1 00:00:38,621 --> 00:00:40,561 When I call your name, step out and tell me your date of birth 2 00:00:40,557 --> 00:00:44,087 You hear your name, you'll be moved to another holding cell. 3 00:00:44,093 --> 00:00:45,563 From there, court. 4 00:00:59,072 --> 00:01:01,572 - Stand in line. Brendon Johnson. - Yes, sir. 5 00:01:01,575 --> 00:01:03,505 Tahir Ibrahim Abdi. 6 00:01:03,510 --> 00:01:04,540 No papers. 7 00:01:07,246 --> 00:01:08,476 No. 8 00:01:08,480 --> 00:01:10,180 No other record sheet. 9 00:01:12,416 --> 00:01:18,386 Came in on a visa in 2008 and has overstayed his welcome. 10 00:01:22,324 --> 00:01:23,624 Okay. 11 00:01:30,297 --> 00:01:31,557 Sign here. 12 00:01:33,165 --> 00:01:34,395 Thank you, officer. 13 00:01:36,401 --> 00:01:38,001 And here. 14 00:01:40,070 --> 00:01:41,370 Thank you. 15 00:01:41,372 --> 00:01:43,442 Sign here for your personal items. 16 00:01:44,440 --> 00:01:46,240 Thank you. 17 00:01:47,276 --> 00:01:51,306 No, you are just doing your job. 18 00:01:51,313 --> 00:01:54,513 No reason for me to be impolite. 19 00:01:54,516 --> 00:01:57,616 Now, the policeman who did this to my face, 20 00:01:57,619 --> 00:01:59,449 that's another story. 21 00:01:59,454 --> 00:02:01,024 You wanna make a complaint? 22 00:02:01,022 --> 00:02:03,362 You are funny. I like you. 23 00:02:03,357 --> 00:02:04,757 I don't like you. 24 00:02:04,758 --> 00:02:06,058 Now, get out of here. 25 00:02:06,059 --> 00:02:08,429 I can go? 26 00:02:08,428 --> 00:02:10,258 The charge was reduced to disorderly conduct 27 00:02:10,263 --> 00:02:12,433 which is a civil offense, not a crime. 28 00:02:12,431 --> 00:02:13,731 ICE says, until you commit a crime, 29 00:02:13,732 --> 00:02:16,132 you are not a deportation priority. 30 00:02:16,134 --> 00:02:18,134 - Thank you, officer. - Ok, get out. 31 00:03:51,625 --> 00:03:53,655 No, no, no. 32 00:03:56,261 --> 00:03:57,461 Jerry. 33 00:03:57,463 --> 00:03:59,163 - Jerry! - I had no choice, Tahir. 34 00:03:59,164 --> 00:04:03,504 Tahir, there used to be an understanding between our kind. 35 00:04:03,501 --> 00:04:04,301 A code. 36 00:04:04,301 --> 00:04:05,831 - You watch mine. - Not no more. 37 00:04:05,835 --> 00:04:10,135 Well, I'm sorry, Tahir, but there was loads of 'em. 38 00:04:10,139 --> 00:04:11,299 Alright. 39 00:04:15,375 --> 00:04:16,605 Big fellas, too. 40 00:04:16,610 --> 00:04:18,880 Alright, alright. You're alright. 41 00:04:23,282 --> 00:04:25,482 Jerry... 42 00:04:25,484 --> 00:04:27,554 You are wearing my boots. 43 00:04:30,386 --> 00:04:31,446 What? 44 00:04:31,454 --> 00:04:33,194 Those are my boots. 45 00:04:37,158 --> 00:04:39,188 Them make some good winter boots. 46 00:04:40,360 --> 00:04:42,130 I know. 47 00:04:42,129 --> 00:04:45,759 That's what I said when I got them. 48 00:04:45,765 --> 00:04:47,525 They're my boots now, Tahir. 49 00:04:50,834 --> 00:04:52,604 They're my boots now. 50 00:05:35,910 --> 00:05:38,540 We would like to see you both. 51 00:05:42,482 --> 00:05:45,322 You come back for lunch anytime you want. 52 00:05:51,689 --> 00:05:53,489 Good to see you. 53 00:05:53,491 --> 00:05:54,391 Are you back? 54 00:05:54,391 --> 00:05:57,261 No, I just need some clothes and bedding. 55 00:05:57,260 --> 00:05:59,430 - My things were stolen. - How? 56 00:05:59,428 --> 00:06:01,858 I left the door to my penthouse open. 57 00:06:03,598 --> 00:06:05,858 Come inside. It's a thousand degrees. 58 00:06:12,838 --> 00:06:15,968 You don't wanna come back into the program? 59 00:06:15,975 --> 00:06:19,635 No. Really, no. I just need some clothes and bedding. 60 00:06:19,645 --> 00:06:22,375 Can't just give out the clothes, Tahir. 61 00:06:22,381 --> 00:06:25,251 Clothing pickup is on Thursday between three and five. 62 00:06:25,250 --> 00:06:26,980 You're welcome to come back then. 63 00:06:26,985 --> 00:06:28,745 And we don't give out bedding. 64 00:06:30,386 --> 00:06:31,946 It's going to rain this evening. 65 00:06:31,955 --> 00:06:33,815 So why not stay here tonight? 66 00:06:39,227 --> 00:06:41,797 Come back, Tahir. 67 00:06:41,797 --> 00:06:43,427 I shouldn't be here. 68 00:06:44,230 --> 00:06:45,630 This is exactly where you should be. 69 00:10:11,963 --> 00:10:13,733 Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette? 70 00:10:13,732 --> 00:10:14,832 Oh, sure. 71 00:10:16,166 --> 00:10:17,826 - Here you go. - Thank you. 72 00:10:17,835 --> 00:10:19,525 Can I have another one? 73 00:10:19,536 --> 00:10:21,636 Please? 