:18,725 --> 00:19:20,858 OK. 206 00:19:42,682 --> 00:19:45,750 - Scarlett? - Oh, Alex. 207 00:19:50,123 --> 00:19:53,491 Oh, my head. 208 00:19:53,493 --> 00:19:55,893 It feels like it's going to explode. 209 00:19:57,764 --> 00:20:00,030 Scarlett, just... 210 00:20:16,048 --> 00:20:17,782 We have to go back. 211 00:20:28,161 --> 00:20:30,594 I don't want you to worry. 212 00:20:30,596 --> 00:20:33,831 We're going to find a doctor tomorrow for you. 213 00:20:33,833 --> 00:20:36,801 Call someone and get someone to come out here and pick us up. 214 00:20:44,710 --> 00:20:46,777 Promise me. 215 00:20:47,747 --> 00:20:49,980 We'll get out of here tomorrow. 216 00:20:56,055 --> 00:20:58,155 Promise. 217 00:21:01,594 --> 00:21:07,064 ¶ All I need is some sunshine ¶ 218 00:21:08,034 --> 00:21:13,737 ¶ All I need ¶ 219 00:22:49,235 --> 00:22:50,935 Front desk, can I help you? 220 00:22:50,937 --> 00:22:52,236 Hello. I wanted to see if I had any messages. 221 00:22:52,238 --> 00:22:54,305 Hello? Hello? 222 00:22:54,307 --> 00:22:56,206 Hello? 223 00:23:36,983 --> 00:23:39,049 Scarlett? 224 00:23:54,033 --> 00:23:56,934 - Hello? - You only lost your girl. 225 00:23:58,804 --> 00:24:01,305 Well, I tell you what. 226 00:24:01,307 --> 00:24:04,341 It seems only right I should help you find her. 227 00:24:04,343 --> 00:24:07,144 - Who is this? What the fuck? - What a thing to say. 228 00:24:07,146 --> 00:24:10,748 Here I am, trying to be neighborly. 229 00:24:10,750 --> 00:24:12,916 I may be the only one who understands you 230 00:24:12,918 --> 00:24:15,419 - in this godforsaken town. - I don't know who you are or... 231 00:24:15,421 --> 00:24:19,790 Just a man, Alex. 232 00:24:19,792 --> 00:24:21,859 What do you want? Tell me. 233 00:24:21,861 --> 00:24:25,362 Let's start with you telling me your particulars. 234 00:24:25,364 --> 00:24:27,398 - What does she look like? - What? 235 00:24:29,935 --> 00:24:33,303 I hear she's a real looker. 236 00:24:33,305 --> 00:24:36,774 Don't let the red cross fool you. 237 00:24:36,776 --> 00:24:39,343 She ain't fit to... ...of the Lord. 238 00:24:40,913 --> 00:24:43,414 Of course, maybe she's sleepwalking, 239 00:24:43,416 --> 00:24:46,750 like a detached witness, as if she's watching a movie 240 00:24:46,752 --> 00:24:48,852 or listening to the radio. 241 00:24:48,854 --> 00:24:51,021 Is that girl a sleepwalker, Alex? 242 00:24:51,023 --> 00:24:52,890 Where are you? 243 00:24:52,892 --> 00:24:55,693 In there. 244 00:24:55,695 --> 00:24:58,228 - In where? - In there. 245 00:24:59,432 --> 00:25:00,864 With you. 246 00:26:34,827 --> 00:26:37,027 Lose something? 247 00:26:37,029 --> 00:26:41,198 No, sir, I just thought I'd take myself a little look. 248 00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:46,170 You know, sometimes I hear even the mouse chases the cat. 249 00:26:46,172 --> 00:26:48,138 Fucking mouse. 250 00:26:48,140 --> 00:26:52,442 I tell you what, why don't we go for a little drive? 251 00:27:08,394 --> 00:27:11,261 Are you starting to feel it then? 252 00:27:15,434 --> 00:27:18,402 You're taking me to Scarlett. 253 00:27:18,404 --> 00:27:20,604 That's where you're taking me, isn't it? 254 00:27:20,606 --> 00:27:26,877 Hey! Schilter! How about you put on that radio? 255 00:27:26,879 --> 00:27:30,247 Let's hear some of that good old spiritual music. 256 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:40,858 ¶ He can be found in a mother's smile ¶ 257 00:27:40,860 --> 00:27:46,463 ¶ He can be found in the eyes of a child ¶... 258 00:27:47,967 --> 00:27:51,268 They sure don't make songs like they used to. 259 00:28:25,137 --> 00:28:28,105 It's louder because they know we're here. 260 00:28:29,909 --> 00:28:33,076 All this time and they never give up. 261 00:28:33,078 --> 00:28:34,912 Who? Who are you talking about? 262 00:28:34,914 --> 00:28:38,382 Well, that's the real story right there. 263 00:28:38,384 --> 00:28:41,585 Well, I never really took to people much. 264 00:28:41,587 --> 00:28:43,353 That's just the truth. 265 00:28:43,355 --> 00:28:47,224 But I didn't like to be all by my lonesome either. 