1 00:01:35,876 --> 00:01:38,417 CENTER OF MY WORLD 2 00:01:49,251 --> 00:01:52,751 That's me. A totally normal country boy. 3 00:01:53,042 --> 00:01:57,001 Maybe a little gayer than most. But still, quite standard. 4 00:01:57,709 --> 00:02:01,376 And this is what I do best. Just hanging around, chilling, 5 00:02:01,709 --> 00:02:05,042 listening to music or spending rainy afternoons in the library 6 00:02:06,459 --> 00:02:09,459 Or hanging around with Kat, my best friend. Stealing fruit and berries, 7 00:02:09,792 --> 00:02:11,834 making ice cream, and then obviously eating it. 8 00:02:12,667 --> 00:02:14,001 And that's my family. 9 00:02:14,292 --> 00:02:16,612 My mum, Glass, although to call her mum is quite a stretch. 10 00:02:16,917 --> 00:02:17,917 And my sis, Dianne. 11 00:02:18,876 --> 00:02:22,792 Dianne and I used to be like... Like MacGyver and his pocketknife, like asparagus 12 00:02:23,084 --> 00:02:25,709 and hollandaise sauce or, just like the Olsen twins 13 00:02:26,001 --> 00:02:28,167 she was my everything, my best friend, my ally. 14 00:02:28,459 --> 00:02:30,126 And I was her kindred spirit. 15 00:02:32,084 --> 00:02:35,542 And this is where we live. Inherited from a great aunt or something. 16 00:02:35,834 --> 00:02:40,626 It's called Visible. Hellooo, how weird is that? 17 00:02:41,084 --> 00:02:43,209 And them? They're our neighbors. 18 00:02:43,501 --> 00:02:46,334 And their houses. And their gardens. 19 00:02:47,084 --> 00:02:50,709 And their lives, which Glass wants to know nothing about 20 00:03:04,084 --> 00:03:05,084 Tereza? 21 00:03:05,792 --> 00:03:06,792 Hey Phil 22 00:03:08,209 --> 00:03:11,709 Glass wanted to come and pick you up but then decided she wanted to cook for you 23 00:03:12,209 --> 00:03:13,626 instead and now she's like... 24 00:03:14,667 --> 00:03:16,307 you know what she's like come on, let's go 25 00:03:19,126 --> 00:03:21,667 Come on, don't make a big deal about it. How was camp? 26 00:03:21,959 --> 00:03:24,376 Think of it like... You have a cat allergy 27 00:03:24,709 --> 00:03:26,310 and they send you to play with a bunch of cats. 28 00:03:26,334 --> 00:03:27,414 That's kinda like how it is 29 00:03:27,459 --> 00:03:28,459 with me and French. 30 00:03:28,626 --> 00:03:29,666 You're such a drama queen. 31 00:03:29,751 --> 00:03:34,042 A drama queen, bien sûr. How are my two ladies, by the way? 32 00:03:34,334 --> 00:03:37,834 Every time I called Glass was... I dunno... 33 00:03:38,751 --> 00:03:39,751 Phil? 34 00:03:41,292 --> 00:03:42,876 What happened here? 35 00:03:43,209 --> 00:03:46,042 You didn't hear? It was a real shit storm, like no other. 36 00:03:46,334 --> 00:03:48,459 I've never seen anything like it before. 37 00:03:49,876 --> 00:03:50,876 Damn. 38 00:04:20,084 --> 00:04:23,917 Thanks again Say hi to Pascal for me 39 00:04:24,209 --> 00:04:25,209 bye 40 00:04:46,876 --> 00:04:51,251 Sorry I didn't pick you up. It was just... Are you hungry? 41 00:04:56,459 --> 00:05:02,459 I actually wanted to make chicken, but then I ran out of time and then I... 42 00:05:02,792 --> 00:05:06,751 Mum, I really wasn't expecting that you learned how to cook in 3 weeks 43 00:05:07,042 --> 00:05:12,126 Watch your tongue, young man. Ah, no no... Just two. 44 00:05:13,417 --> 00:05:14,417 Dianne isn't here? 45 00:05:15,167 --> 00:05:19,542 No, she is... Come on, tell me about your thing... 46 00:05:19,834 --> 00:05:21,167 About your camp... 47 00:05:21,459 --> 00:05:27,917 Mum, it was amazing, please send me again next year 48 00:05:29,251 --> 00:05:30,959 That nice, huh? 49 00:05:37,626 --> 00:05:40,292 HEY, there you are! 50 00:05:41,292 --> 00:05:46,001 Hey Phil, let's talk later, yeah? I have to run. 51 00:05:46,501 --> 00:05:47,959 Welcome home. 52 00:05:52,209 --> 00:05:53,667 What's up with her? 53 00:05:56,084 --> 00:05:59,167 Nothing. Come on, let's eat. 54 00:06:25,959 --> 00:06:26,959 Mom? 55 00:06:27,501 --> 00:06:29,584 Don't mom me, I'm warning you. 56 00:06:30,876 --> 00:06:32,602 What happened here? Did the Third World War pass 57 00:06:32,626 --> 00:06:33,626 through our garden? 58 00:06:34,167 --> 00:06:37,167 That was the storm, it wrecked everything. 59 00:07:05,001 --> 00:07:09,376 What happened to Dianne's tree? Glass? 60 00:07:15,792 --> 00:07:16,792 Mom? 61 00:07:26,834 --> 00:07:27,917 Glass? 62 00:07:33,709 --> 00:07:34,709 Mom!? 63 00:07:35,001 --> 00:07:37,959 Not now Phil. Later, darling, yeah? 64 00:07:48,001 --> 00:07:49,001 Welcome home. 65 00:07:50,959 --> 00:07:55,376 When Glass first arrived, she was barely 17, I think, and already 9 months pregnant. 66 00:07:55,709 --> 00:07:57,876 And all of a sudden, there were three. 67 00:07:59,209 --> 00:08:02,751 Three kids in the middle of nowhere. It didn't go down so well around here. 68 00:08:03,042 --> 00:08:05,709 A woman with two kids and no husband, it didn't look good. 69 00:08:06,001 --> 00:08:08,876 But we got along really well, even without a man in the house. 70 00:08:09,167 --> 00:08:11,292 Other kids would often ask where our father was. 71 00:08:11,626 --> 00:08:14,292 And we'd ask Glass. She's always say something like: 72 00:08:14,626 --> 00:08:16,751 He's a seafaring adventurer 73 00:08:17,042 --> 00:08:17,667 Or something like: 74 00:08:17,959 --> 00:08:20,209 A cowboy on the ranch 75 00:08:20,501 --> 00:08:22,621 And later, when fairytales just didn't cut it anymore. 76 00:08:22,709 --> 00:08:26,209 I'll tell you when you're older, okay? 77 00:08:26,501 --> 00:08:30,292 At some point, we stopped asking, because it was useless. 78 00:08:30,626 --> 00:08:34,792 And now it's almost normal to know nothing about our father. 79 00:08:35,084 --> 00:08:40,709 The ominous number three on the list. Dianne doesn't even seem to care anymore. 80 00:08:41,001 --> 00:08:46,334 From my point of view, there's an emptiness, almost like a blind spot. 81 00:08:50,417 --> 00:08:52,709 Hey, do you ever think about him? 82 00:08:53,084 --> 00:08:54,084 About who? 83 00:08:55,042 --> 00:08:57,251 You know who I'm talking about. Don't you miss him? 84 00:08:58,876 --> 00:09:03,376 Why should I? I don't know him. 85 00:09:05,876 --> 00:09:10,167 Don't you ever wish... I mean... Don't you ever think about how it would 86 00:09:10,459 --> 00:09:11,667 be if we knew him? 87 00:09:17,917 --> 00:09:18,917 Come on, let's go 88 00:09:55,834 --> 00:09:56,959 Get it? 89 00:09:57,251 --> 00:10:01,792 Yeah. What about it? 90 00:10:02,084 --> 00:10:07,251 Duh! These are the names of her lovers .. So look at the dates, and 91 00:10:07,542 --> 00:10:09,584 count back nine months. 92 00:10:12,042 --> 00:10:15,001 That must be him. It makes total sense. 93 00:10:28,542 --> 00:10:32,709 America. Somehow this word has always had a calming effect on me. 94 00:10:35,084 --> 00:10:37,834 As if it could fill this emptiness in me. 95 00:10:49,417 --> 00:10:52,834 You're back and you haven't ? called me yet You Lulu! 96 00:10:54,459 --> 00:10:59,751 This Lulu just got back from language camp. I can't wait to see you though, Madame. 97 00:11:00,042 --> 00:11:01,042 Hehe 98 00:11:10,667 --> 00:11:15,459 Don't hehe me, mister. I'm dying of boredom and I want to see you. 99 00:11:15,792 --> 00:11:16,834 NOW. 100 00:11:44,126 --> 00:11:48,876 Really Phil, I'm so glad you're back. These past three weeks have been horrible. 101 00:11:49,167 --> 00:11:52,209 Ok, hold on, you'll love this. What do you think? 102 00:11:54,376 --> 00:11:55,376 Nice 103 00:11:56,042 --> 00:11:58,834 Kay, you're right. It doesn't do my ass justice and my boobs 104 00:11:59,126 --> 00:12:01,834 look like two peas. What's crazy was that storm, you know? 105 00:12:02,126 --> 00:12:04,167 Right before we went on vacation, it was huge. 106 00:12:04,459 --> 00:12:08,376 It felt like the apocalypse was coming. They say there was a kid riding a bike who 107 00:12:08,709 --> 00:12:11,251 almost died after a branch hit him or something. 108 00:12:12,459 --> 00:12:14,209 Shit, and? 109 00:12:14,501 --> 00:12:17,876 Monsieur? What do you think? 110 00:12:18,251 --> 00:12:22,209 I'd say... A little less done up would also be okay. 111 00:12:23,459 --> 00:12:26,751 The wrapping shouldn't look better than the present 112 00:12:28,501 --> 00:12:31,542 Kat loves to be different. Actually, she'd like to be a little like my mum. 113 00:12:31,834 --> 00:12:33,834 She idolizes Glass as if she were a goddess, 114 00:12:34,126 --> 00:12:37,001 and adores everything in her that all others find disturbing 115 00:12:37,292 --> 00:12:40,376 Hey, have you spoken with Dianne lately? 116 00:12:40,709 --> 00:12:48,709 Nope and focus please you're mine now! Oh my God I'm so happy you're back! 117 00:13:14,084 --> 00:13:16,876 Mum! Please. 