74 00:10:21,638 --> 00:10:23,068 Thanks. 75 00:10:34,148 --> 00:10:35,178 Hey... 76 00:10:38,518 --> 00:10:41,048 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 77 00:10:41,054 --> 00:10:43,824 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 78 00:10:44,456 --> 00:10:46,686 Thank you. Have a great day. 79 00:10:47,590 --> 00:10:49,990 Excuse me, can you spare a cigarette? 80 00:10:49,993 --> 00:10:51,063 Thank you. 81 00:10:51,060 --> 00:10:52,630 Can I have one more? 82 00:10:52,628 --> 00:10:54,128 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 83 00:10:56,497 --> 00:10:59,027 Excuse me. 84 00:11:00,600 --> 00:11:02,230 Excuse me. 85 00:11:03,134 --> 00:11:05,104 Excuse me, can you spare some change? 86 00:11:13,608 --> 00:11:15,608 Can you spare some change? 87 00:11:48,505 --> 00:11:49,505 Come on. 88 00:12:40,020 --> 00:12:41,790 Stop following me. 89 00:13:17,221 --> 00:13:19,291 What is your fucking problem? 90 00:13:19,290 --> 00:13:20,860 That is my jacket. 91 00:13:20,858 --> 00:13:22,318 Your what? 92 00:13:22,326 --> 00:13:23,826 That's my jacket. 93 00:13:23,827 --> 00:13:25,927 You got it back on Jerry's alley. 94 00:13:29,297 --> 00:13:31,027 It's a hundred fucking degrees out. 95 00:13:31,033 --> 00:13:33,203 It is mine. 96 00:13:33,201 --> 00:13:36,241 You just want your jacket then you're gonna leave me alone? 97 00:13:36,237 --> 00:13:38,237 I just want what is mine. 98 00:13:43,009 --> 00:13:44,809 Here. 99 00:13:45,710 --> 00:13:46,940 Now, go! 100 00:13:49,046 --> 00:13:50,306 Go! 101 00:13:52,615 --> 00:13:55,175 Come off the bridge. 102 00:13:55,185 --> 00:13:57,945 I know why people come up here. 103 00:14:20,839 --> 00:14:24,209 I wanna go! I wanna go! 104 00:14:24,210 --> 00:14:26,840 I wanna go, please! 105 00:14:30,048 --> 00:14:33,078 I wanna go! 106 00:15:07,349 --> 00:15:09,349 Stay here for a minute. 107 00:15:23,097 --> 00:15:25,097 I made you a bed. 108 00:15:25,100 --> 00:15:26,770 At the end. 109 00:15:26,768 --> 00:15:28,428 On your own, you know? 110 00:16:21,319 --> 00:16:23,019 I'll sleep here. 111 00:17:30,486 --> 00:17:32,016 Good morning. 112 00:17:39,994 --> 00:17:42,564 Eat. There is nothing of you. 113 00:17:47,234 --> 00:17:49,034 What is your name? 114 00:19:15,482 --> 00:19:16,982 Alright, now hit the drum. Ready? 115 00:19:20,618 --> 00:19:22,018 Huh? Go! 116 00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:24,250 Come on. 117 00:19:25,356 --> 00:19:26,316 Left down. 118 00:19:26,323 --> 00:19:28,263 Go! Now you. Now you. 119 00:19:39,566 --> 00:19:40,626 Thank you. 120 00:19:42,034 --> 00:19:43,304 No, no. Thank you. 121 00:19:46,070 --> 00:19:48,170 No, no. Thank you. Lady, we have no money. 122 00:19:48,173 --> 00:19:49,543 Then why'd you stay in this line? 123 00:19:49,541 --> 00:19:51,041 What? 124 00:19:51,042 --> 00:19:52,342 Why didn't you stand in this line? 125 00:20:52,601 --> 00:20:54,001 What just happened? 126 00:20:55,370 --> 00:20:56,740 They just really liked your music and didn't know 127 00:20:56,739 --> 00:20:58,439 how to express it. 128 00:22:20,752 --> 00:22:21,492 You like movies? 129 00:22:21,487 --> 00:22:23,247 - I do. - You do? 130 00:22:23,255 --> 00:22:24,815 You like uh... 131 00:22:24,823 --> 00:22:26,323 You like Robert DeNiro? 132 00:22:27,091 --> 00:22:29,561 - I do. - You do? 133 00:22:29,560 --> 00:22:31,260 Okay, you ready? 134 00:22:37,263 --> 00:22:38,333 You talking to me? 135 00:22:48,706 --> 00:22:49,836 What? 136 00:22:49,841 --> 00:22:51,741 I wanna ask you a question. 137 00:22:51,742 --> 00:22:53,172 Okay. 138 00:22:56,378 --> 00:22:59,278 Do you really believe? 139 00:22:59,281 --> 00:23:02,181 Yes. 140 00:23:02,182 --> 00:23:07,152 But I mean, do you really believe? 141 00:23:07,153 --> 00:23:09,853 With all my heart. 142 00:23:12,622 --> 00:23:14,192 K. 143 00:23:14,590 --> 00:23:17,160 What? 144 00:23:17,160 --> 00:23:19,190 It seems a bit unwarranted, doesn't it? 145 00:23:19,195 --> 00:23:20,225 Why? 146 00:23:23,565 --> 00:23:25,665 Come on! 147 00:23:26,500 --> 00:23:27,600 What? 148 00:23:29,369 --> 00:23:30,299 You're a hobo. 149 00:23:30,304 --> 00:23:34,474 So he doesn't seem to have liked you very much, does he? 150 00:23:37,143 --> 00:23:40,443 The prophet said, I looked into paradise and 151 00:23:40,446 --> 00:23:44,346 the majority of his dwellers were the poor. 152 00:23:44,349 --> 00:23:49,219 So in heaven, the poor will have recompense. 