266 00:28:47,226 --> 00:28:51,028 So I found people of my choosing and I took them out here. 267 00:28:51,030 --> 00:28:54,965 What I do first is I dig a hole, a nice deep hole, 268 00:28:54,967 --> 00:28:57,534 and I make them watch as I dig it. 269 00:28:57,536 --> 00:28:59,269 And then I take the person. 270 00:28:59,271 --> 00:29:02,139 Let's say it's you, or your girlfriend. 271 00:29:02,141 --> 00:29:07,611 Let's say it's Scarlett, and I take her, just for instance. 272 00:29:09,281 --> 00:29:12,282 And I throw her in the hole and I bury her. 273 00:29:12,284 --> 00:29:16,620 I bury her alive and she never ever dies. 274 00:29:16,622 --> 00:29:22,025 She lives for all eternity under a heavy darkness of dirt, 275 00:29:22,027 --> 00:29:25,162 reaping what she sowed. 276 00:29:33,439 --> 00:29:36,473 - This is impossible. - Impossible? 277 00:29:36,475 --> 00:29:41,144 Just ask them. They all have a story. 278 00:29:41,146 --> 00:29:43,146 Hundreds of them. 279 00:29:43,148 --> 00:29:45,115 Thousands. 280 00:29:45,117 --> 00:29:47,217 Oh... 281 00:29:47,219 --> 00:29:51,755 A city of pain under our feet. 282 00:29:51,757 --> 00:29:55,659 Oh, pain's a beautiful thing. 283 00:29:55,661 --> 00:30:00,230 In the end, it's the only thing we really deserve. 284 00:30:04,269 --> 00:30:07,170 It is only due to the concept of guilt 285 00:30:07,172 --> 00:30:10,640 we allow ourselves to see ourselves as imperfect. 286 00:30:10,642 --> 00:30:14,177 Our ego depends on guilt for its survival as it allows us 287 00:30:14,179 --> 00:30:16,680 to separate the world into different objects 288 00:30:16,682 --> 00:30:19,616 which we then call "good" and "evil." 289 00:30:19,618 --> 00:30:23,353 There is no good and evil. There is only perfection. 290 00:31:19,511 --> 00:31:22,446 Father, I'm gonna thank you 291 00:31:22,448 --> 00:31:25,382 for your son Jesus who died on the cross for me. 292 00:31:25,384 --> 00:31:31,455 For my sins, not only for my sins, but for my fears. 293 00:31:31,457 --> 00:31:34,758 I'm gonna thank you for your son Jesus who makes me whole, 294 00:31:34,760 --> 00:31:39,830 in my spirit, in my body, in my soul. 295 00:31:39,832 --> 00:31:42,399 I want to thank you, Father, for your son Jesus 296 00:31:42,401 --> 00:31:45,435 who helped me sever the ties between previous generations, 297 00:31:45,437 --> 00:31:48,872 - from that bad blood... - Hello. 298 00:31:49,808 --> 00:31:51,641 I'm the whole operation, 299 00:31:51,643 --> 00:31:55,178 so I need to loop it if I want to take a break. 300 00:31:59,318 --> 00:32:01,118 Want coffee? 301 00:32:03,255 --> 00:32:06,690 When Slocum sailed the world... 302 00:32:10,796 --> 00:32:14,898 he'd tie himself to the masthead when he wanted to sleep. 303 00:32:14,900 --> 00:32:17,334 Me, I got no such methods, no. 304 00:32:19,371 --> 00:32:22,539 My work is my word, it cannot be rigged up. 305 00:32:25,477 --> 00:32:27,210 Whiskey in your coffee? 306 00:32:27,212 --> 00:32:28,812 What is this place? 307 00:32:28,814 --> 00:32:31,348 Well, if I say it's a church then it's a church. 308 00:32:31,350 --> 00:32:33,183 If I say I speak to God 309 00:32:33,185 --> 00:32:36,219 then there is a God that is spoken to. 310 00:32:38,223 --> 00:32:40,257 There was a man. 311 00:32:40,259 --> 00:32:42,592 Dirty hands, rings. 312 00:32:43,929 --> 00:32:45,428 This smile. 313 00:32:45,430 --> 00:32:47,797 Smile, well, that's a crime. 314 00:32:47,799 --> 00:32:49,432 There's the thin wedge. 315 00:32:49,434 --> 00:32:53,436 It was cut into his face like with a knife. 316 00:32:53,438 --> 00:32:57,374 You're talking about the angel of the bottomless pit. 317 00:32:59,411 --> 00:33:01,545 That's an ordinarily fella with the wretched odor 318 00:33:01,547 --> 00:33:04,281 of a million painful deaths on him. 319 00:33:07,352 --> 00:33:11,922 But pain... is a beautiful thing. 320 00:33:16,495 --> 00:33:20,664 In the end, that's all we got. 321 00:33:22,434 --> 00:33:25,569 You're gonna have to excuse me for just a spot, son. 322 00:33:25,571 --> 00:33:27,270 Have a look around. 323 00:33:27,272 --> 00:33:29,773 But do your best to keep quiet. 324 00:33:29,775 --> 00:33:32,475 Do me a favor, hit that record switch for me. 325 00:33:32,477 --> 00:33:34,744 Spare me the indignity of having my audience see me 326 00:33:34,746 --> 00:33:36,546 scurry up onto my own set. 327 00:33:36,548 --> 00:33:38,548 Son, I promise you, 328 00:33:38,550 --> 00:33:41,418 we will get back to our conversation momentarily. 