118 00:13:17,167 --> 00:13:22,584 You're finally free when you have nothing to lose. 119 00:13:27,792 --> 00:13:29,584 THERE'S NO "S" IN BITCH! 120 00:13:30,751 --> 00:13:35,001 Glass always did what she wanted. She didn't care what others thought about her. 121 00:13:35,292 --> 00:13:37,584 But the others didn't exactly like that. 122 00:13:37,917 --> 00:13:41,292 They found it predictable. Glass called it being organized. 123 00:13:44,084 --> 00:13:52,084 The three of us - we stick together. We're strong and we will fight back. 124 00:13:54,417 --> 00:13:57,834 We don't have to fit in anywhere. 125 00:14:02,417 --> 00:14:04,626 And always remember that. 126 00:14:06,501 --> 00:14:14,501 No one can tell us how we should live, no one. 127 00:14:16,834 --> 00:14:20,417 I think Dianne suffered from Glass' social ignorance more than I did. 128 00:14:20,751 --> 00:14:22,876 But back then, she was still hopeful. 129 00:14:28,084 --> 00:14:29,084 Oh. 130 00:14:31,959 --> 00:14:34,834 Hey. Come on. 131 00:14:35,126 --> 00:14:36,626 Hey there, I'm Kyle. 132 00:14:45,751 --> 00:14:48,042 Will you stay with us forever? 133 00:14:53,376 --> 00:14:54,542 Parfait? 134 00:14:54,834 --> 00:14:56,334 Bien sûr, madame. I'm dying for it. 135 00:14:56,667 --> 00:14:57,834 Lemon or strawberry? 136 00:14:58,126 --> 00:15:00,084 Love fruit. 137 00:15:01,376 --> 00:15:03,001 Madame, I like you. 138 00:15:03,292 --> 00:15:05,876 Look at me. Quickly, look. 139 00:15:06,167 --> 00:15:11,542 You're finally getting a beard. I love it Monsieur. 140 00:15:11,834 --> 00:15:12,876 Gorgeous! 141 00:15:13,167 --> 00:15:17,334 It's a masterpiece, isn't it? That tickles. 142 00:15:17,667 --> 00:15:23,209 That really tickles. Your hair looks like cotton candy. 143 00:15:23,501 --> 00:15:28,876 Look at you! You're the one with the thick beard! 144 00:15:29,167 --> 00:15:33,834 Un, deux, trois. Okay, you have to make the cream. 145 00:15:34,126 --> 00:15:39,709 Wait. By the way, we're getting a new guy in our class. 146 00:15:40,001 --> 00:15:41,001 And? 147 00:15:41,084 --> 00:15:44,334 And nothing, just that. I flipped through my dad's documents and saw. 148 00:15:44,709 --> 00:15:47,084 It seems they used to live in the area and 149 00:15:47,376 --> 00:15:51,001 then moved out of the country for a while. Now they're back and he's 150 00:15:51,292 --> 00:15:52,626 supposed to be cute. 151 00:15:57,626 --> 00:15:59,542 You can't manipulate my thoughts. 152 00:16:03,251 --> 00:16:05,376 Okay, fine, you totally can. 153 00:16:05,709 --> 00:16:08,334 Maybe. Picture, now! 154 00:16:08,667 --> 00:16:10,167 Yeah, okay! 155 00:16:40,792 --> 00:16:45,751 Dianne? Dianne, do you want to chat? 156 00:17:35,876 --> 00:17:37,626 Morning. 157 00:17:38,667 --> 00:17:39,209 Hey Phil. 158 00:17:39,501 --> 00:17:40,501 Morning. 159 00:17:40,709 --> 00:17:41,876 Good morning. 160 00:17:44,042 --> 00:17:45,334 Hey, Dianne, where were you? 161 00:17:46,376 --> 00:17:47,376 What? 162 00:17:48,042 --> 00:17:49,126 Last night, where were you? 163 00:17:50,459 --> 00:17:52,126 I have no idea what you're talking about. 164 00:17:54,917 --> 00:17:57,709 Do you maybe wanna go to school together? 165 00:18:00,709 --> 00:18:02,229 I have to take care of something first 166 00:18:10,084 --> 00:18:14,251 My boobs grew like crazy over the summer! Feel 'em 2 cup sizes or something! 167 00:18:14,542 --> 00:18:15,917 At least! 168 00:18:17,417 --> 00:18:21,334 Are you sure that neither one of you guys wasn't switched at birth? 169 00:18:21,667 --> 00:18:24,334 I mean, like honestly, what makes you two twins? 170 00:18:24,626 --> 00:18:25,876 Do you want my gum? 171 00:18:26,167 --> 00:18:26,751 No thanks. 172 00:18:27,042 --> 00:18:28,042 I can share. 173 00:18:28,959 --> 00:18:31,720 So ladies and gentlemen, say goodbye to the sweetness of wasting time. 174 00:18:32,042 --> 00:18:33,792 Katja? May I have your attention, please? 175 00:18:36,542 --> 00:18:37,251 My god. 176 00:18:37,542 --> 00:18:38,959 May I have your attention, please? 177 00:19:10,292 --> 00:19:11,834 And!? What did I tell you? 178 00:19:12,459 --> 00:19:15,251 Hi, I'm Nicholas. 179 00:19:16,167 --> 00:19:17,917 Finally, I know your name. 180 00:19:33,751 --> 00:19:37,709 Phil? I'm going to have another baby. 181 00:19:41,001 --> 00:19:48,667 Do you want to feel it? It's going to take a while it's still so small! 182 00:19:51,251 --> 00:19:53,167 Isn't that nice? 183 00:19:53,542 --> 00:19:58,209 It is, it is. Have you told Dianne yet? 184 00:19:58,501 --> 00:20:00,834 Yeah, this morning. 185 00:20:01,126 --> 00:20:02,834 And what did she say? 186 00:20:15,042 --> 00:20:17,417 I don't want to see tears when you drop it. 187 00:20:42,126 --> 00:20:43,292 Earth to Phil! 188 00:20:48,126 --> 00:20:49,917 I finally know your name 189 00:20:54,834 --> 00:20:56,626 Why did you wink at that guy? 190 00:20:57,334 --> 00:21:01,876 Cuz I saw you like him. Want a lemonade, darling? 191 00:21:02,334 --> 00:21:03,334 Yeah. 192 00:21:05,834 --> 00:21:06,959 Where's my globe? 193 00:21:07,251 --> 00:21:08,251 Which globe? 194 00:21:08,876 --> 00:21:10,417 My snow globe! 195 00:21:16,751 --> 00:21:19,251 I told you already, I left it in the car. 196 00:21:24,917 --> 00:21:26,834 Here, take it. 197 00:22:15,959 --> 00:22:19,584 Dianne, I have to tell you something. Dianne? 198 00:22:48,459 --> 00:22:50,542 Ew. You're really gross sometimes 199 00:22:51,292 --> 00:22:52,292 How so? 200 00:22:53,751 --> 00:22:56,376 Hey, I have something for you. Pick a hand. 201 00:22:56,709 --> 00:22:57,709 Right. 202 00:22:58,376 --> 00:23:00,792 Tadaa! Your own bow 203 00:23:01,084 --> 00:23:01,584 Is it for me? 204 00:23:01,876 --> 00:23:04,667 Yes, here. Now you can really go hunting. 205 00:23:05,001 --> 00:23:08,209 Have you heard of Diana, the Roman goddess? 206 00:23:08,501 --> 00:23:08,876 No 207 00:23:09,167 --> 00:23:12,001 She's the goddess of hunting. I'll make you an arrow and show 208 00:23:12,292 --> 00:23:13,292 you how to shoot it 209 00:23:32,709 --> 00:23:34,876 I just want to be alone, okay? 210 00:23:35,167 --> 00:23:36,367 It's the phone. Again... Phil? 211 00:23:38,209 --> 00:23:39,376 Leave me alone! 212 00:23:39,709 --> 00:23:41,509 Did I do something wrong? We can talk about it 213 00:23:46,501 --> 00:23:48,261 I could get rid of you, Kyle. I really could. 214 00:23:51,167 --> 00:23:51,584 No 215 00:23:51,876 --> 00:23:52,126 Yes, I could 216 00:23:52,417 --> 00:23:52,959 Yeah? Fuck it 217 00:23:53,251 --> 00:23:54,959 Yeah, well then, fuck it 218 00:23:55,251 --> 00:23:59,167 I'll always always always be by your side. I promise. 219 00:24:03,459 --> 00:24:07,001 Kyle, get out... 220 00:24:08,626 --> 00:24:09,626 Get out! 221 00:24:14,501 --> 00:24:15,501 Good morning. 222 00:24:23,251 --> 00:24:24,709 Where's Kyle? 223 00:24:25,001 --> 00:24:30,001 Kyle won't be coming by anymore. He sends you his regards, but he's 224 00:24:30,292 --> 00:24:31,792 not the one for me. 225 00:25:59,542 --> 00:26:01,126 I don't get what you have against him. 226 00:26:02,251 --> 00:26:04,001 Just because. He's a fake. 227 00:26:04,334 --> 00:26:07,751 I feel it. And you know I have a good instinct, 228 00:26:08,084 --> 00:26:10,001 when it comes to people. 229 00:26:11,834 --> 00:26:13,194 Why are you being so grumpy today? 230 00:26:13,626 --> 00:26:14,834 I'm not! 231 00:26:15,917 --> 00:26:17,197 I must be imagining things then. 232 00:26:18,751 --> 00:26:21,459 I got a bad review on eBay, okay? 233 00:26:21,792 --> 00:26:24,001 Ahaa, there's the culprit. 234 00:26:24,292 --> 00:26:29,876 Who does he think he is? Horny asshole. 235 00:26:31,792 --> 00:26:34,542 Besides, he collects stuff. 236 00:26:34,834 --> 00:26:35,834 Who, your eBay customer? 237 00:26:36,126 --> 00:26:42,209 No, Nicholas. Listen to me, Phil, something's not right with this guy. 238 00:26:44,001 --> 00:26:46,542 Come on, let's go. 239 00:26:52,251 --> 00:26:53,584 My God. 240 00:26:58,167 --> 00:26:59,847 Horny asshole. Besides, he collects stuff. 241 00:27:00,876 --> 00:27:01,876 Who, your eBay customer? 242 00:27:01,917 --> 00:27:03,797 No, Nicholas. Listen to me, Phil, something's... 243 00:27:35,084 --> 00:27:41,042 Look at this carefully, ladies and gentlemen, and tell me... What do you see? 244 00:27:41,334 --> 00:27:47,959 When you don't understand something, it sometimes helps if you step back, to get the 245 00:27:48,251 --> 00:27:50,542 bigger picture. Yes, Katja? 246 00:27:51,001 --> 00:27:53,161 Did you have breakfast with a philosopher this morning? 