153 00:23:51,421 --> 00:23:52,321 After you've died? 154 00:23:57,393 --> 00:23:59,363 That's convenient, isn't it? 155 00:24:01,463 --> 00:24:03,633 That's what you say. 156 00:24:03,631 --> 00:24:04,831 That's what you say! 157 00:24:07,467 --> 00:24:10,867 Besides, he blesses me all the time. 158 00:24:10,870 --> 00:24:12,740 How so? 159 00:25:19,634 --> 00:25:20,704 Hey! 160 00:25:20,702 --> 00:25:22,502 Buy something. 161 00:25:36,348 --> 00:25:37,608 I just uh, need a few days. 162 00:25:37,616 --> 00:25:39,476 Can you give me a few days? 163 00:25:39,484 --> 00:25:40,884 A few days. 164 00:25:40,885 --> 00:25:42,545 I can't do that. 165 00:25:42,553 --> 00:25:44,723 I mean, why would I do that? 166 00:25:44,721 --> 00:25:49,621 Cause I don't have it, so I can't give it to you. 167 00:25:49,625 --> 00:25:50,755 You got something. 168 00:25:50,759 --> 00:25:52,759 I got five fucking dollars. 169 00:25:52,761 --> 00:25:56,401 Look, you want it? You can have it. 170 00:25:56,397 --> 00:25:58,327 What am I gonna do with five dollars? 171 00:25:58,332 --> 00:26:01,432 So, give me a few days. 172 00:26:01,435 --> 00:26:03,735 Or you could be nice to me. 173 00:26:05,505 --> 00:26:06,995 - Tahir! - Get him off me! 174 00:26:07,006 --> 00:26:09,266 - Stop! - My nose! 175 00:26:09,274 --> 00:26:10,514 I owe him money. 176 00:26:11,542 --> 00:26:14,042 It doesn't matter how much you owe him. 177 00:26:14,044 --> 00:26:15,484 Man, why you give a fuck? 178 00:26:15,478 --> 00:26:17,638 Because she is my woman. 179 00:26:17,646 --> 00:26:20,446 Yeah, for the right price. 180 00:26:21,347 --> 00:26:24,047 Oh, fuck, man! 181 00:26:24,050 --> 00:26:26,750 My fucking face. Shit. 182 00:26:28,818 --> 00:26:31,318 How much does she owe you? 183 00:26:31,321 --> 00:26:31,991 Half a bundle. 184 00:26:31,988 --> 00:26:34,818 Fifty-dollars, you crazy mother fucker. 185 00:26:34,824 --> 00:26:40,494 Here, I have ten, twenty, thirty, forty. 186 00:26:40,495 --> 00:26:42,795 It's all the money I have in the world. 187 00:26:42,797 --> 00:26:48,497 If I ever see you near her again, you'll see me again. 188 00:26:49,701 --> 00:26:52,341 Out your fucking mind, man. 189 00:26:52,337 --> 00:26:53,397 Not now. 190 00:28:14,735 --> 00:28:16,795 Do you feel remorse? 191 00:28:16,804 --> 00:28:18,874 I do. 192 00:28:18,872 --> 00:28:22,012 Do you resolve never to commit the sin again? 193 00:28:22,008 --> 00:28:24,538 Yes. 194 00:28:24,543 --> 00:28:27,413 Have you made restitution for this sin? 195 00:28:27,412 --> 00:28:28,712 Made recompense? 196 00:28:30,013 --> 00:28:32,513 I can't. 197 00:28:33,816 --> 00:28:37,016 The man you beat up? 198 00:28:44,525 --> 00:28:47,925 Whatever the sin is, it is a private matter between 199 00:28:47,929 --> 00:28:49,459 you and Allah. 200 00:28:49,463 --> 00:28:53,163 If repentance is sincere, you need only ask. 201 00:28:53,166 --> 00:28:54,866 Allah, forgive me. 202 00:28:57,769 --> 00:28:59,799 He will forgive. 203 00:28:59,804 --> 00:29:03,874 I pray to repent, not for forgiveness. 204 00:29:03,874 --> 00:29:07,444 Allah forgives, Tahir. 205 00:29:07,810 --> 00:29:11,580 The objective is the be forgiven, not to be judged 206 00:29:11,581 --> 00:29:17,581 and condemned, but you must make restitution. 207 00:29:17,586 --> 00:29:19,846 You must put it right. 208 00:29:34,133 --> 00:29:36,473 Did you get what you needed? 209 00:29:36,469 --> 00:29:38,099 Uh-huh. 210 00:29:38,769 --> 00:29:40,499 You? 211 00:29:40,505 --> 00:29:41,565 No. 212 00:29:41,572 --> 00:29:42,842 Bad day. 213 00:29:44,472 --> 00:29:46,072 We'll be hungry tonight. 214 00:29:48,842 --> 00:29:51,882 What is it we are waiting for? 215 00:29:51,879 --> 00:29:55,449 For God to provide. 216 00:29:55,449 --> 00:29:56,819 What? 217 00:30:57,065 --> 00:30:59,595 Come on! 218 00:31:07,806 --> 00:31:08,966 Excuse me! 219 00:31:15,612 --> 00:31:17,182 Come on! 220 00:31:21,184 --> 00:31:22,824 Hurry, come on. 221 00:31:24,085 --> 00:31:25,285 This way. Come. 222 00:31:28,822 --> 00:31:29,662 Tahir. 