329 00:33:41,420 --> 00:33:45,255 But first, the work of the Lord, then the work of man, alright? 330 00:33:47,392 --> 00:33:48,925 Hit the button. 331 00:33:54,266 --> 00:33:57,334 And just as soon as that there sun shines down 332 00:33:57,336 --> 00:33:59,536 with its warmth and light on all things equally, 333 00:33:59,538 --> 00:34:03,006 so too will guilt enwrap you like a plague. 334 00:34:03,976 --> 00:34:06,876 And drown you in sorrow. 335 00:34:06,878 --> 00:34:11,681 Now, when we imagine things, we start creating them in our mind. 336 00:34:11,683 --> 00:34:14,317 We open the door to our hearts... 337 00:34:16,788 --> 00:34:19,789 Open your mind and then... 338 00:34:19,791 --> 00:34:21,992 You must be very careful about what things 339 00:34:21,994 --> 00:34:24,494 you allow yourself to focus on, 340 00:34:24,496 --> 00:34:26,263 lest they become real. 341 00:34:26,265 --> 00:34:28,598 Lest the ethereal becomes poor. 342 00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:31,468 Lest your fantasy becomes reality. 343 00:34:31,470 --> 00:34:34,337 You have to avoid these things. 344 00:34:34,339 --> 00:34:37,807 There is Satan waiting to open the door to your heart 345 00:34:37,809 --> 00:34:41,711 and walk in. So you have to be very careful about the images 346 00:34:41,713 --> 00:34:43,546 you allow yourself to focus on. 347 00:34:43,548 --> 00:34:45,915 And it's like one moment you're being crushed, 348 00:34:45,917 --> 00:34:50,520 and the next you're falling from 1,000 feet up in the sky. 349 00:34:50,522 --> 00:34:52,789 I don't know, it's like I feel I'm being crushed 350 00:34:52,791 --> 00:34:56,626 and the next I'm falling, like, 1,000 feet from the sky. 351 00:34:59,498 --> 00:35:01,831 - Hey, what are you doing? - How do you know what she said? 352 00:35:01,833 --> 00:35:03,433 You can't just interrupt me 353 00:35:03,435 --> 00:35:05,802 - mid-sermon. - Why is this here? 354 00:35:08,473 --> 00:35:09,906 What is this? 355 00:35:09,908 --> 00:35:12,475 It's a mememto. It's all I have left of her, 356 00:35:12,477 --> 00:35:14,711 - so mind how you handle it. - Is she here? 357 00:35:14,713 --> 00:35:18,548 Scarlett? Scarlett? 358 00:35:18,550 --> 00:35:20,817 I'm the only one who's here, Alex. 359 00:35:20,819 --> 00:35:22,752 How do you know my name? 360 00:35:22,754 --> 00:35:25,422 A better question would be: Why wouldn't I know your name? 361 00:35:25,424 --> 00:35:27,957 You've been running around with my daughter, haven't you? 362 00:35:27,959 --> 00:35:29,659 Daughter? 363 00:35:31,029 --> 00:35:33,496 Scarlett's father is dead. 364 00:35:35,634 --> 00:35:39,336 She told you that? 365 00:35:39,338 --> 00:35:43,073 Well, that cuts the patriarch right to the quick. 366 00:35:44,876 --> 00:35:48,478 I don't say I don't deserve it, though. 367 00:35:48,480 --> 00:35:50,814 It's true I knocked her around a time or two. 368 00:35:51,917 --> 00:35:52,882 But... 369 00:35:57,923 --> 00:36:01,991 My tiddling is strictly medicinal now, you understand. 370 00:36:05,697 --> 00:36:06,930 Bingo. 371 00:36:08,467 --> 00:36:09,833 Here. 372 00:36:20,779 --> 00:36:22,479 It ain't there, son. 373 00:36:26,618 --> 00:36:28,451 There you go. Hold still, son. 374 00:36:29,654 --> 00:36:31,488 You can't die if you ain't alive. 375 00:36:32,657 --> 00:36:33,857 What did you say? 376 00:36:38,764 --> 00:36:40,697 This is hell. 377 00:36:40,699 --> 00:36:43,066 - We're in hell, aren't we? - No. 378 00:36:43,068 --> 00:36:46,069 I'm dead. We're all dead. 379 00:36:46,071 --> 00:36:49,406 People tend to focus on the world that's around them 380 00:36:49,408 --> 00:36:52,609 rather than the world that's within them. 381 00:36:52,611 --> 00:36:55,845 Oh! 382 00:36:55,847 --> 00:36:58,181 Tell me what this is. 383 00:36:58,183 --> 00:37:00,917 - It's murder, if you do this. - No! 384 00:37:00,919 --> 00:37:02,719 Tell me what this is! 385 00:37:02,721 --> 00:37:05,155 God damnit, I don't know! 386 00:37:05,157 --> 00:37:06,723 Ow, fuck! 387 00:37:06,725 --> 00:37:10,527 No, OK, OK, OK, it's a dream. 