247 00:27:54,167 --> 00:27:57,001 Thank you for your meaningful contribution, Katja. 248 00:27:57,292 --> 00:27:59,376 What do you see now? 249 00:28:03,251 --> 00:28:06,084 Distance provides clarity. 250 00:28:06,376 --> 00:28:10,626 When you distance yourselves you get a better understanding. 251 00:28:12,251 --> 00:28:14,417 Only then can you see everything clearly. 252 00:28:24,959 --> 00:28:25,959 Hey Phil. 253 00:28:26,376 --> 00:28:27,376 Hi. 254 00:28:28,626 --> 00:28:29,667 Where were you today? 255 00:28:31,751 --> 00:28:32,751 Where.. Where was I? 256 00:28:33,709 --> 00:28:36,001 Yeah, during training? At the track? 257 00:28:36,292 --> 00:28:37,584 You weren't there. 258 00:28:38,459 --> 00:28:43,584 Right. Yeah I was just hanging around there. 259 00:28:44,084 --> 00:28:49,001 Ah, well then. 260 00:28:52,626 --> 00:28:53,667 That kinda sucks. 261 00:28:55,709 --> 00:28:57,709 I missed seeing you there. 262 00:28:59,084 --> 00:29:00,084 Me? 263 00:29:14,709 --> 00:29:17,167 Yeah, I missed you. 264 00:29:19,084 --> 00:29:20,084 And tomorrow? 265 00:29:21,376 --> 00:29:22,417 Tomorrow? 266 00:29:23,084 --> 00:29:26,542 Well, yeah. If you... if you want to hang around there 267 00:29:26,834 --> 00:29:30,417 tomorrow, then just wait for me until I finish my laps. 268 00:29:33,042 --> 00:29:35,001 Um... Okay. Okay. 269 00:30:06,792 --> 00:30:09,042 Kat come quick! I have to tell you something. 270 00:30:11,001 --> 00:30:14,417 Hey, Thomas just accused me of having an affair with you. 271 00:30:15,042 --> 00:30:16,876 With you! How ridiculous is that? 272 00:30:17,167 --> 00:30:20,292 And even if it were true, it's none of his business! 273 00:30:20,584 --> 00:30:23,667 I'm really so over it. Men are just so stupid 274 00:30:24,167 --> 00:30:25,376 Hello? 275 00:30:26,251 --> 00:30:33,876 Present company excluded! At least I'm sure that you'll be mine 276 00:30:34,167 --> 00:30:36,292 forever and ever. 277 00:30:38,959 --> 00:30:40,876 What did you want to tell me, darling? 278 00:30:44,292 --> 00:30:46,001 I forgot. 279 00:30:47,084 --> 00:30:48,084 Okay. 280 00:30:58,292 --> 00:30:59,292 Mom? 281 00:31:02,459 --> 00:31:02,876 Phil. 282 00:31:03,167 --> 00:31:04,167 Is everything okay? 283 00:31:05,417 --> 00:31:07,959 Yes, do you need something? 284 00:31:09,709 --> 00:31:15,751 It's just that, I think I have a date tomorrow and I can't fall asleep. 285 00:31:16,167 --> 00:31:17,792 Okay, come here, sit down. 286 00:31:25,209 --> 00:31:26,584 Are you sure everything's okay? 287 00:31:27,792 --> 00:31:32,209 I'm going to give you some advice, yeah? So that you can let me sleep in peace. 288 00:31:32,667 --> 00:31:36,292 Okay. What should I do? 289 00:31:39,167 --> 00:31:43,584 Do everything. But never ask him if he loves you. 290 00:31:44,709 --> 00:31:47,042 Why not? 291 00:31:49,667 --> 00:31:52,751 If he says no, then you'll wish you'd never asked. 292 00:31:54,042 --> 00:31:58,542 And if he says yes, you'll never know if it's just because you asked, and he wants to 293 00:31:58,834 --> 00:32:02,501 avoid an awkward scene. You'll be disappointed either way, 294 00:32:02,792 --> 00:32:03,792 so drop it. 295 00:32:04,167 --> 00:32:07,084 But he could also say yes and mean it, couldn't he? 296 00:32:08,376 --> 00:32:10,685 Just trust me on this one Phil, I've been through this before. 297 00:32:10,709 --> 00:32:14,167 Funny, mom. You're such a big help. 298 00:32:15,792 --> 00:32:18,876 If you have any more questions, then ask away. 299 00:32:19,167 --> 00:32:22,376 But not tonight, okay? Night night, darling. 300 00:32:30,667 --> 00:32:31,667 Goodnight, mom. 301 00:32:32,751 --> 00:32:37,459 It wasn't that easy for Glass either. I think she fought hard for a long time. 302 00:32:37,792 --> 00:32:40,001 And then she got tired of fighting. 303 00:32:40,334 --> 00:32:43,709 It was around the time when she went to the hospital. 304 00:32:52,459 --> 00:32:55,292 Mum? Glass. Mum. Mama. 305 00:32:55,626 --> 00:33:01,042 Quick, call an ambulance, please! Do it. 306 00:33:01,334 --> 00:33:02,417 DO IT! 307 00:33:07,501 --> 00:33:09,334 Phil? What happened? 308 00:33:09,667 --> 00:33:11,417 I called an ambulance. They're on their way. 309 00:33:12,001 --> 00:33:14,459 Good job, my darling. Where's your sister? 310 00:33:14,792 --> 00:33:16,472 Upstairs in Glass' room. She's cleaning up. 311 00:33:17,376 --> 00:33:18,376 Dianne? 312 00:33:26,626 --> 00:33:27,667 What's going on in there? 313 00:33:28,667 --> 00:33:30,001 Nor for children's eyes. 314 00:33:32,834 --> 00:33:37,417 It was a terrible sight to behold and Glass was sad for a very long time. 315 00:33:38,001 --> 00:33:45,001 And Dianne started to withdraw herself too. I wanted to be sad as well, but it somehow 316 00:33:45,292 --> 00:33:48,709 didn't seem to work. I didn't have any connection to the baby yet. 317 00:33:52,126 --> 00:33:56,001 I think that was the moment where things started to go downhill. 318 00:33:56,292 --> 00:33:59,959 And a small silver rift started nestling itself between us. 319 00:34:08,251 --> 00:34:14,126 Hey, can't you sleep? Come here. 320 00:34:17,792 --> 00:34:23,001 When you were a baby, I always touched your nose like this. 321 00:34:23,292 --> 00:34:25,584 It would make you so sleepy. 322 00:34:25,876 --> 00:34:29,584 Someone once told me that life is like a big house. 323 00:34:30,167 --> 00:34:32,459 With many many rooms. 324 00:34:32,834 --> 00:34:40,126 You don't want to live in every room, and that's why some doors are always closed. 325 00:34:40,417 --> 00:34:44,751 And sometimes, things happen in life that can't be immediately understood. 326 00:34:45,042 --> 00:34:51,792 They're just too big and powerful, and you 327 00:34:52,084 --> 00:34:56,876 feel too small to face them. And then you get anxious. 328 00:34:57,167 --> 00:35:04,376 Do you know what you have to do then? You have to stick that anxiety into one of 329 00:35:04,667 --> 00:35:10,292 those empty rooms. But it's very important that you never throw 330 00:35:10,584 --> 00:35:17,167 the keys to that door away. Do you understand what I'm saying? 331 00:35:27,542 --> 00:35:29,167 Come. 332 00:35:33,209 --> 00:35:34,409 Last one there's a rotten egg! 333 00:35:40,709 --> 00:35:42,417 So? What now? Should we go to the lake? 334 00:35:43,126 --> 00:35:47,834 I don't have my trunks with me and I still have to help Glass with a few things 335 00:35:48,709 --> 00:35:51,126 Can't help those who don't wanna be helped. 336 00:35:52,542 --> 00:35:54,459 Kiss Glass for me, yeah? 337 00:36:15,501 --> 00:36:18,251 Hey, cool that you waited. 338 00:36:58,626 --> 00:36:59,667 Are you coming? 339 00:39:01,084 --> 00:39:03,876 I'm so happy for you! 340 00:39:04,834 --> 00:39:07,126 In love, huh. Would you hate me if I asked, whether you 341 00:39:07,417 --> 00:39:10,876 can really talk about love, when you've only done it for the first time? 342 00:39:11,167 --> 00:39:12,167 Pascal. 343 00:39:12,417 --> 00:39:14,417 What good does it do him if everyone sugarcoats it? 344 00:39:14,667 --> 00:39:16,584 I've known him for weeks! 345 00:39:16,876 --> 00:39:18,836 Yeah, from looking at him, as far as I understand. 346 00:39:19,126 --> 00:39:20,251 That is, more from gazing. 347 00:39:20,542 --> 00:39:23,167 Exactly. And sometimes a look is all it takes, 348 00:39:23,459 --> 00:39:24,459 isn't it Pacal? 349 00:39:24,792 --> 00:39:26,251 Of course, you're right. 350 00:39:27,001 --> 00:39:31,376 And what did he say... You know... After? 351 00:39:33,167 --> 00:39:35,001 He didn't say anything. We got dressed 352 00:39:35,292 --> 00:39:37,052 Well then, there's nothing I can say, really. 353 00:39:37,459 --> 00:39:39,834 No 'see you tomorrow' or 'I'll call you' or something? 354 00:39:40,292 --> 00:39:43,001 Yeah, obviously that. He wants to get together, he just 355 00:39:43,292 --> 00:39:44,542 doesn't know where yet. 356 00:39:45,167 --> 00:39:47,709 Why don't you just hang in Visible? You and your lover? 357 00:39:48,001 --> 00:39:50,334 Because I don't want Dianne and Glass to find out just yet 358 00:39:50,667 --> 00:39:52,584 About your fling? Is it a secret? 359 00:39:52,876 --> 00:39:55,185 No, I don't want them to know we had sex, if you really wanna know. 360 00:39:55,209 --> 00:39:56,834 So you're that loud, huh. 361 00:39:59,042 --> 00:40:02,709 Ah, but you can use my shed, I'll give you the keys in case you want 362 00:40:03,042 --> 00:40:04,084 another wild night. 363 00:40:05,876 --> 00:40:06,876 Yes! 364 00:40:10,917 --> 00:40:14,626 Phil? Could you be home early tonight? 365 00:40:14,917 --> 00:40:16,042 I'm cooking. 366 00:40:16,334 --> 00:40:17,694 Hallelujah, what are you planning? 