223 00:31:35,194 --> 00:31:36,564 Go, go, go, go! 224 00:31:57,682 --> 00:31:58,652 Over here. 225 00:31:59,850 --> 00:32:01,280 Hey! 226 00:32:08,056 --> 00:32:09,116 Let's leave it. 227 00:32:10,924 --> 00:32:13,034 Someone's home. That's why the door's open. 228 00:32:13,027 --> 00:32:16,087 Rich people are careless. That's why it's open. 229 00:32:17,096 --> 00:32:18,056 Hannah. 230 00:32:20,832 --> 00:32:21,902 Hannah! 231 00:32:24,902 --> 00:32:25,902 Hannah! 232 00:32:36,113 --> 00:32:37,653 Hannah. 233 00:32:42,951 --> 00:32:44,281 Where are you, Hannah? 234 00:32:49,990 --> 00:32:51,190 Hannah! 235 00:32:57,763 --> 00:32:59,633 It's not much, but its home. 236 00:32:59,632 --> 00:33:01,002 We need to leave now. 237 00:33:01,000 --> 00:33:02,070 Why? 238 00:33:02,067 --> 00:33:03,827 It's someone house, Hannah. 239 00:33:03,835 --> 00:33:05,895 But they're not using it right now. 240 00:33:05,903 --> 00:33:06,743 What? 241 00:33:06,737 --> 00:33:08,267 They're at the beach. 242 00:33:08,271 --> 00:33:10,141 Put the drink down. 243 00:33:10,139 --> 00:33:11,169 Look, they have kids! 244 00:33:11,173 --> 00:33:12,613 It's summer. They're rich. 245 00:33:12,607 --> 00:33:14,807 They're at the beach. The Hamptons. 246 00:33:14,809 --> 00:33:17,109 - Maybe even Europe somewhere. - No, no! 247 00:33:17,111 --> 00:33:19,911 Definitely at the beach. 248 00:33:19,913 --> 00:33:21,683 No, Hannah, we can't. 249 00:33:21,681 --> 00:33:25,281 Tahir, we need something good. 250 00:33:25,284 --> 00:33:27,824 This is something good. 251 00:33:27,819 --> 00:33:28,919 This is wrong. 252 00:33:28,920 --> 00:33:32,150 It's dangerous. 253 00:33:34,891 --> 00:33:36,191 I wanna kick. 254 00:33:38,694 --> 00:33:40,294 I could kick in this place. 255 00:34:02,683 --> 00:34:03,923 Found it. 256 00:34:05,318 --> 00:34:07,888 Gone til September. 257 00:34:07,888 --> 00:34:11,758 Okay, but we keep our bags packed by the door. 258 00:34:14,826 --> 00:34:16,756 Have you done this before? 259 00:34:16,762 --> 00:34:17,862 Mhm. 260 00:34:17,863 --> 00:34:19,763 What do I do? 261 00:34:19,764 --> 00:34:23,774 Not tonight. The night always wins. Start tomorrow. 262 00:34:25,234 --> 00:34:27,134 Tonight we celebrate. 263 00:35:32,933 --> 00:35:35,373 So I am barefoot. 264 00:35:35,369 --> 00:35:37,769 The man's shoes didn't fit. 265 00:35:38,804 --> 00:35:41,044 I smell chicken. Did you find chicken? 266 00:35:50,513 --> 00:35:52,783 I feel unbelievably stupid suddenly. 267 00:35:55,916 --> 00:35:58,816 I must look like a zombie Goldilocks. 268 00:36:00,252 --> 00:36:03,022 This is where you should say something. 269 00:36:03,022 --> 00:36:05,162 Actually, don't... don't say anything. 270 00:36:05,157 --> 00:36:07,187 I'm just gonna peel potatoes. 271 00:36:07,192 --> 00:36:08,462 I forgot how to speak for a second. 272 00:36:08,459 --> 00:36:12,159 You are more beautiful than I have words for. 273 00:36:16,398 --> 00:36:18,498 Let's not go overboard. 274 00:36:23,504 --> 00:36:25,914 Why don't you set the table? 275 00:36:25,907 --> 00:36:28,437 I found placemats and everything in there. 276 00:36:31,911 --> 00:36:33,441 Just because something is hard to comprehend 277 00:36:33,446 --> 00:36:36,176 - doesn't mean it's not true. - Mm. 278 00:36:36,182 --> 00:36:39,122 How old do you think the world is? 279 00:36:39,118 --> 00:36:41,248 About four and a half billion years old. 280 00:36:41,253 --> 00:36:43,153 Oh! Okay, good. 281 00:36:43,154 --> 00:36:45,454 So you're not a creationist. 282 00:36:46,856 --> 00:36:48,516 Have you ever been to Nigeria? 283 00:36:48,525 --> 00:36:53,955 We have skyscrapers and a rail system. 284 00:36:53,963 --> 00:36:57,503 You picture me running around in a loincloth? 285 00:36:59,099 --> 00:37:00,829 Ok, fine. So... 286 00:37:00,835 --> 00:37:03,135 We have established that you're not a 287 00:37:03,137 --> 00:37:07,067 creationist and I am a borderline racist. 288 00:37:07,074 --> 00:37:08,874 How long has man been on earth? 289 00:37:08,875 --> 00:37:11,935 About a hundred and thirty thousand years. 290 00:37:11,944 --> 00:37:14,914 And God appeared when? 291 00:37:14,913 --> 00:37:17,813 To Abraham about four thousand years ago. 292 00:37:17,815 --> 00:37:20,545 So, for a hundred and twenty six thousand years 293 00:37:20,551 --> 00:37:23,921 of uninterrupted squalor and disease, 294 00:37:23,921 --> 00:37:26,191 God was fine with it? 295 00:37:26,189 --> 00:37:28,519 He just sat on his hands and then four thousand 296 00:37:28,524 --> 00:37:31,864 years ago decides to do something about it? 297 00:37:31,860 --> 00:37:34,460 I don't claim to understand. 