388 00:37:10,529 --> 00:37:12,595 - There we go. - I'm dreaming all of this. 389 00:37:12,597 --> 00:37:14,197 No! 390 00:37:14,199 --> 00:37:16,599 No, the divine plan is in play here, son. 391 00:37:16,601 --> 00:37:19,002 You can either take charge and fight your way through it, 392 00:37:19,004 --> 00:37:22,172 or you can continue to be a pansy ass spectator. 393 00:37:22,174 --> 00:37:24,507 What's it gonna be? What's it gonna be?! 394 00:37:24,509 --> 00:37:26,509 - I don't know. - Enjoy the ride. 395 00:37:26,511 --> 00:37:27,877 No, I don't understand! 396 00:37:27,879 --> 00:37:29,479 You said this is all a dream. 397 00:37:29,481 --> 00:37:31,948 Yes, it is all a dream. 398 00:37:31,950 --> 00:37:34,584 But you ain't dreaming nothing. 399 00:37:35,520 --> 00:37:38,054 Scarlett is. 400 00:38:57,002 --> 00:38:58,801 Hey. 401 00:38:58,803 --> 00:39:00,537 Sit down. 402 00:39:11,816 --> 00:39:14,784 You OK, honey? 403 00:39:14,786 --> 00:39:15,985 Uh-huh. 404 00:39:17,055 --> 00:39:20,690 I have so much to do today. 405 00:39:20,692 --> 00:39:22,759 I have to go buy Isabella a gift 406 00:39:22,761 --> 00:39:25,895 and then I have to go get a manicure and pedicure. 407 00:39:25,897 --> 00:39:28,064 But they messed up the appointment 408 00:39:28,066 --> 00:39:31,734 so I'm supposed to go there for 4:30 but... 409 00:39:37,709 --> 00:39:39,309 That's it. 410 00:39:58,129 --> 00:40:00,129 Get that, hon? 411 00:40:07,172 --> 00:40:09,205 Hey. 412 00:40:09,207 --> 00:40:12,175 What, are you not gonna let me in? 413 00:40:12,177 --> 00:40:15,178 What are you doing? Where have you been? 414 00:40:15,180 --> 00:40:18,114 Hey, you don't answer your phone calls, no email, nothing. 415 00:40:18,116 --> 00:40:20,650 Jensen's pissed. And I saved your ass. 416 00:40:20,652 --> 00:40:22,885 I talked to the Rancho clients myself, fuck you very much. 417 00:40:22,887 --> 00:40:26,823 - Clients? What clients? - What are you talking about? 418 00:40:28,159 --> 00:40:31,027 You said Rancho? What do you mean? 419 00:40:31,029 --> 00:40:32,829 What do you mean, "what do I mean?" 420 00:40:32,831 --> 00:40:35,264 You just said Rancho. What is Rancho? 421 00:40:35,266 --> 00:40:37,634 El Rancho Estates. 422 00:40:37,636 --> 00:40:38,901 The deal we've been putting together 423 00:40:38,903 --> 00:40:40,803 for the last four fucking months. 424 00:40:40,805 --> 00:40:44,107 What's going on here, Alex? Are you OK? 425 00:40:44,109 --> 00:40:47,377 Paige, is he OK? 426 00:40:47,379 --> 00:40:50,713 Hey, come on, man, I was just trying... Alex! 427 00:41:08,433 --> 00:41:10,433 Alex? 428 00:41:13,171 --> 00:41:14,437 What are you doing? 429 00:41:16,107 --> 00:41:16,839 Come to bed. 430 00:41:21,946 --> 00:41:24,213 It's time now for your national forecast... 431 00:41:31,923 --> 00:41:33,456 Easy. 432 00:41:35,260 --> 00:41:38,928 You want me to get you in the mood? 433 00:41:38,930 --> 00:41:41,698 Relax, Alex. 434 00:41:45,070 --> 00:41:47,704 Forget about everything else. 435 00:41:47,706 --> 00:41:49,072 What do you mean, everything else? 436 00:42:01,453 --> 00:42:04,253 What the fuck, Alex? 437 00:42:11,196 --> 00:42:15,131 For all the wrongs we have committed to one another. 438 00:42:15,133 --> 00:42:20,970 It is the single act of kindness that God requires of us. 439 00:43:28,973 --> 00:43:31,274 You're looking for a room, sir? 440 00:43:31,276 --> 00:43:32,975 Can't do much better. 441 00:43:32,977 --> 00:43:35,378 And if you can, I dare you to find it. 442 00:43:35,380 --> 00:43:38,147 I wonder, could I ask you a question? 443 00:43:38,149 --> 00:43:40,283 No harm in it. 444 00:43:40,285 --> 00:43:42,585 It might sound strange. 445 00:43:44,022 --> 00:43:46,489 Do I look familiar to you at all? 446 00:43:53,464 --> 00:43:56,899 Couldn't say. All you young people look alike. 447 00:43:58,837 --> 00:44:01,037 - I might have been with a girl. - Pretty one? 448 00:44:01,039 --> 00:44:03,339 Yeah. 449 00:44:03,341 --> 00:44:07,009 No. If I saw you, it didn't stick with me. 450 00:44:08,046 --> 00:44:10,012 OK. A room then. 451 00:45:08,306 --> 00:45:11,440 Does anything ever happen here? 452 00:45:11,442 --> 00:45:14,577 I drove all this way and when I got here everything was wrong. 