367 00:40:18,334 --> 00:40:21,209 What should I have planned? We're having someone over 368 00:40:21,501 --> 00:40:22,876 and I'm going to cook, that's all. 369 00:40:23,251 --> 00:40:24,251 And who's the victim? 370 00:40:25,417 --> 00:40:26,417 Hey! 371 00:40:27,417 --> 00:40:30,126 You don't know him. His name's Mike and he's a carpenter, 372 00:40:30,459 --> 00:40:31,459 and I'd like to... 373 00:40:31,542 --> 00:40:34,667 I see, a carpenter. What needs fixing? 374 00:40:34,959 --> 00:40:38,167 Shut up! We've only met a few times ... 375 00:40:38,459 --> 00:40:41,376 ...And now you're cooking for him? Are you freaking out? 376 00:40:42,667 --> 00:40:44,959 Don't be ridiculous. I just want... 377 00:40:45,251 --> 00:40:50,709 You'd like for everything to be perfect? But Glass, Michael's going to get 378 00:40:51,042 --> 00:40:52,667 the wrong impression. 379 00:40:54,334 --> 00:40:56,709 Bye bye, Phil. Get out of here! 380 00:40:57,001 --> 00:40:58,334 Get out of here. 381 00:41:22,209 --> 00:41:23,209 Wait here. 382 00:41:36,292 --> 00:41:37,459 Tadaaa! 383 00:41:46,209 --> 00:41:48,667 Tell me something. 384 00:41:52,709 --> 00:41:54,126 What do you want to hear? 385 00:41:54,751 --> 00:41:58,542 I dunno. Something about yourself. 386 00:42:00,834 --> 00:42:04,001 I want to know everything. 387 00:42:09,167 --> 00:42:17,167 Okay, well, I like... Sleeping in, chilling, eating. 388 00:42:21,251 --> 00:42:28,667 I like running and spaghetti. Yeah... 389 00:42:31,667 --> 00:42:37,917 I don't know if it was a dream, but I think we've met before, a few years ago. 390 00:42:38,459 --> 00:42:39,459 Could it be? 391 00:42:41,792 --> 00:42:45,376 I was walking with my mother to the supermarket. 392 00:42:45,834 --> 00:42:48,834 I saw you standing in front of the door. 393 00:42:49,126 --> 00:42:52,126 I was carrying a few bottles and they fell out of my hands. 394 00:42:55,792 --> 00:42:57,417 Do you remember? 395 00:43:07,084 --> 00:43:10,709 No, I can't remember anything right now. 396 00:43:22,917 --> 00:43:26,751 Where were you? I asked you to be on time. 397 00:43:27,042 --> 00:43:29,792 Sorry! I was... 398 00:43:31,084 --> 00:43:32,167 Is he already here? 399 00:43:32,459 --> 00:43:33,834 Yes! 400 00:43:37,084 --> 00:43:41,167 Michael? My son. Son - Michael 401 00:43:41,751 --> 00:43:44,268 Hi, it's nice to finally meet you. I've already heard quite a few 402 00:43:44,292 --> 00:43:45,292 things about you. 403 00:43:45,876 --> 00:43:48,709 Hi! I'm Phil, nice to meet you too. 404 00:43:49,001 --> 00:43:54,126 The fish totally fell apart, so I made fish soup instead. 405 00:43:55,251 --> 00:43:58,001 It's definitely disgusting. 406 00:44:00,834 --> 00:44:06,042 Ok, who's gonna try it? 407 00:44:35,417 --> 00:44:37,792 You're right, Glass, it's really no good. 408 00:44:41,126 --> 00:44:45,834 I'm so sorry, I'm so sorry! Do you want bread? 409 00:44:47,084 --> 00:44:51,542 No no! Should we make a couple of pizzas instead? 410 00:44:51,834 --> 00:44:52,209 Yes! 411 00:44:52,501 --> 00:44:54,459 Yes yes! 412 00:45:19,001 --> 00:45:23,792 How was your date? Is he your boyfriend now? 413 00:45:24,376 --> 00:45:24,792 What? 414 00:45:25,084 --> 00:45:28,292 Glass told me, that you wanted to go meet a guy. 415 00:45:28,667 --> 00:45:30,876 I hope it doesn't bother you. 416 00:45:31,834 --> 00:45:32,834 What? That I'm gay? 417 00:45:32,917 --> 00:45:35,251 Or that Glass can't keep her mouth shut? 418 00:45:35,834 --> 00:45:37,917 I'm hoping for both. 419 00:45:43,001 --> 00:45:44,917 Nah, don't worry about it. 420 00:45:47,667 --> 00:45:53,959 And yeah, I might have a boyfriend. I... What exactly did Glass tell you? 421 00:45:55,251 --> 00:45:57,542 That she doesn't really know. 422 00:46:00,542 --> 00:46:04,376 Sorry, I didn't want to be indiscreet. 423 00:46:04,876 --> 00:46:12,001 Ah. No no, it's all good... It's just that I don't even know yet. 424 00:46:12,292 --> 00:46:14,001 Unfortunately. 425 00:46:25,042 --> 00:46:26,876 He shouldn't get his hopes up. 426 00:46:27,876 --> 00:46:28,876 What? 427 00:46:29,792 --> 00:46:33,417 He shouldn't bother so much. He'll get kicked out sooner or later. 428 00:46:36,292 --> 00:46:38,209 It's actually going quite well. 429 00:46:39,126 --> 00:46:42,876 Well yeah, it always starts out well. It's far too late for such things. 430 00:46:47,959 --> 00:46:52,001 Could be. Anyway, I'd still give it a go. 431 00:46:53,084 --> 00:46:54,792 Just give him a chance. 432 00:46:55,709 --> 00:47:00,001 Nothing is going to change. It's too late. 433 00:47:00,542 --> 00:47:02,459 Don't you get it? 434 00:47:28,042 --> 00:47:31,626 And? Questions? 435 00:47:50,001 --> 00:47:52,001 What are you doing? 436 00:47:54,667 --> 00:47:57,626 Did you manage to get anything out of her? 437 00:47:57,917 --> 00:48:01,667 Nope. And I really don't care either way. 438 00:48:03,376 --> 00:48:07,209 Hey, Phil. If it bothers you so much, then do something. 439 00:48:07,501 --> 00:48:09,251 Just ask her. 440 00:48:17,126 --> 00:48:23,001 Okay, then I can have it back, yeah? 441 00:48:28,751 --> 00:48:29,876 Glass? 442 00:48:30,167 --> 00:48:31,167 Yeah? 443 00:48:32,459 --> 00:48:34,292 Where is the center exactly? 444 00:48:35,959 --> 00:48:37,417 What do you mean? 445 00:48:37,751 --> 00:48:39,834 Like, the center. The center of the world. 446 00:48:40,126 --> 00:48:40,834 Where is it? 447 00:48:41,126 --> 00:48:47,834 You really know how to ask questions. The center of the world hmm. 448 00:48:49,751 --> 00:48:52,667 I think... I think it's different for everyone. 449 00:48:54,542 --> 00:48:59,251 It's where someone stands and what the important things are. 450 00:49:00,876 --> 00:49:02,001 Yeah? 451 00:49:08,042 --> 00:49:09,334 Can I meet your mother? 452 00:49:10,751 --> 00:49:12,191 Trust me, you don't want to do that. 453 00:49:12,459 --> 00:49:15,209 Why not? I hear she's pretty cool. 454 00:49:15,626 --> 00:49:16,917 Oh yeah? What've you heard? 455 00:49:18,376 --> 00:49:20,792 Nothing bad. Just that she's freer than most of the 456 00:49:21,084 --> 00:49:22,292 philistines around here. 457 00:49:23,084 --> 00:49:24,626 Have you told her about us? 458 00:49:24,917 --> 00:49:25,209 Yeah. 459 00:49:25,917 --> 00:49:30,876 Really? And.. Is she okay with it? 460 00:49:31,167 --> 00:49:32,167 Mhmm. 461 00:49:33,876 --> 00:49:36,834 Have you... Does anyone else know? About us? 462 00:49:37,709 --> 00:49:38,709 No one. 463 00:49:39,417 --> 00:49:40,417 And your friend? 464 00:49:41,667 --> 00:49:43,167 Kat? No. 465 00:49:43,876 --> 00:49:46,084 She'd be jealous, wouldn't she? 466 00:49:46,417 --> 00:49:48,459 Could be, why? Does it seem like it? 467 00:49:49,917 --> 00:49:51,792 I don't think she really likes me. 468 00:49:52,876 --> 00:49:54,376 Yeah, right. 469 00:50:01,542 --> 00:50:02,542 What was that? 470 00:50:02,751 --> 00:50:03,751 What? 471 00:50:03,876 --> 00:50:05,001 That... 472 00:50:08,334 --> 00:50:09,751 Could I meet her? 473 00:50:10,042 --> 00:50:11,042 Who? 474 00:50:12,292 --> 00:50:14,667 Your mum? 475 00:50:15,001 --> 00:50:17,084 I dunno. 476 00:50:18,251 --> 00:50:19,334 Hmmm. 477 00:50:26,084 --> 00:50:31,292 Well, you get your taste from me, for sure. Have fun boys. 478 00:50:31,626 --> 00:50:33,251 And not too wild. 479 00:50:37,792 --> 00:50:39,584 May I introduce you? My mother. 480 00:50:47,376 --> 00:50:50,042 You never told me you live in a fairytale castle. 481 00:51:03,792 --> 00:51:11,709 Careful, it's um... I mean, when you look at the studies, I'm a total cliché. 482 00:51:12,001 --> 00:51:15,292 No father figure. Surrounded by dominant women. 483 00:51:15,626 --> 00:51:17,584 Are you in touch with your father? 484 00:51:18,251 --> 00:51:19,251 But it's all fine. 485 00:51:19,376 --> 00:51:23,001 I guess you could say that. After all, I'm not the first one who grew up 486 00:51:23,292 --> 00:51:26,018 without knowing his Father. There were for example: Romulus and Remus, 487 00:51:26,042 --> 00:51:28,876 raised by a wolf, and founders of Rome, if we go by the myth. 488 00:51:29,167 --> 00:51:32,834 Father? None! Or DaVinci, or Charlie Chaplin, Louis Armstrong, 489 00:51:33,126 --> 00:51:36,417 John Lennon, Mike Tyson, Truman Capote, Jack Nicholson, Gene Simmons, 490 00:51:36,751 --> 00:51:40,001 Eminem, Bill Clinton, Obama and not to forget Luke Skywalker. 491 00:51:40,292 --> 00:51:44,334 All of them grew up without a dad. And regardless, they became something. 492 00:51:44,667 --> 00:51:46,959 Well, maybe I shouldn't think about it too much. 493 00:51:47,251 --> 00:51:51,001 Why does this damn blind spot make me so insecure? How can you miss someone, 494 00:51:51,334 --> 00:51:53,084 whom you don't even know? 495 00:51:53,542 --> 00:51:55,584 Can I come and visit your place next? 496 00:51:57,001 --> 00:51:58,001 That'll be difficult. 