298 00:37:35,094 --> 00:37:39,964 I know this, when I pray I am with Allah. 299 00:37:39,966 --> 00:37:41,826 He speaks to me alone. 300 00:37:41,834 --> 00:37:46,074 He talks not to my mind, but to my heart. 301 00:37:48,038 --> 00:37:51,238 What do you believe? 302 00:37:53,042 --> 00:37:55,342 Well, I believe I need another drink. 303 00:37:55,345 --> 00:37:58,275 No, I mean it. What do you believe? 304 00:37:58,281 --> 00:38:02,881 If there is nothing then how do you explain all of this? 305 00:38:02,885 --> 00:38:04,445 I can't comprehend it. 306 00:38:04,453 --> 00:38:06,623 Well, just because you can't comprehend something 307 00:38:06,621 --> 00:38:10,861 doesn't mean it isn't true. 308 00:38:10,858 --> 00:38:12,518 Now you are just being clever. 309 00:38:12,526 --> 00:38:13,986 Answer the question. 310 00:38:13,994 --> 00:38:18,904 I believe in the big bang. 311 00:38:18,898 --> 00:38:21,428 Okay. 312 00:38:21,433 --> 00:38:24,033 So who made the big bang? 313 00:38:24,035 --> 00:38:26,335 Well, that's the problem. 314 00:38:26,337 --> 00:38:30,437 But I see no reason to solve it with an even 315 00:38:30,441 --> 00:38:32,541 bigger problem. 316 00:38:33,609 --> 00:38:35,979 What do you mean? 317 00:38:35,979 --> 00:38:37,579 What made God? 318 00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:41,410 Well, Allah is eternal. 319 00:38:41,416 --> 00:38:43,216 Hard to substantiate though, isn't it? 320 00:38:43,217 --> 00:38:44,277 Why can't we see God? 321 00:38:44,284 --> 00:38:47,454 And why does he turn otherwise good people into 322 00:38:47,453 --> 00:38:49,353 murderers in his name? 323 00:38:53,190 --> 00:38:54,260 You're funny. 324 00:38:54,258 --> 00:38:56,118 In what way? 325 00:38:56,126 --> 00:38:58,326 In a contradictory way. 326 00:38:59,227 --> 00:39:01,257 I'm not the first Muslim to drink. 327 00:39:01,263 --> 00:39:03,533 I'm not talking about a sneaky beer before Ramadan. 328 00:39:03,531 --> 00:39:04,961 You properly drink. 329 00:39:04,965 --> 00:39:07,525 You use this drug that harms you. 330 00:39:07,534 --> 00:39:09,234 You're talking about cognitive dissonance. 331 00:39:09,235 --> 00:39:11,965 Heroin dulls the pain, but it'll probably kill me. 332 00:39:11,971 --> 00:39:15,271 But that assumes that I see dissonance and not cognizance. 333 00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:26,080 I need to use the powder room. 334 00:40:07,317 --> 00:40:09,117 Are you tired? 335 00:40:15,088 --> 00:40:17,958 I'm not ready for tomorrow to come yet. 336 00:40:23,728 --> 00:40:26,128 Come to bed with me. 337 00:40:32,269 --> 00:40:35,339 I used to live in a place like this. 338 00:40:36,072 --> 00:40:38,512 I used to sleep in a bed like that. 339 00:40:40,374 --> 00:40:41,614 I was married. 340 00:40:41,609 --> 00:40:43,239 It's alright, Hannah. 341 00:40:43,243 --> 00:40:45,513 I know it's fucking alright. 342 00:40:49,380 --> 00:40:51,210 He was a surgeon. 343 00:40:51,216 --> 00:40:55,646 He enlisted in the reserves after 9/11. 344 00:40:55,653 --> 00:40:58,053 And then someone came to my house and told me he 345 00:40:58,055 --> 00:41:02,015 was gone, just like that. 346 00:41:02,025 --> 00:41:05,355 The coffee in my hand was still warm when he was gone. 347 00:41:06,194 --> 00:41:10,164 He was killed in terrorist attack on a military checkpoint. 348 00:41:19,037 --> 00:41:21,507 I didn't know how to be in the world without him 349 00:41:24,375 --> 00:41:27,005 and now I've made such a mess. 350 00:41:29,579 --> 00:41:32,609 I don't know how to be in the world at all. 351 00:41:36,752 --> 00:41:39,422 It'll be different this time. 352 00:41:39,422 --> 00:41:42,222 It'll be exactly the same this time. 353 00:42:30,398 --> 00:42:31,828 Hannah? 354 00:42:36,269 --> 00:42:37,139 Hannah. 355 00:42:37,137 --> 00:42:38,567 Please, don't come in. 356 00:43:50,873 --> 00:43:54,843 Oh, this is bad. 357 00:43:54,844 --> 00:43:57,484 This is bad. Something's wrong. 358 00:43:57,479 --> 00:43:59,349 I've done with before. I'm telling you this. 359 00:43:59,347 --> 00:44:00,877 I'm telling you something is wrong. 