453 00:45:14,579 --> 00:45:17,346 Do you know what that's like, to drive all this way 454 00:45:17,348 --> 00:45:21,150 and have it not be what it should be? 455 00:45:21,152 --> 00:45:23,552 No, I can't say as I do. 456 00:45:54,552 --> 00:45:56,452 Where is it? 457 00:45:59,290 --> 00:46:01,424 Where is it? 458 00:46:05,396 --> 00:46:07,396 Where is it? 459 00:46:33,558 --> 00:46:35,591 Come on now, get up. 460 00:46:37,028 --> 00:46:39,161 I won't say it again. 461 00:46:44,569 --> 00:46:47,770 Now, you can't do that. This is not a campsite. 462 00:46:50,742 --> 00:46:54,543 Fine. Just tell me where it is. 463 00:46:54,545 --> 00:46:56,312 - You just get on out of here. - I'm going. 464 00:46:56,314 --> 00:46:59,382 - Just tell me where it went. - Where what went? 465 00:47:00,385 --> 00:47:02,218 The church. 466 00:47:02,220 --> 00:47:03,786 There was a church here. 467 00:47:03,788 --> 00:47:06,322 Couldn't have been too long ago. 468 00:47:06,324 --> 00:47:09,025 The Church of the Solid Rock Sufferer. 469 00:47:09,027 --> 00:47:12,428 There's no place like that around here. Not here. 470 00:47:12,430 --> 00:47:14,363 - You've got to be... - I've got to be nothing. 471 00:47:17,568 --> 00:47:20,569 People tend to focus on the world around them, 472 00:47:20,571 --> 00:47:22,738 rather than the world within them. 473 00:47:24,475 --> 00:47:27,276 Now, you just drive on out of here. 474 00:47:29,347 --> 00:47:31,213 OK. 475 00:48:58,436 --> 00:48:59,602 Alex? 476 00:49:00,438 --> 00:49:02,605 What the fuck? 477 00:49:02,607 --> 00:49:06,375 You just leave in the middle of the night? 478 00:49:06,377 --> 00:49:09,411 For, what, a day and a half? You don't bother calling me, 479 00:49:09,413 --> 00:49:11,413 - nothing? - Sorry. 480 00:49:11,415 --> 00:49:14,283 Oh, my God. It's fucked up but the only reason why 481 00:49:14,285 --> 00:49:16,418 I didn't call the police is because you have been acting 482 00:49:16,420 --> 00:49:18,654 so strange lately. 483 00:49:18,656 --> 00:49:21,524 Do you understand what I'm saying to you? 484 00:49:21,526 --> 00:49:25,494 That it didn't faze me that you just left like that. 485 00:49:27,598 --> 00:49:30,499 - What are you doing? - Looking. 486 00:49:30,501 --> 00:49:32,168 For what? 487 00:50:43,774 --> 00:50:47,676 Scarlett. Where'd you go? 488 00:50:52,850 --> 00:50:54,817 Why are you acting like you don't know me? 489 00:51:01,659 --> 00:51:03,492 Hey. 490 00:55:33,797 --> 00:55:35,797 What are you doing? 491 00:55:36,634 --> 00:55:38,534 I can't explain it. 492 00:55:41,839 --> 00:55:44,106 Why don't you give it a try? 493 00:55:46,911 --> 00:55:51,647 It's an idea I had. I was at the grocry store. 494 00:55:51,649 --> 00:55:55,851 I knocked over a carton of eggs and I saw this bloody yolk. 495 00:55:55,853 --> 00:55:58,820 You were buying eggs at two in the morning? 496 00:56:00,724 --> 00:56:04,560 It got me thinking about some peas. 497 00:56:06,030 --> 00:56:07,663 You hate peas. 498 00:56:07,665 --> 00:56:09,031 Well, I was looking at them. 499 00:56:09,033 --> 00:56:10,799 I was looking for something. 500 00:56:10,801 --> 00:56:15,070 I looked at them and most of them are perfect. 501 00:56:15,072 --> 00:56:17,573 Bright color, firm, good size. 502 00:56:17,575 --> 00:56:20,809 But then I found this rotten one in the can. 503 00:56:22,680 --> 00:56:26,214 Now, if, say I was dreaming... 504 00:56:26,216 --> 00:56:31,853 I know how that sounds, but let's just say I was dreaming. 505 00:56:31,855 --> 00:56:34,222 Do you really think that my mind would take the time 506 00:56:34,224 --> 00:56:37,292 to put a rotten pea in there? I mean, think about it. 507 00:56:37,294 --> 00:56:39,294 When you think about a pea, what do you think of? 508 00:56:39,296 --> 00:56:42,698 A fresh pea, right? A normal pea. Don't you? 509 00:56:42,700 --> 00:56:46,168 I really don't think about peas, Alex. 510 00:56:46,170 --> 00:56:48,136 It's not really you, it's your subconscious. 511 00:56:48,138 --> 00:56:49,972 Do you really think the part of you that dreams 512 00:56:49,974 --> 00:56:51,840 is gonna put a rotten pea in a can? 513 00:56:53,143 --> 00:56:56,311 Don't answer that. Just look. 514 00:56:58,315 --> 00:57:02,918 If I was in a dream, why would that one bad pea be in there? 515 00:57:05,856 --> 00:57:07,956 I'm gonna go to bed. 516 00:58:00,444 --> 00:58:02,411 Paige? 