497 00:51:58,667 --> 00:51:59,709 Difficult? Why? 498 00:52:03,167 --> 00:52:09,376 Because my dad is always traveling, and my mom drinks Prosecco 499 00:52:09,709 --> 00:52:11,469 like her life depends on it with her friends. 500 00:52:12,834 --> 00:52:14,376 So.. Difficult. 501 00:52:24,501 --> 00:52:25,792 Is it bad? 502 00:52:26,501 --> 00:52:29,709 Not really. It was just... Just... 503 00:52:34,501 --> 00:52:35,792 Watch out, watch out. 504 00:52:51,709 --> 00:52:52,709 Come on lift it! 505 00:52:59,209 --> 00:53:02,667 That didn't work out. 506 00:53:04,542 --> 00:53:05,942 Does she ever talk to you about it? 507 00:53:06,126 --> 00:53:06,459 About what? 508 00:53:06,876 --> 00:53:08,876 Glass. Does she talk to you about Dianne? 509 00:53:11,459 --> 00:53:13,709 No. Honestly, I don't even want to ask. 510 00:53:14,001 --> 00:53:17,042 I feel like they have to work it out themselves. 511 00:53:17,334 --> 00:53:18,542 And you? 512 00:53:19,626 --> 00:53:21,751 What are you doing about it? 513 00:53:48,917 --> 00:53:50,751 Sorry, I'm almost done. 514 00:53:55,917 --> 00:53:56,626 Are you leaving? 515 00:53:56,917 --> 00:53:58,334 I'm meeting Kora for a bit 516 00:54:12,084 --> 00:54:16,126 I'll always always always be by your side. 517 00:54:18,542 --> 00:54:20,751 You should put make-up on more often. 518 00:54:21,042 --> 00:54:25,084 Ass. What's Kat saying now that you have a boyfriend? 519 00:54:25,376 --> 00:54:26,876 Did she tell you about it? 520 00:54:27,917 --> 00:54:31,084 No, she didn't, but I can tell. Have you forgotten? 521 00:54:31,376 --> 00:54:33,334 I am your sister, after all. 522 00:54:37,167 --> 00:54:38,751 Or doesn't she know yet? 523 00:54:39,042 --> 00:54:40,584 Yeah, I know. I have to tell her. 524 00:54:45,709 --> 00:54:51,459 Hey Dianne, I miss talking to you. 525 00:55:06,709 --> 00:55:08,751 Hey Phil Vanilla ice cream! 526 00:55:09,084 --> 00:55:10,251 No I can't anymore! 527 00:55:10,542 --> 00:55:13,834 Yes you can! Vanilla is good for the soul. 528 00:55:14,334 --> 00:55:15,334 Says who? 529 00:55:15,959 --> 00:55:16,959 Says me! 530 00:55:17,167 --> 00:55:18,292 But I don't feel so good. 531 00:55:18,626 --> 00:55:22,959 Then you have to push through. Here, eat it. 532 00:55:23,751 --> 00:55:25,084 Mmmm. 533 00:55:27,876 --> 00:55:30,542 Hey, it's slowly becoming pathological, Monsieur. 534 00:55:31,292 --> 00:55:33,001 You need immediate attention. 535 00:55:36,001 --> 00:55:37,667 Do you really hate him that much? 536 00:55:37,959 --> 00:55:41,584 Well, hate... I just think it's ridiculous how everyone's making such a 537 00:55:41,876 --> 00:55:43,167 big fuss about him. 538 00:55:44,876 --> 00:55:46,542 You don't find him shitty though, do you? 539 00:55:47,542 --> 00:55:49,876 No no, I just think, that he... 540 00:55:50,251 --> 00:55:51,542 Kat, we're together. 541 00:55:54,876 --> 00:55:56,209 You're kidding, right? 542 00:55:58,251 --> 00:56:01,459 No, really, I shit you not. 543 00:56:04,251 --> 00:56:05,251 Since when? 544 00:56:06,876 --> 00:56:09,209 I dunno. Not that long. 545 00:56:13,084 --> 00:56:16,376 I wanted to tell you, but I didn't know how to... 546 00:56:24,751 --> 00:56:32,084 I'm sorry, Madame. Really. 547 00:56:34,542 --> 00:56:36,667 Okay, wow. How's he in bed? 548 00:56:36,959 --> 00:56:39,459 Can't you ever ask normal questions? 549 00:56:39,792 --> 00:56:41,852 Who came on to who? Did you come on to him or did he come on to you? 550 00:56:41,876 --> 00:56:42,893 Do you want to get married? 551 00:56:42,917 --> 00:56:43,917 Do you want to have kids? 552 00:56:45,042 --> 00:56:50,709 Please do me a favor. Try to like him, okay? 553 00:56:52,751 --> 00:56:57,167 I'll keep my absolute, most beautiful smile just for him. 554 00:57:53,209 --> 00:57:55,834 Because whenever you want, you can borrow my dad. 555 00:57:56,292 --> 00:57:57,667 He loves to annoy kids. 556 00:57:57,959 --> 00:57:58,959 Very funny. 557 00:58:04,751 --> 00:58:05,751 Hi. 558 00:58:06,042 --> 00:58:06,417 Hey. 559 00:58:06,751 --> 00:58:10,876 I know everything about you two. Every dirty detail. 560 00:58:12,251 --> 00:58:13,251 Meaning? 561 00:58:14,459 --> 00:58:15,459 Hush money. 562 00:58:17,376 --> 00:58:18,376 How much? 563 00:58:18,792 --> 00:58:20,709 Two thousand. 564 00:58:22,792 --> 00:58:24,209 In small, used bills? 565 00:58:24,501 --> 00:58:31,876 In large, new... Ice cream cones. Cherry and vanilla. 566 00:58:32,167 --> 00:58:33,167 Deal. 567 00:59:41,001 --> 00:59:44,667 It was one of those hot, sky blue days, that tasted like vanilla ice cream 568 00:59:45,001 --> 00:59:47,268 and the future. One of those days that for whichever reason 569 00:59:47,292 --> 00:59:50,292 made your heart beat faster, and on which you would swear up and down that 570 00:59:50,584 --> 00:59:51,917 friendships would never end. 571 00:59:53,667 --> 00:59:56,459 Phil, you have to come quick. Dianne was arrested! 572 01:00:02,917 --> 01:00:03,209 Finally, hey Phil. 573 01:00:03,501 --> 01:00:05,084 What's going on? Where is she? 574 01:00:05,376 --> 01:00:08,334 I don't exactly know. They're both in there with the 575 01:00:08,667 --> 01:00:09,667 police right now. 576 01:00:10,834 --> 01:00:11,459 Who's 'they'? 577 01:00:11,792 --> 01:00:12,792 Dianne and Kora 578 01:00:13,084 --> 01:00:15,209 Kora's also here? 579 01:00:16,334 --> 01:00:16,709 Michael? 580 01:00:17,001 --> 01:00:18,001 Hi there. 581 01:00:18,876 --> 01:00:19,876 Where's Glass? 582 01:00:21,626 --> 01:00:22,626 She didn't want to come. 583 01:00:23,334 --> 01:00:27,834 What do you mean, she didn't want to come? Dianne was arrested and she's not here? 584 01:00:28,709 --> 01:00:29,251 And? What do we know? 585 01:00:29,542 --> 01:00:32,042 Nothing really. The police said something about a dog. 586 01:00:32,334 --> 01:00:35,126 It might have attacked a boy and hurt him pretty badly. 587 01:00:35,542 --> 01:00:36,126 What dog? 588 01:00:36,417 --> 01:00:37,792 The kid's dog. 589 01:00:38,501 --> 01:00:40,459 What now, so the kid was attacked by his own dog. 590 01:00:40,792 --> 01:00:42,376 What does Dianne have to do with it? 591 01:00:42,709 --> 01:00:47,001 The boy claims Dianne set the dog on him. That she was somehow controlling him. 592 01:00:47,292 --> 01:00:50,667 That's ridiculous. Where are they? There? 593 01:00:50,959 --> 01:00:51,292 To the right. 594 01:00:51,626 --> 01:00:52,667 I'll go talk to them. 595 01:00:56,667 --> 01:01:01,626 Perhaps Michael's reaction would have less convincing, had he known Dianne longer. 596 01:01:01,917 --> 01:01:06,584 What Glass had already seen long ago, I only clearly realized that night. 597 01:01:07,251 --> 01:01:08,376 Dianne! 598 01:01:15,626 --> 01:01:16,709 Glass! 599 01:01:26,167 --> 01:01:29,667 What the hell? What are you doing up there? 600 01:01:29,959 --> 01:01:30,959 Nothing. 601 01:01:31,001 --> 01:01:32,542 Dianne. Stop this shit now! 602 01:01:32,834 --> 01:01:35,584 Come down here now! Did you you hear me? 603 01:01:35,876 --> 01:01:36,584 In a minute! 604 01:01:36,876 --> 01:01:38,584 No! Now! 605 01:01:46,917 --> 01:01:47,626 Bye. 606 01:01:47,917 --> 01:01:48,917 Bye. 607 01:01:50,209 --> 01:01:51,751 Kora, should I drop you off somewhere? 608 01:01:52,042 --> 01:01:54,001 That would be great if it's no trouble. 609 01:01:54,292 --> 01:01:55,292 No, no. 610 01:02:13,876 --> 01:02:16,251 Did you or didn't you? 611 01:02:16,542 --> 01:02:17,542 Did I what? 612 01:02:17,792 --> 01:02:19,292 Set the dog on the boy? 613 01:02:20,209 --> 01:02:22,084 Dianne? Don't play dumb. 614 01:02:22,626 --> 01:02:27,251 What are you trying to say, Glass? That you believe a bunch of strangers over me? 615 01:02:28,417 --> 01:02:29,417 Because I know you. 616 01:02:30,542 --> 01:02:33,584 If you knew me then you wouldn't ask these questions. 617 01:02:35,876 --> 01:02:39,417 How am I supposed to know you when you act like this? 618 01:02:41,209 --> 01:02:44,251 Crazy? What's crazy about having friends that are 619 01:02:44,584 --> 01:02:48,626 interested in other things besides random guys and fucking? 620 01:02:58,917 --> 01:03:00,751 Where did I go wrong, Dianne? 621 01:03:02,376 --> 01:03:03,834 You really want me to answer that? 622 01:03:04,126 --> 01:03:06,751 YES! God damn it! YES! 623 01:03:08,001 --> 01:03:10,667 How much time have you got? 624 01:03:15,042 --> 01:03:16,042 I give up. 625 01:03:16,792 --> 01:03:20,542 Mum... Mum, you didn't try hard enough. Maybe if you... 626 01:03:20,834 --> 01:03:24,001 Shut up, Phil. You have no idea. 627 01:03:24,292 --> 01:03:28,542 No idea. So stop with the good advice. 