360 00:44:00,881 --> 00:44:03,181 You know people hemorrhage from this. 361 00:44:03,183 --> 00:44:04,823 You know you can have a fucking aneurysm from this. 362 00:44:04,817 --> 00:44:08,487 I can't just fucking die in here. 363 00:44:08,487 --> 00:44:10,587 You've come so far, Hannah. We're nearly there. 364 00:44:10,589 --> 00:44:13,919 We are nowhere. I'm the only person here in pain. 365 00:44:14,658 --> 00:44:15,918 Fuck this! I can do what I choose! 366 00:44:15,926 --> 00:44:17,486 I choose out. 367 00:44:17,494 --> 00:44:20,294 I choose out and you can fucking stop me. 368 00:44:20,296 --> 00:44:21,396 You're right, I can't stop you. 369 00:44:21,397 --> 00:44:22,757 That's right! You can't stop me! 370 00:44:22,765 --> 00:44:25,425 You're right, I can't stop you. 371 00:44:29,803 --> 00:44:31,543 Sleep would help. 372 00:45:32,228 --> 00:45:33,728 I need to make some money. 373 00:45:33,730 --> 00:45:36,260 Will you be alright on your own? 374 00:45:50,344 --> 00:45:51,284 - Excuse me. - Yes. 375 00:45:51,279 --> 00:45:52,679 I was watching you play. 376 00:45:52,680 --> 00:45:54,480 You're... You're good. 377 00:45:54,481 --> 00:45:55,881 I mean, it was really something. 378 00:45:55,882 --> 00:45:57,252 Thank you. 379 00:45:58,717 --> 00:45:59,917 My pleasure. 380 00:46:03,253 --> 00:46:04,753 What do you want? 381 00:46:05,756 --> 00:46:10,426 So I was talking to those uh, those uh, guys over 382 00:46:10,427 --> 00:46:14,897 there and they said that they'd seen you with her. 383 00:46:15,897 --> 00:46:18,767 This is my daughter, Hannah. 384 00:46:19,833 --> 00:46:20,733 Is this your... 385 00:46:20,734 --> 00:46:21,904 Is that your girlfriend? 386 00:46:21,901 --> 00:46:23,401 I'm not with anyone. 387 00:46:23,402 --> 00:46:25,302 I don't know your daughter. I'm sorry. 388 00:46:25,303 --> 00:46:26,803 This is really important to me. 389 00:46:26,804 --> 00:46:28,504 Would you look again please, sir? 390 00:46:28,505 --> 00:46:29,995 Just... I'm sure she's changed. 391 00:46:30,006 --> 00:46:32,266 It's an older picture, but I would think you could 392 00:46:32,274 --> 00:46:35,814 Please, just would you please just look at it again. 393 00:46:35,810 --> 00:46:37,040 I don't need to. 394 00:46:37,044 --> 00:46:39,644 Those men just took your money. 395 00:46:48,853 --> 00:46:50,423 I'm sorry to bother you. I... 396 00:46:59,829 --> 00:47:03,299 No, no. You see, no, I'm sorry. I don't buy it. 397 00:47:03,999 --> 00:47:05,829 I don't buy it. 398 00:47:05,835 --> 00:47:07,595 And I'll tell you why, I've been out west. 399 00:47:07,603 --> 00:47:10,673 And I retired out there a few years ago. 400 00:47:10,672 --> 00:47:12,612 But every month for the past three and a half years, 401 00:47:12,607 --> 00:47:16,337 I've been coming back here to look for my daughter. 402 00:47:16,344 --> 00:47:18,384 And I can't tell you how many false leads I've got. 403 00:47:18,379 --> 00:47:19,979 You know, let's of people lie to you to take your 404 00:47:19,980 --> 00:47:22,710 money, but nobody ever said that guy over there, 405 00:47:22,716 --> 00:47:25,776 right over there, he knows your daughter. 406 00:47:25,785 --> 00:47:30,445 Because then I'd go back and I'd come and get my money. 407 00:47:30,988 --> 00:47:32,718 So I believe you do know her. 408 00:47:34,391 --> 00:47:36,591 So I'm gonna ask you a favor. 409 00:47:38,927 --> 00:47:40,457 Okay, this is Jake. 410 00:47:40,462 --> 00:47:42,462 This is Jake. 411 00:47:44,097 --> 00:47:46,357 He needs his mother. 412 00:47:48,500 --> 00:47:50,770 I'm sorry for your trouble. 413 00:47:50,769 --> 00:47:55,069 Really, I don't know her. 414 00:48:05,081 --> 00:48:08,951 you can change the colors of the lights. 415 00:48:12,018 --> 00:48:15,718 That's not faith by the way, it's willpower. 416 00:48:15,722 --> 00:48:17,462 You would say God can change the colors. 417 00:48:17,457 --> 00:48:19,357 I'm saying we can. 418 00:48:20,558 --> 00:48:23,028 - Come on, try with me. - No. 419 00:48:23,028 --> 00:48:24,958 Didn't God tell us to try everything once? 420 00:48:24,963 --> 00:48:26,003 No, he didn't. 421 00:48:25,997 --> 00:48:30,897 Because some things are just wrong. 422 00:48:30,901 --> 00:48:32,431 Hmm. 423 00:48:33,501 --> 00:48:37,141 So he covered the earth in highly addictive and 424 00:48:37,138 --> 00:48:40,368 highly yummy heroin, but we're not supposed to use it. 425 00:48:40,374 --> 00:48:43,784 Despite it growing naturally on his earth. 