517 00:58:18,262 --> 00:58:20,162 Alex? 518 00:58:23,734 --> 00:58:24,866 Alex. 519 00:58:28,038 --> 00:58:29,404 What's going on? 520 00:58:37,448 --> 00:58:39,448 I don't know. 521 00:58:40,350 --> 00:58:42,184 Are you OK? 522 00:58:43,754 --> 00:58:45,787 Are you OK? 523 00:58:48,158 --> 00:58:50,392 - No. - Alex. 524 00:58:50,394 --> 00:58:53,161 Talk to me. 525 00:58:53,163 --> 00:58:55,163 Talk to me, please. 526 00:58:55,165 --> 00:58:56,498 Tell me what's happening. 527 00:59:00,838 --> 00:59:03,004 My head's not right anymore. 528 00:59:04,208 --> 00:59:07,776 I'm... I'm all over the place. 529 00:59:07,778 --> 00:59:09,077 Distracted. I'm... 530 00:59:11,014 --> 00:59:15,317 I'm obsessed with this idea that I don't think I exist. 531 00:59:17,888 --> 00:59:20,822 I don't think you or any of this is real. 532 00:59:23,460 --> 00:59:25,327 How long have you felt this way? 533 00:59:27,364 --> 00:59:30,932 I wake up and I feel like I'm still in a dream. 534 00:59:30,934 --> 00:59:34,169 If you're... If you're dreaming all of this... 535 00:59:34,171 --> 00:59:38,206 - I'm not dreaming this. - But you just said that. 536 00:59:38,208 --> 00:59:42,844 No, no. It's worse than that. 537 00:59:44,982 --> 00:59:48,083 I think someone else is dreaming this. 538 00:59:48,085 --> 00:59:51,820 But, Alex, how can we be in someone else's dream 539 00:59:51,822 --> 00:59:54,990 if you're here? 540 00:59:54,992 --> 00:59:57,259 If she dies in this world, then she wakes up. 541 00:59:57,261 --> 01:00:00,128 Wait. If who dies? 542 01:00:00,130 --> 01:00:02,464 And if she wakes up, then we're... 543 01:00:02,466 --> 01:00:06,101 Alex, this is real. 544 01:00:06,103 --> 01:00:09,171 This is real, you and me. Nothing else matters. 545 01:00:09,173 --> 01:00:12,240 Just ignore whatever's going on out there. 546 01:00:12,242 --> 01:00:14,509 Look, stay here with me. 547 01:00:14,511 --> 01:00:18,513 OK, you need this. This is your home. 548 01:00:18,515 --> 01:00:20,382 I love you. 549 01:00:22,352 --> 01:00:24,252 And you love me. 550 01:00:40,437 --> 01:00:46,508 ¶ All you see ¶ 551 01:00:46,510 --> 01:00:52,547 ¶ You don't want to see ¶ 552 01:00:52,549 --> 01:00:58,987 ¶ But can't seem to avoid ¶ 553 01:00:58,989 --> 01:01:05,193 ¶ When you're trying to be right ¶ 554 01:01:05,195 --> 01:01:12,000 ¶ On this trespassed life where ¶ 555 01:01:12,002 --> 01:01:17,305 ¶ You don't seem to care ¶ 556 01:01:17,307 --> 01:01:24,279 ¶ And you're making the motions to be aware ¶ 557 01:01:24,281 --> 01:01:30,385 ¶ As to why you're here ¶ 558 01:02:10,327 --> 01:02:11,459 Paige? 559 01:02:13,363 --> 01:02:15,463 What are you doing? 560 01:02:17,067 --> 01:02:20,001 I was thirsty. What are you doing? 561 01:02:24,141 --> 01:02:25,607 Getting something to eat. 562 01:02:27,277 --> 01:02:30,545 - Can I ask you a question? - Mm-hmm. 563 01:02:32,382 --> 01:02:35,550 When did we meet? 564 01:02:35,552 --> 01:02:38,653 That is such a silly question. 565 01:02:38,655 --> 01:02:41,256 We met yesterday. I'm your wife? 566 01:02:44,528 --> 01:02:46,628 I love you. 567 01:02:51,168 --> 01:02:53,168 Don't be too long. 568 01:06:34,758 --> 01:06:36,658 You can come out now. 569 01:06:43,600 --> 01:06:46,834 We can just skip the formalities. 570 01:06:46,836 --> 01:06:47,936 I know what you want. 571 01:06:48,972 --> 01:06:50,338 Scarlett. 572 01:06:57,781 --> 01:07:00,481 You know me. 573 01:07:00,483 --> 01:07:02,717 You know all about me. 574 01:07:02,719 --> 01:07:05,220 Yeah. 575 01:07:05,222 --> 01:07:07,488 I saw you at the supermarket. 576 01:07:08,992 --> 01:07:10,992 You're my neighbor. 577 01:07:13,430 --> 01:07:16,331 That's not what I mean. 578 01:07:16,333 --> 01:07:18,266 Tell me you remember me. 579 01:07:19,970 --> 01:07:21,769 No. 580 01:07:26,543 --> 01:07:27,909 Why don't you remind me. 581 01:07:31,781 --> 01:07:33,948 We're in love. 582 01:07:35,785 --> 01:07:37,819 If you want it, just take it. 583 01:07:37,821 --> 01:07:40,788 You don't have to ask me if it's OK. 584 01:07:40,790 --> 01:07:43,791 - What are you talking about? - You came here to rape me. 585 01:07:47,264 --> 01:07:48,763 I know what you want. 586 01:07:49,933 --> 01:07:53,468 You can say her name if you want to. 587 01:07:53,470 --> 01:07:57,739 You want to... call out her name? 588 01:07:59,643 --> 01:08:01,576 Scarlett. 