628 01:04:00,876 --> 01:04:03,792 How do you do that? Make animals come to you? 629 01:04:06,334 --> 01:04:08,167 I'm not doing anything. 630 01:04:13,251 --> 01:04:15,542 So why are they coming? 631 01:04:19,959 --> 01:04:21,459 Because I listen to them. 632 01:04:38,376 --> 01:04:38,876 What are you up to? 633 01:04:39,167 --> 01:04:41,001 Phil, don't bother me. 634 01:04:42,876 --> 01:04:46,709 Did you do it? Did you set that dog on the kid? 635 01:04:48,209 --> 01:04:52,709 Phil, don't be such an idiot. Don't you think I would've held that dog 636 01:04:53,042 --> 01:04:55,542 back if I could do such shitty magic? 637 01:04:55,834 --> 01:04:58,584 Then just tell her! Then everything'll be okay again. 638 01:04:58,876 --> 01:05:02,584 Phil, it's not okay. Go away, please. 639 01:05:03,084 --> 01:05:04,584 What's going on with you, Dianne? 640 01:05:07,167 --> 01:05:10,042 Why can't we go back to the way things used to be? 641 01:05:59,959 --> 01:06:05,167 Glass, I don't want to interfere, but maybe now would be the time to... 642 01:06:05,459 --> 01:06:07,251 Then don't interfere, Michael. 643 01:06:09,959 --> 01:06:14,001 This has nothing to do with you, so stay out of it! 644 01:06:15,209 --> 01:06:16,449 Glass this is getting childish! 645 01:06:16,667 --> 01:06:17,667 Ah! 646 01:06:19,626 --> 01:06:23,751 Then get out! Nobody's forcing you to stay! 647 01:06:24,709 --> 01:06:27,584 Please leave! Maybe it's better this way. 648 01:06:40,459 --> 01:06:42,268 With this, you're arming yourself to the teeth. 649 01:06:42,292 --> 01:06:43,852 You're not getting rid of me that easy. 650 01:07:25,501 --> 01:07:29,584 And yes it does concern me, because I care about you all. 651 01:08:41,959 --> 01:08:45,334 What's this shit? Why are you following me? 652 01:08:45,667 --> 01:08:49,334 I wasn't. I'm not your... 653 01:08:50,126 --> 01:08:53,376 Okay, yeah, okay. Maybe a little. 654 01:08:53,709 --> 01:08:58,001 I just want to... You don't say anything. 655 01:08:58,292 --> 01:09:01,834 Maybe I have a reason? Go home, Phil. 656 01:09:06,292 --> 01:09:07,292 Diane? 657 01:10:12,959 --> 01:10:13,959 Good morning! 658 01:10:16,417 --> 01:10:17,417 How's it going, handsome? 659 01:10:19,001 --> 01:10:19,584 Breakfast? 660 01:10:19,876 --> 01:10:21,167 Are there also greens? 661 01:10:21,459 --> 01:10:22,792 Not yet but look who I bought! 662 01:10:23,084 --> 01:10:24,667 Surprise! 663 01:10:26,251 --> 01:10:28,376 Hey, I saw that you guys have a shower in your garden. 664 01:10:28,667 --> 01:10:30,792 What's up, do you feel like it? What's wrong with you? 665 01:10:31,084 --> 01:10:33,292 You look like you got hit by a train or something. 666 01:10:35,084 --> 01:10:36,251 Okay breakfast! 667 01:10:36,542 --> 01:10:37,792 Yeah, come!! 668 01:10:38,709 --> 01:10:39,709 Wool . 669 01:10:43,084 --> 01:10:45,792 Right on my ass. No. Stop. Stop!! 670 01:10:47,376 --> 01:10:50,542 Hey, boys. I was thinking: I want to dye my hair. 671 01:10:50,834 --> 01:10:51,334 Black! 672 01:10:51,667 --> 01:10:52,209 Why not. 673 01:10:52,501 --> 01:10:55,001 Do it. 674 01:11:03,334 --> 01:11:06,251 Do you have any idea, how wonderful of a man you're going to be? 675 01:11:08,167 --> 01:11:09,251 You think? 676 01:11:15,959 --> 01:11:19,709 Everything at home sucks. And with you it's so great. 677 01:11:20,001 --> 01:11:21,542 I'm crazy about you. 678 01:11:22,834 --> 01:11:26,751 I feel sick when I'm not with you. I can't think about anything else. 679 01:11:30,001 --> 01:11:32,167 Is it good or bad? 680 01:11:36,209 --> 01:11:38,542 You don't always have to be so dramatic. 681 01:12:00,001 --> 01:12:01,209 I love you. 682 01:12:35,376 --> 01:12:36,834 What's wrong? 683 01:12:37,251 --> 01:12:38,417 Nothing, just leave me alone. 684 01:12:44,292 --> 01:12:46,167 Hey, I'm sorry. 685 01:13:33,792 --> 01:13:36,376 Well, maybe he just has nothing to talk about or to say. 686 01:13:36,876 --> 01:13:38,001 Ever though about that? 687 01:13:38,292 --> 01:13:42,167 Yeah, right. Everyone has something to talk about. 688 01:13:43,501 --> 01:13:45,292 Where's Tereza? 689 01:13:46,792 --> 01:13:48,709 She'll be home late today. 690 01:13:49,209 --> 01:13:50,667 Nice. 691 01:13:51,209 --> 01:13:51,751 Tea? 692 01:13:52,209 --> 01:13:53,209 That's okay. 693 01:13:58,792 --> 01:14:01,626 Are you two happy? You and Tereza? 694 01:14:02,084 --> 01:14:10,084 Sometimes very, sometimes not so much. But yeah, I think in general we're happy. 695 01:14:18,417 --> 01:14:22,501 I just don't know what he's really thinking. You know, what he feels. 696 01:14:22,834 --> 01:14:24,167 What do I mean to him? 697 01:14:25,292 --> 01:14:26,626 Why don't you just ask him? 698 01:14:29,209 --> 01:14:32,709 You're worried about what he'll say. 699 01:14:33,001 --> 01:14:34,761 Glass also says that it's better not to ask. 700 01:14:35,001 --> 01:14:38,001 And you think Glass is the right person to ask about this kind of thing? 701 01:14:38,876 --> 01:14:41,126 Oh Hun, you're freaking me out. Sit down. 702 01:14:43,542 --> 01:14:46,709 Okay, what do you want from him? 703 01:14:47,084 --> 01:14:50,709 I don't know. More reassurance, I think. 704 01:14:51,001 --> 01:14:54,042 See? Now we're getting somewhere. The bad news is: there is no 705 01:14:54,334 --> 01:14:55,917 reassurance in relationships. 706 01:14:58,626 --> 01:15:00,792 Then at least I wish he wasn't so closed off. 707 01:15:01,126 --> 01:15:04,042 He knows everything about me, and I know nothing about him. 708 01:15:04,334 --> 01:15:06,334 I feel like I don't know him at all. 709 01:15:10,626 --> 01:15:12,959 And I love him anyway. 710 01:15:13,501 --> 01:15:16,751 Not anyway in spite of! Maybe that's it? 711 01:15:17,084 --> 01:15:21,334 What fascinates you about him? The mysterious Prince. 712 01:15:21,667 --> 01:15:22,667 Very funny. 713 01:15:24,334 --> 01:15:30,001 Hun! It's a wonder that you managed, out of the millions of sperm, to make it, with that 714 01:15:30,292 --> 01:15:34,209 ambition of yours. Maybe it wouldn't be such a bad idea to grab 715 01:15:34,501 --> 01:15:38,126 life by the balls a little, and not just hang around. 716 01:15:39,167 --> 01:15:41,792 If you want answers, then do something about it! 717 01:15:49,959 --> 01:15:53,792 Do your parents... You know... Have you told them about us? 718 01:15:55,417 --> 01:15:58,709 No. They wouldn't understand. 719 01:15:59,376 --> 01:16:00,376 Oh, okay. 720 01:16:04,834 --> 01:16:08,792 So. This is the garden. 721 01:16:10,084 --> 01:16:11,709 This is the lawn. 722 01:16:12,001 --> 01:16:15,001 My mother has it mowed at least once a week. 723 01:16:15,709 --> 01:16:18,751 God forbid someone walk by and see it unkept. 724 01:16:20,126 --> 01:16:25,876 And... This is the house. You coming? 725 01:16:26,542 --> 01:16:27,834 What's in there? 726 01:16:29,376 --> 01:16:31,667 Just things. Come on. 727 01:16:34,376 --> 01:16:35,917 Phil, it's really not important. 728 01:16:37,751 --> 01:16:39,001 You're hiding something. 729 01:16:39,292 --> 01:16:41,917 Come on, my parents aren't here. I'll show you around. 730 01:16:45,667 --> 01:16:51,084 Phil, it's nothing exciting. 731 01:16:58,001 --> 01:16:59,001 May I? 732 01:17:13,834 --> 01:17:15,167 What is that? 733 01:17:16,459 --> 01:17:22,834 Those are... Things I've collected. 734 01:17:27,834 --> 01:17:30,542 These are all things that people have lost or thrown out. 735 01:17:31,042 --> 01:17:33,001 Maybe others don't find them important. 736 01:17:33,959 --> 01:17:37,709 Or maybe they meant something to someone once and now they're missed. 737 01:17:42,501 --> 01:17:46,626 I believe that people don't just lose things by mistake. 738 01:17:47,084 --> 01:17:51,709 I mean, not on purpose, of course, you know? 739 01:17:52,001 --> 01:17:56,417 All of these things are a symbol of disregard. 740 01:17:59,376 --> 01:18:05,167 I built my own world in here. I gave these things a new life. 741 01:18:06,626 --> 01:18:08,709 And what do you do with them? 742 01:18:09,834 --> 01:18:16,709 Nothing. Well... I think about their history. 743 01:18:22,084 --> 01:18:27,917 Sounds a bit psycho, right? That's why I don't tell anyone about them. 744 01:18:28,209 --> 01:18:29,209 I... I... 745 01:18:38,459 --> 01:18:40,667 Do you have a favorite? 746 01:18:43,001 --> 01:18:44,084 Why? 747 01:18:48,126 --> 01:18:49,126 Come on. 748 01:19:03,292 --> 01:19:04,292 Hey! 749 01:20:11,376 --> 01:20:12,376 Hey! 750 01:20:15,126 --> 01:20:19,292 I made your chicken. I thought you'd like to have some. 751 01:20:20,917 --> 01:20:21,917 Thanks 752 01:20:25,709 --> 01:20:27,834 When are you coming back? 753 01:20:29,084 --> 01:20:30,667 Are you speaking with Dianne again? 