426 00:48:43,777 --> 00:48:44,937 That's right. 427 00:48:44,944 --> 00:48:48,884 What a sneaky little prankster God is. 428 00:48:52,549 --> 00:48:53,549 Are you concentrating? 429 00:48:53,551 --> 00:48:55,881 Stop now. 430 00:48:55,886 --> 00:48:59,716 Shame on you. 431 00:49:02,823 --> 00:49:05,933 You have a child and he has nothing. 432 00:49:05,927 --> 00:49:08,757 No mother, no father, and for what? 433 00:49:08,763 --> 00:49:10,063 Because you are broken? 434 00:49:10,064 --> 00:49:11,934 Look at the photograph. 435 00:49:11,932 --> 00:49:16,472 You have never seen a boy who looks more alone. 436 00:49:16,469 --> 00:49:17,069 Look at him! 437 00:49:17,069 --> 00:49:18,939 My grief is many things. 438 00:49:18,937 --> 00:49:21,837 It has made me behave in ways that I regret and in 439 00:49:21,839 --> 00:49:23,739 ways that I do not fully understand yet, 440 00:49:23,740 --> 00:49:25,870 but the one thing I know it is overwhelming my 441 00:49:25,875 --> 00:49:27,435 fucking business. 442 00:49:27,443 --> 00:49:28,643 Talk to me. 443 00:49:28,644 --> 00:49:30,844 Tell me, how could you do this? 444 00:49:30,846 --> 00:49:33,546 - Who are you? - Who am I? 445 00:49:33,548 --> 00:49:36,178 I am a woman with a murdered husband, a heroin 446 00:49:36,183 --> 00:49:38,883 addiction, and a child that I haven't been a mother to. 447 00:49:38,885 --> 00:49:41,145 Who the fuck are you? 448 00:49:42,086 --> 00:49:43,986 You know everything about me. 449 00:49:43,988 --> 00:49:47,088 You've left me with no shade, and meanwhile, 450 00:49:47,091 --> 00:49:50,691 I know not one fucking thing about you. 451 00:49:50,694 --> 00:49:51,764 Not a thing. 452 00:49:51,761 --> 00:49:55,461 Who the fuck are you? 453 00:49:57,431 --> 00:49:59,531 You don't want to know who I am. 454 00:49:59,534 --> 00:50:01,904 I think I do. 455 00:50:04,638 --> 00:50:08,708 I come from a place more violent than you can imagine. 456 00:50:08,709 --> 00:50:10,479 Yes. 457 00:50:11,043 --> 00:50:14,683 I watched my wife pulled from under our bed. 458 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:20,220 Raped and murdered while I hid in a cupboard with our son. 459 00:50:20,218 --> 00:50:24,118 The whole time she looked at me and I looked at her. 460 00:50:24,121 --> 00:50:28,221 My hand still over my Ibrahim's mouth. 461 00:50:28,225 --> 00:50:30,225 After, we ran to the streets to hide in a 462 00:50:30,227 --> 00:50:35,857 crowd, but in that crowd, a bullet chose my son. 463 00:50:37,098 --> 00:50:40,928 I'd given anything to be with him again. 464 00:50:40,936 --> 00:50:44,796 I'd give anything to see my boy again. 465 00:50:46,138 --> 00:50:49,068 That's why I don't understand you. 466 00:51:00,985 --> 00:51:03,785 - I'm sorry, Tahir. - I am not finished. 467 00:51:06,656 --> 00:51:08,656 Alright. 468 00:51:10,660 --> 00:51:14,830 At the funeral, a man came to me and he said, Tahir, 469 00:51:14,831 --> 00:51:21,271 Islam is a beautiful flower, but sometimes it needs thorns. 470 00:51:23,170 --> 00:51:25,700 The next day I joined Boko Haram. 471 00:51:27,206 --> 00:51:30,706 What... what is Boko Haram? 472 00:51:30,710 --> 00:51:34,750 I became a murderer of women and children. 473 00:51:37,014 --> 00:51:39,254 I burnt churches. 474 00:51:39,250 --> 00:51:44,720 I burnt schools, police stations, military checkpoints. 475 00:51:44,721 --> 00:51:46,891 That's who I am. 476 00:51:46,889 --> 00:51:51,289 I watched people burn and for nothing. 477 00:51:51,293 --> 00:51:53,863 I watched people die like your husband. 478 00:51:56,296 --> 00:51:58,796 There is no peace in it, Hannah. 479 00:53:01,659 --> 00:53:03,659 Hannah, I'm sorry. 480 00:53:06,796 --> 00:53:08,126 Please no. 481 00:53:09,664 --> 00:53:11,264 Don't. 482 00:53:16,803 --> 00:53:19,773 You can get back to your life, Hannah. 483 00:53:21,373 --> 00:53:23,973 You can have it all back. 484 00:53:34,051 --> 00:53:36,921 Please don't. 485 00:55:26,892 --> 00:55:30,192 I recognize that I need something different. 486 00:55:30,962 --> 00:55:35,802 I tried to disappear, 487 00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,030 but my son held me in life. 488 00:55:42,138 --> 00:55:44,938 What I did is unforgivable. 