589 01:08:03,280 --> 01:08:06,881 I can be Scarlett if you want me to be Scarlett. 590 01:08:14,991 --> 01:08:17,325 No. No. 591 01:08:19,796 --> 01:08:21,929 No, you can't leave. 592 01:08:21,931 --> 01:08:23,831 You're not going anywhere! 593 01:08:23,833 --> 01:08:25,033 Fuck. 594 01:08:26,436 --> 01:08:28,870 What is this? Who is this? 595 01:08:30,640 --> 01:08:32,507 You both know who I am. 596 01:08:32,509 --> 01:08:34,509 What the fuck is wrong with you people? Why are you lying? 597 01:08:34,511 --> 01:08:36,544 He's been watching me across the street for weeks. 598 01:08:36,546 --> 01:08:37,945 I think he was trying to rape me. 599 01:08:37,947 --> 01:08:40,882 What the fuck are you talking about? 600 01:08:44,821 --> 01:08:46,988 Don't! 601 01:08:49,993 --> 01:08:51,359 Stop! 602 01:11:08,465 --> 01:11:10,832 Do you know where you are? 603 01:11:10,834 --> 01:11:12,967 Do you remember this place? 604 01:11:19,843 --> 01:11:23,077 You remember him? What happened? 605 01:11:24,581 --> 01:11:26,614 Where is he? 606 01:11:29,018 --> 01:11:30,718 Where? 607 01:11:30,720 --> 01:11:32,920 My cousin, he's... 608 01:11:35,024 --> 01:11:36,824 But who knows? 609 01:11:36,826 --> 01:11:39,060 Maybe it was for the best. 610 01:11:39,062 --> 01:11:42,230 I mean, can you imagine the kind of life he would have had? 611 01:11:44,234 --> 01:11:47,268 It was the fire pit, wasn't it? That's where you put him. 612 01:11:51,774 --> 01:11:54,775 And this is your house. This is where you grew up. 613 01:11:54,777 --> 01:11:56,944 And the fire pit, you tell me about that. 614 01:11:56,946 --> 01:11:59,247 You tell me about when you put him in there. 615 01:12:02,986 --> 01:12:05,786 Tell me. Tell me. 616 01:12:07,223 --> 01:12:09,290 Tell me! 617 01:12:09,292 --> 01:12:10,992 Tell me! 618 01:12:10,994 --> 01:12:12,193 Tell me! 619 01:12:12,195 --> 01:12:14,195 Tell me! 620 01:13:07,283 --> 01:13:08,883 Do you know what this is? 621 01:13:09,919 --> 01:13:12,086 Is this him? 622 01:13:12,088 --> 01:13:15,957 His bones buried for years in this exact place. 623 01:13:15,959 --> 01:13:17,992 Come on, Alex. 624 01:13:17,994 --> 01:13:19,727 We both know how this is gonna end. 625 01:13:19,729 --> 01:13:22,029 Can't we just skip all of this? 626 01:13:25,935 --> 01:13:28,903 No! 627 01:13:28,905 --> 01:13:30,705 I remember. 628 01:13:31,674 --> 01:13:34,141 How can that be possible? 629 01:13:34,143 --> 01:13:37,211 How can I remember? 630 01:13:37,213 --> 01:13:40,615 How can I remember the dirt falling in on me? 631 01:13:40,617 --> 01:13:44,151 You dropped him... Me. 632 01:13:44,153 --> 01:13:45,886 ...into the hole. 633 01:13:45,888 --> 01:13:50,124 Until there was only my face and my fingertips. 634 01:13:50,126 --> 01:13:54,128 And then the rain came, pellets of it. Bullet-sized. 635 01:13:54,130 --> 01:13:57,932 Do you remember? You remember, don't you? 636 01:13:57,934 --> 01:14:02,136 It filled my lungs and my throat with mud. 637 01:14:02,138 --> 01:14:03,938 Even if I wasn't paralyzed, 638 01:14:03,940 --> 01:14:06,207 there was no fighting against it. 639 01:14:06,209 --> 01:14:08,843 There was nothing I could do. 640 01:14:08,845 --> 01:14:10,678 Look at me! 641 01:14:10,680 --> 01:14:12,413 I want you to know what happened to me. 642 01:14:12,415 --> 01:14:15,216 Do you know what happened to me? 643 01:14:16,152 --> 01:14:18,653 He died, of course. 644 01:14:18,655 --> 01:14:20,855 First there was fear. 645 01:14:20,857 --> 01:14:25,192 And in those last few seconds, I knew I would die. 646 01:14:25,194 --> 01:14:28,295 I felt my body slip away. 647 01:14:28,297 --> 01:14:31,132 I saw the world darken. 648 01:14:31,134 --> 01:14:35,936 I felt the weight of that mud pressing down on me. 649 01:14:35,938 --> 01:14:40,675 And my heart beat so fast until it just collapsed. 650 01:14:42,879 --> 01:14:44,845 And I left myself. 651 01:14:50,453 --> 01:14:54,321 Don't you know that you're the one that I've been waiting for 652 01:14:54,323 --> 01:14:56,090 all of this time? 653 01:14:57,427 --> 01:15:00,828 Now pick up the shovel. Pick it up! 654 01:15:02,065 --> 01:15:04,331 Pick up the shovel! 