754 01:20:32,667 --> 01:20:35,126 That doesn't concern you, Phil. 755 01:20:35,834 --> 01:20:37,714 Yeah but I live here too, so it does concern me. 756 01:20:39,917 --> 01:20:42,876 And it concerns Dianne too. It concerns all three of us. 757 01:20:45,542 --> 01:20:47,876 I'm not going to let you guys pressure me, Phil. 758 01:20:48,209 --> 01:20:49,889 Hey come back here! You're being childish! 759 01:20:50,042 --> 01:20:52,251 I'll come back when you're back to normal. 760 01:20:54,376 --> 01:20:59,001 This atmosphere... I can't take it anymore. 761 01:20:59,959 --> 01:21:03,959 Phil. Phil! Phil! 762 01:21:06,251 --> 01:21:08,126 I'll talk to her. 763 01:21:09,334 --> 01:21:12,792 But you have to leave it to me, to be ready, okay? 764 01:22:25,001 --> 01:22:33,001 ♪ Beautiful world, where are you? ♪ 765 01:22:40,709 --> 01:22:48,709 ♪ Come back, lovely time of nature's bloom. ♪ 766 01:22:55,417 --> 01:23:03,417 ♪ Come back, lovely time of nature's bloom. ♪ 767 01:23:32,876 --> 01:23:34,167 Telephone. 768 01:23:35,334 --> 01:23:37,251 Again... Phil? 769 01:23:40,459 --> 01:23:44,584 Sorry, he's still sleeping. I'll let him know, yeah. 770 01:23:44,876 --> 01:23:45,876 Bye. 771 01:23:48,209 --> 01:23:53,001 I'm starting to run out of excuses. Don't you have anything to say to Kat? 772 01:24:01,876 --> 01:24:05,084 I so hoped that everything would go well. 773 01:24:10,751 --> 01:24:13,459 Maybe you should thinking about going back to Visible. 774 01:24:13,792 --> 01:24:15,042 Why to Visible? 775 01:24:15,334 --> 01:24:17,001 Because it's your home? 776 01:24:17,459 --> 01:24:20,417 Yeah, but I'm not going back there. 777 01:24:20,959 --> 01:24:22,709 Okay. 778 01:24:23,917 --> 01:24:25,626 How long are you going to hide for? 779 01:24:27,459 --> 01:24:31,792 No idea. Until the two of them make up. 780 01:24:34,501 --> 01:24:36,251 What if they need you to do that? 781 01:24:36,876 --> 01:24:37,876 They don't need me. 782 01:24:38,084 --> 01:24:41,209 They're so busy with their own problems that they don't even see me anymore. 783 01:24:56,626 --> 01:25:00,459 Do you remember what I told you about the house with all the rooms? 784 01:25:02,042 --> 01:25:03,959 That I can hide things in there. 785 01:25:04,251 --> 01:25:07,126 Exactly. What else? 786 01:25:09,876 --> 01:25:14,167 That you should never throw the keys away. Why? 787 01:25:19,834 --> 01:25:25,251 Because maybe one day you'll realize that the only way to get to the bigger, more 788 01:25:25,542 --> 01:25:29,001 beautiful part of the house is through that room. 789 01:25:57,917 --> 01:25:59,167 Do you want to talk about it? 790 01:26:01,042 --> 01:26:02,042 Where's Dianne? 791 01:26:03,792 --> 01:26:05,376 Don't you first want to talk about... 792 01:26:05,709 --> 01:26:06,789 Her things weren't outside. 793 01:26:08,084 --> 01:26:09,626 Where is she? 794 01:26:12,751 --> 01:26:14,917 She moved out right after you did. 795 01:26:20,042 --> 01:26:21,042 Where? 796 01:26:22,126 --> 01:26:24,042 She didn't say. 797 01:26:30,417 --> 01:26:34,251 Glass. What happened? 798 01:26:34,542 --> 01:26:37,751 Phil. I don't think now's the time... 799 01:26:38,042 --> 01:26:39,084 Mum. 800 01:26:42,876 --> 01:26:43,876 Please. 801 01:26:46,334 --> 01:26:48,334 But it's so hard to understand. 802 01:26:48,667 --> 01:26:50,126 Then give it a shot. 803 01:26:53,084 --> 01:26:59,584 Just try. I'm here. I won't run away. 804 01:27:12,126 --> 01:27:13,126 Okay, fine. 805 01:27:20,792 --> 01:27:25,084 You know the albums, right? In the bookshelf. 806 01:27:25,376 --> 01:27:29,542 The big ones with the pressed flowers... 807 01:27:30,042 --> 01:27:33,084 This all happened so long ago. 808 01:27:35,292 --> 01:27:37,751 The page. What was on it? 809 01:28:28,542 --> 01:28:31,542 A long time ago, women used to make themselves more attractive to men using 810 01:28:31,876 --> 01:28:33,196 poison from the Belladonna plant. 811 01:28:33,292 --> 01:28:34,542 With poison? 812 01:28:37,042 --> 01:28:38,042 Hey! 813 01:28:39,042 --> 01:28:42,482 In small doses, poison from the Belladonna plant dilated your pupils and made your eyes 814 01:28:42,792 --> 01:28:43,876 bigger and more beautiful. 815 01:28:44,167 --> 01:28:46,167 And that made you more appealing? 816 01:28:46,459 --> 01:28:48,179 Sure, when you had nothing better to offer. 817 01:28:49,709 --> 01:28:57,709 And what they brought upon themselves with their attractiveness, they... Zick... 818 01:28:58,251 --> 01:29:00,626 eliminated with higher doses of the poison. 819 01:29:01,209 --> 01:29:02,834 What does that mean? 820 01:29:06,876 --> 01:29:07,917 Come on, let's go. 821 01:29:48,167 --> 01:29:49,167 Dianne! 822 01:29:49,959 --> 01:29:50,959 Hey. 823 01:29:52,292 --> 01:29:54,417 Glass said you moved out. 824 01:29:56,251 --> 01:29:57,876 Where are you living now? 825 01:29:58,167 --> 01:30:00,709 At Kora's. She's tutoring me in math. 826 01:30:01,001 --> 01:30:01,709 You know.. 827 01:30:02,001 --> 01:30:04,251 Sure. Tereza still has some space. 828 01:30:04,542 --> 01:30:09,084 Or if there's anything you need from home, I could bring it over. 829 01:30:09,376 --> 01:30:10,376 It's alright. 830 01:30:18,209 --> 01:30:22,167 It wasn't an accident, was it? It was planned. 831 01:30:24,501 --> 01:30:25,501 Why? 832 01:30:26,417 --> 01:30:27,917 Phil, it was a long time ago. 833 01:30:28,542 --> 01:30:31,876 Dianne, what happened? 834 01:30:43,251 --> 01:30:48,709 You already know. Glass kicked all of them out. 835 01:30:50,501 --> 01:30:57,834 With her actions and her style. And every time, we ended up alone again. 836 01:30:59,542 --> 01:31:01,959 At some point, I came to terms with it. 837 01:31:05,251 --> 01:31:10,459 And then Kyle came. He liked us and we liked him. 838 01:31:11,084 --> 01:31:14,792 And it sprang up again. The hope. 839 01:31:16,834 --> 01:31:24,834 That we... God, it sounds so... That we could maybe be a real family again. 840 01:31:28,792 --> 01:31:35,376 And then she distanced herself again. And I was so... So angry. 841 01:31:37,834 --> 01:31:40,084 All I wished for was another mother. 842 01:31:41,084 --> 01:31:47,209 And then I thought, if she could take our father away, then she didn't 843 01:31:47,542 --> 01:31:49,584 deserve another child. 844 01:31:56,167 --> 01:31:59,334 Mama almost died. 845 01:32:01,834 --> 01:32:03,584 And it was my fault. 846 01:32:06,251 --> 01:32:10,626 I shut myself off, and kept it a secret. Forever. 847 01:32:11,084 --> 01:32:16,084 Sometimes I can almost forget, but every time I see her digging in the garden, 848 01:32:16,376 --> 01:32:17,626 it all comes back. 849 01:32:19,751 --> 01:32:22,751 And when I left, you wanted to... 850 01:32:23,251 --> 01:32:30,084 No... I never wanted to tell her. I have to come to terms with it 851 01:32:30,376 --> 01:32:32,626 myself first, but... 852 01:32:35,376 --> 01:32:39,001 About a year ago, I met someone. 853 01:32:40,001 --> 01:32:41,001 Jan? 854 01:32:42,167 --> 01:32:43,247 How do you know about that? 855 01:32:43,334 --> 01:32:45,792 The letters. I found them in your room. 856 01:32:50,167 --> 01:32:53,209 But why didn't you talk about it? 857 01:32:55,084 --> 01:32:58,167 No idea, it was too fresh. 858 01:33:00,209 --> 01:33:04,376 It was something special, and fragile. Jan was good for me. 859 01:33:06,751 --> 01:33:09,542 He got me and could handle my anger. 860 01:33:10,792 --> 01:33:17,251 But then there was that storm in the summer. Everything started flying around. 861 01:33:17,584 --> 01:33:24,459 Tiles fell from rooftops and trees were uprooted and flung around like toothpicks. 862 01:33:25,751 --> 01:33:30,084 Jan was on his way to Visible. To me. 863 01:33:35,126 --> 01:33:37,667 But he never made it. 864 01:33:41,126 --> 01:33:42,126 Come with me. 865 01:33:57,876 --> 01:34:01,209 This is Jan. I come to see him almost everyday. 866 01:34:01,917 --> 01:34:05,376 I thought he would die without me. 867 01:34:06,209 --> 01:34:07,834 Crazy, right? 868 01:34:08,876 --> 01:34:10,001 God, Dianne. 869 01:34:12,084 --> 01:34:13,084 Come. 870 01:34:14,667 --> 01:34:15,876 Come on. 871 01:34:22,167 --> 01:34:23,584 I felt so guilty. 872 01:34:29,667 --> 01:34:34,001 I needed someone to catch me and hold me. 873 01:34:36,667 --> 01:34:38,042 She wasn't there. 874 01:34:44,751 --> 01:34:47,542 She was with busy with yet another guy. 875 01:34:50,292 --> 01:34:52,667 She started saying how she wanted another child. 876 01:34:56,084 --> 01:35:00,751 Everything came back to me. And I told her what happened. 