655 01:15:05,468 --> 01:15:08,069 Go on. 656 01:15:08,071 --> 01:15:09,937 Just take it. 657 01:15:13,242 --> 01:15:16,711 Can't you see that you're nothing anymore? 658 01:15:16,713 --> 01:15:20,014 You're not Alex. You're not some hooded man. 659 01:15:20,016 --> 01:15:22,116 You're not the little boy that I killed. 660 01:15:22,118 --> 01:15:25,186 - Shut up. - You don't even exist. 661 01:15:25,188 --> 01:15:30,958 You're only good for one thing, and you know it. 662 01:15:30,960 --> 01:15:33,127 So just do it. 663 01:15:37,166 --> 01:15:38,432 Just hit me. 664 01:15:39,969 --> 01:15:41,736 What? 665 01:15:46,142 --> 01:15:51,178 Just do it. Hit me. 666 01:15:51,180 --> 01:15:53,814 - I deserve it. - Shut up. 667 01:15:53,816 --> 01:15:55,950 I deserve it. I want it. 668 01:15:55,952 --> 01:15:57,918 - I want it, Alex. - No. 669 01:15:57,920 --> 01:15:59,386 - Hit me! - Shut up. 670 01:15:59,388 --> 01:16:02,156 No. 671 01:16:02,158 --> 01:16:05,025 You know, if you really were him... 672 01:16:07,263 --> 01:16:10,464 If you really were Wayne, 673 01:16:10,466 --> 01:16:13,834 I'd watch you drown 1,000 times. 674 01:16:13,836 --> 01:16:17,204 Every night I would beat you and cut you 675 01:16:17,206 --> 01:16:21,208 and drag you into another hole. And I'd watch you, 676 01:16:21,210 --> 01:16:26,013 and your eyes, your wild eyes, as earth spills in on you. 677 01:16:26,015 --> 01:16:30,484 And you'd finally understand that this is it. This is it! 678 01:16:30,486 --> 01:16:34,288 And I'm the one who's kneeling in front of you, 679 01:16:34,290 --> 01:16:36,090 filling your grave with laughter. 680 01:16:36,092 --> 01:16:38,359 - Stop it. - And I would say it again 681 01:16:38,361 --> 01:16:41,996 and again and again. A man in a hood 682 01:16:41,998 --> 01:16:45,900 came and broke in and he threw you into a hole, 683 01:16:45,902 --> 01:16:48,836 - and then he raped me. - Shut up. 684 01:16:48,838 --> 01:16:51,038 It was so easy. 685 01:16:51,040 --> 01:16:54,275 It was so easy and they would all comfort me. 686 01:16:54,277 --> 01:16:57,344 And they would make me feel so much better. 687 01:16:57,346 --> 01:17:01,048 And they would never know that you could never die 688 01:17:01,050 --> 01:17:03,484 - enough for me. - Shut up! 689 01:17:24,440 --> 01:17:26,407 " I know now I must be accountable 690 01:17:26,409 --> 01:17:29,476 for my unspeakable actions. 691 01:17:29,478 --> 01:17:33,414 "And don't worry, just death comes to all things. 692 01:17:33,416 --> 01:17:37,017 "Flesh, blood, bone... 693 01:17:37,019 --> 01:17:39,486 are all just temporal. 694 01:17:41,057 --> 01:17:43,924 "Rock lasts forever. 695 01:17:43,926 --> 01:17:47,962 "Which is where my spirit will reside. 696 01:17:47,964 --> 01:17:50,898 "I love you. Scarlett." 697 01:18:49,358 --> 01:18:51,558 Alex. 698 01:19:15,184 --> 01:19:17,318 ¶ I go hungry ¶ 699 01:19:18,321 --> 01:19:20,321 ¶ Pick at the shell ¶ 700 01:19:21,657 --> 01:19:23,524 ¶ Paw the bottom ¶ 701 01:19:24,727 --> 01:19:26,627 ¶ Of the well ¶ 702 01:19:28,064 --> 01:19:29,530 ¶ I wear ¶ 703 01:19:31,334 --> 01:19:33,033 ¶ My body ¶ 704 01:19:41,210 --> 01:19:43,177 ¶ I go bottom ¶ 705 01:19:44,347 --> 01:19:46,413 ¶ Struggle for air ¶ 706 01:19:47,717 --> 01:19:49,583 ¶ I go humming ¶ 707 01:19:51,120 --> 01:19:52,753 ¶ "Like a Prayer" ¶ 708 01:19:54,256 --> 01:19:55,656 ¶ I wear ¶ 709 01:20:01,764 --> 01:20:05,549 ¶ My body ¶ 710 01:20:05,550 --> 01:20:09,335 ¶ I wear my body like a rotted peach ¶ 711 01:20:09,338 --> 01:20:16,577 ¶ You can have it if you handle the stink ¶ 712 01:20:16,579 --> 01:20:21,648 ¶ I'm as open as a gutted pig ¶ 713 01:20:21,650 --> 01:20:25,386 ¶ On the small of every back ¶ 714 01:20:25,388 --> 01:20:29,023 ¶ You'll see a picture of me ¶ 715 01:20:29,025 --> 01:20:32,693 ¶ Wearing my body ¶ 716 01:20:49,278 --> 01:20:51,278 ¶ I go guzzle ¶ 717 01:20:52,214 --> 01:20:54,248 ¶ Scrap from the bin ¶ 718 01:20:55,751 --> 01:20:57,684 ¶ Take it all ¶ 719 01:20:59,155 --> 01:21:01,088 ¶ On the chin ¶ 720 01:21:02,124 --> 01:21:03,524 ¶ I wear ¶ 721 01:21:05,294 --> 01:21:06,794 ¶ My body ¶ 722 01:21:07,305 --> 01:21:13,531 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org