877 01:35:03,834 --> 01:35:08,834 It's like I was 10 again and helpless. 878 01:35:12,959 --> 01:35:18,917 I screamed at her, told her I wished she had died that day. 879 01:35:19,209 --> 01:35:20,834 Oh, no. 880 01:35:22,167 --> 01:35:23,251 Oh, yes. 881 01:35:30,709 --> 01:35:33,751 Phil, you weren't there. 882 01:35:37,917 --> 01:35:40,292 Come home. 883 01:35:42,959 --> 01:35:43,959 And you? 884 01:35:46,084 --> 01:35:51,209 I'm there. I'm back. 885 01:36:06,084 --> 01:36:07,084 Hi. 886 01:36:09,167 --> 01:36:10,167 Phil? 887 01:36:22,084 --> 01:36:23,876 What's up? You're acting strange. 888 01:36:29,167 --> 01:36:34,417 I saw you. You and Kat. In your shed. 889 01:36:39,084 --> 01:36:41,792 How could you? I though that we were, somehow... 890 01:36:46,959 --> 01:36:47,959 Do you love her? 891 01:36:49,001 --> 01:36:51,001 Phil, I... 892 01:36:53,959 --> 01:36:54,959 No. 893 01:36:59,084 --> 01:37:00,292 Do you love me? 894 01:37:06,917 --> 01:37:13,209 How do you know that... That, that feeling you have for me... That it's love? 895 01:37:18,084 --> 01:37:19,084 I need you. 896 01:37:19,751 --> 01:37:20,751 Need? 897 01:37:20,834 --> 01:37:23,001 Like lungs need air or like you need the newest iPhone? 898 01:37:23,334 --> 01:37:24,334 That's not fair. 899 01:37:24,626 --> 01:37:26,542 Unfair? You're telling me what's unfair? 900 01:37:27,001 --> 01:37:32,042 Why does anything have to change? We have a good time together. 901 01:37:33,709 --> 01:37:37,834 Phil, I really really like you. Why can't we just keeping going like this. 902 01:37:38,126 --> 01:37:39,126 The three of us... 903 01:37:39,334 --> 01:37:43,417 It doesn't work like that. That won't work for me. 904 01:37:43,709 --> 01:37:46,292 It's not enough, don't you get it? 905 01:37:58,626 --> 01:38:03,917 Phil, I can't imagine my life without you. But I need Kat too. 906 01:38:04,209 --> 01:38:05,917 I need both of you. 907 01:38:11,667 --> 01:38:16,959 Nicholas, I can't share you. I just can't. 908 01:38:56,751 --> 01:38:57,751 I'm sorry. 909 01:39:00,334 --> 01:39:07,251 Phil. Phil! Phil! 910 01:39:51,292 --> 01:39:52,292 Um... 911 01:39:54,042 --> 01:40:01,042 If there's ever even the smallest chance, that you think about talking to me in the 912 01:40:01,376 --> 01:40:06,542 next hundred years. Phil, I just want you to know that I'll wait for you. 913 01:40:09,542 --> 01:40:12,084 I'll wait for your forever, if that's what it takes! 914 01:40:33,917 --> 01:40:35,876 Happy New Year! Cheers!! 915 01:40:38,834 --> 01:40:45,584 Open it! Open it! Open it! 916 01:40:48,959 --> 01:40:50,876 It's just a small survival kit for your trip. 917 01:40:55,126 --> 01:40:56,251 Who was it? 918 01:40:56,751 --> 01:40:59,584 No idea, nobody was there, but this was. 919 01:41:29,167 --> 01:41:30,459 You're starting without me? 920 01:41:34,001 --> 01:41:34,584 Baby 921 01:41:34,876 --> 01:41:36,084 To your trip! 922 01:41:36,709 --> 01:41:38,792 To your trip! To America! 923 01:41:47,501 --> 01:41:49,376 I have a little something for you. 924 01:41:52,542 --> 01:41:56,292 I thought it would be more useful than that old map you have under your bed. 925 01:41:57,501 --> 01:41:58,501 Thanks! 926 01:42:04,751 --> 01:42:08,584 If you actually meet him, send me a picture, yeah? 927 01:42:09,417 --> 01:42:10,417 Who? 928 01:42:10,792 --> 01:42:11,834 Number 3I . 929 01:42:12,376 --> 01:42:14,042 I thought you didn't care about that. 930 01:42:15,209 --> 01:42:17,834 Whatever, you shouldn't be so radical. 931 01:42:21,292 --> 01:42:23,001 It would be so great, if you came with me. 932 01:42:23,501 --> 01:42:31,376 One of us has to get their shit together. Besides, what can happen in three weeks? 933 01:42:35,209 --> 01:42:39,292 First, I'm going to rip up that list. It should've been done a long time ago. 934 01:42:41,834 --> 01:42:42,834 What? 935 01:42:43,334 --> 01:42:45,334 I did it already. As you said, it should've been 936 01:42:45,626 --> 01:42:46,626 done a long time ago. 937 01:43:01,084 --> 01:43:02,084 Are you sleeping? 938 01:43:02,167 --> 01:43:04,792 I don't think I'll be able to sleep tonight. 939 01:43:06,042 --> 01:43:11,001 I just wanted to say goodbye. Who knows if I can get up so early. 940 01:43:11,501 --> 01:43:12,959 Sit down, cruel mother. 941 01:43:16,084 --> 01:43:17,251 Excited? 942 01:43:17,542 --> 01:43:20,126 Me? Not at all! 943 01:43:25,834 --> 01:43:29,167 Listen up, Phil. I have an idea. 944 01:43:29,501 --> 01:43:35,834 You can ask me anything you want quickly. And I'll answer. 945 01:43:39,667 --> 01:43:40,667 Okay. 946 01:43:46,792 --> 01:43:48,042 What's his name? 947 01:43:50,792 --> 01:43:51,876 Next question 948 01:43:56,417 --> 01:43:57,417 Where does he live? 949 01:44:01,792 --> 01:44:03,334 Yeah right. This is starting out well. 950 01:44:06,959 --> 01:44:12,376 Okay, then - how was he? 951 01:44:22,667 --> 01:44:28,084 He was... He was wonderful. 952 01:44:30,417 --> 01:44:33,126 He was the most wonderful man that could have ever existed. 953 01:44:33,417 --> 01:44:36,001 If he was so amazing, then why did he leave you? 954 01:44:39,626 --> 01:44:40,709 He didn't. 955 01:44:43,834 --> 01:44:45,751 We loved each other incredibly much. 956 01:44:48,167 --> 01:44:52,834 He was so good-natured, so sensitive. 957 01:44:54,001 --> 01:44:57,876 When he touched a flower, it would start to bloom. 958 01:44:59,042 --> 01:45:01,042 I swear, I saw it. 959 01:45:01,334 --> 01:45:08,001 Butterflies, moths, all insects. He attracted them like a flame. 960 01:45:10,876 --> 01:45:11,876 Like Dianne. 961 01:45:13,917 --> 01:45:15,376 Like Dianne. 962 01:45:15,709 --> 01:45:19,584 But it has nothing to do with creepy crawlers at all. 963 01:45:19,876 --> 01:45:26,334 It was about this overwhelming empathy. 964 01:45:26,667 --> 01:45:29,126 This vulnerability. 965 01:45:29,751 --> 01:45:33,751 Haven't you seen what happens to these people? 966 01:45:34,042 --> 01:45:36,376 I was always afraid of him. 967 01:45:39,709 --> 01:45:41,167 And then? What happened? 968 01:45:41,459 --> 01:45:48,876 And then I got pregnant. 969 01:45:50,417 --> 01:45:54,292 Suddenly, I was afraid of you. 970 01:45:57,251 --> 01:46:01,167 And then it was clear. It would never work with him. 971 01:46:01,459 --> 01:46:02,459 Never. 972 01:46:06,334 --> 01:46:12,376 So I just took off. And I thought, yeah, once I'm gone. 973 01:46:13,501 --> 01:46:14,501 And...? 974 01:46:16,251 --> 01:46:23,876 I had no idea how bad my conscience would be, and how much it hurt. 975 01:46:29,084 --> 01:46:31,376 Why didn't you ever tell us? 976 01:46:33,917 --> 01:46:35,157 Because it was easier that way. 977 01:46:35,209 --> 01:46:36,209 What? 978 01:46:36,459 --> 01:46:40,126 Not to talk about it. 979 01:46:44,292 --> 01:46:52,292 Oh Phil, if only there was an easy answer for everything... 980 01:46:54,042 --> 01:46:59,709 I hope that you make all your dreams come true. 981 01:47:00,001 --> 01:47:02,126 But be careful, and don't expect too much. 982 01:47:02,417 --> 01:47:03,417 And don't be sad. 983 01:47:03,542 --> 01:47:04,001 Mom? 984 01:47:04,292 --> 01:47:05,292 Yeah? 985 01:47:08,251 --> 01:47:09,751 What's our father's name? 986 01:48:09,167 --> 01:48:10,834 I thought we didn't do this anymore. 987 01:48:11,126 --> 01:48:12,251 Take care of yourself. 988 01:48:12,542 --> 01:48:14,222 Guys, I'm going to pee myself in a minute. 989 01:48:22,417 --> 01:48:23,417 Phil? 990 01:48:47,084 --> 01:48:51,042 That's still me. And that's still my family. 991 01:48:51,334 --> 01:48:53,751 I'm really going to miss them. Everyday. 992 01:48:54,042 --> 01:48:55,959 Even Glass' cooking. 993 01:49:00,001 --> 01:49:02,876 For now, this is no longer the house I live in. 994 01:49:03,167 --> 01:49:07,584 And the small people, with their small lives don't matter anymore. 995 01:49:09,917 --> 01:49:14,417 It's all incredibly complicated here. But there's one thing I'm sure of: 996 01:49:14,751 --> 01:49:17,876 the center of my world is right here, where they are. 997 01:49:33,792 --> 01:49:35,792 Will I find him? I have no idea. 998 01:49:36,084 --> 01:49:40,417 And maybe he really is a seafaring adventurer, or a cowboy on a ranch, 999 01:49:40,751 --> 01:49:42,542 or a hippie or a transvestite or a loser, 1000 01:49:42,834 --> 01:49:44,794 or maybe he sells weapons to desperate housewives. 1001 01:49:45,001 --> 01:49:46,792 What do I know? 1002 01:49:47,459 --> 01:49:49,334 The answer isn't important anymore. 1003 01:49:49,667 --> 01:49:51,959 I can feel the emptiness in me getting smaller. 1004 01:49:55,917 --> 01:49:57,709 But now I want to open a few doors.