489 00:55:50,144 --> 00:55:52,284 Can you help me get back to him? 490 00:55:53,446 --> 00:55:55,976 Who are you? 491 00:57:17,593 --> 00:57:20,393 God, grant me the serenity to accept 492 00:57:20,396 --> 00:57:23,926 the things I cannot change, courage to change 493 00:57:23,932 --> 00:57:28,332 the things I can, and wisdom to know the difference. 494 00:57:28,336 --> 00:57:29,896 Alright, thanks for sharing everybody. 495 00:57:29,904 --> 00:57:31,144 Thank you. 496 00:57:31,138 --> 00:57:33,038 Now remember, this is your rooms y'all. 497 00:57:33,039 --> 00:57:34,609 Keep coming back. 498 00:57:34,607 --> 00:57:37,907 It works if you work it, right? 499 00:57:38,576 --> 00:57:40,476 Oh, oh, excuse me. 500 00:57:40,478 --> 00:57:42,008 Hey, hun. 501 00:57:42,012 --> 00:57:43,242 Where you running off to in such a hurry? 502 00:57:43,246 --> 00:57:44,846 - I have that extension. - Oh, good. 503 00:57:44,847 --> 00:57:48,077 it to the landlord before he clocks off at six. 504 00:57:48,083 --> 00:57:49,383 Otherwise we're gonna be out on our ear. 505 00:57:49,384 --> 00:57:52,554 Alright, you run off, but I want you to think about 506 00:57:52,553 --> 00:57:53,923 sharing sometime, okay? 507 00:57:53,921 --> 00:57:55,851 - Okay, I will. See ya! - See ya. 508 00:57:55,856 --> 00:57:56,416 Thanks for coming. 509 00:57:56,423 --> 00:57:57,463 Thanks, Franklin. 510 00:57:57,457 --> 00:57:58,417 Take care. 511 00:57:58,424 --> 00:57:59,624 Thanks for sharing, too. 512 00:58:19,474 --> 00:58:20,444 How'd it go? 513 00:58:20,442 --> 00:58:23,482 She was incredibly nice. 514 00:58:23,478 --> 00:58:26,648 She gave us a ten day extension while our case is reviewed. 515 00:58:26,647 --> 00:58:29,607 Which she reminded me would be denied because 516 00:58:29,616 --> 00:58:33,876 you don't have your papers and we're not married, but 517 00:58:33,886 --> 00:58:37,646 with the storm coming, I don't know. 518 00:58:37,656 --> 00:58:40,386 She chose to be nice. 519 00:58:41,258 --> 00:58:43,058 She even let me sign for you when I told her 520 00:58:43,060 --> 00:58:44,490 how sick you were. 521 00:58:45,927 --> 00:58:47,657 You should've seen Terry's face downstairs when I 522 00:58:47,663 --> 00:58:50,003 handed him the extension letters. 523 00:58:50,664 --> 00:58:52,134 I thought he was gonna break his teeth, 524 00:58:52,133 --> 00:58:54,433 he clenched his jaw so tight. 525 00:58:56,102 --> 00:58:58,302 How are you feeling? 526 00:58:58,305 --> 00:59:00,195 I've been better I think. 527 00:59:01,941 --> 00:59:04,541 I'm gonna make you a bowl of hot water in the steamer. 528 00:59:05,309 --> 00:59:07,339 So what are we going to do? We need a plan. 529 00:59:07,345 --> 00:59:09,075 We have a plan. 530 00:59:09,080 --> 00:59:11,150 We're gonna get you well and then I'm gonna find us 531 00:59:11,148 --> 00:59:13,578 a place to move to in ten days time. 532 00:59:13,583 --> 00:59:15,023 And then in three weeks, I'll have finished my 533 00:59:15,017 --> 00:59:17,247 internship and I can get a proper job. 534 00:59:17,252 --> 00:59:20,122 So if we cannot find a place in ten days, I will 535 00:59:20,121 --> 00:59:22,191 - go to a men's shelter. - No, we stick together. 536 00:59:22,189 --> 00:59:23,589 And you will go to a woman's shelter. 537 00:59:23,590 --> 00:59:26,620 Why you trying to get rid of me before I've even tried? 538 00:59:26,626 --> 00:59:29,356 I just need to know you are safe. 539 00:59:32,630 --> 00:59:34,500 Geez. 540 00:59:35,465 --> 00:59:38,125 Like a grumpy old man. 541 00:59:44,640 --> 00:59:46,540 C'mon, grumpy. 542 00:59:57,084 --> 00:59:58,454 Put your head down. 543 01:00:01,653 --> 01:00:03,953 How do you feel today? 544 01:00:03,956 --> 01:00:05,416 Did you make your meeting? 545 01:00:05,424 --> 01:00:09,734 I nearly missed though because of the whole extension thing. 546 01:00:09,728 --> 01:00:11,158 You can't afford to miss, Hannah. 547 01:00:11,162 --> 01:00:13,332 I didn't miss. 548 01:00:13,330 --> 01:00:15,230 I'll tell you what I can't afford. 549 01:00:15,231 --> 01:00:16,961 I can't afford to spend a winter in a women's 550 01:00:16,966 --> 01:00:19,126 shelter around a bunch of addicts. 551 01:00:21,368 --> 01:00:23,528 Maybe you are ready to go home. 552 01:00:26,971 --> 01:00:28,241 Would you come? 553 01:00:35,745 --> 01:00:38,075 I'm not ready yet. 554 01:00:40,215 --> 01:00:43,345 When I go home to him, I want it to be for good this time. 555 01:00:46,454 --> 01:00:48,224 That's funny. 556 01:00:49,556 --> 01:00:53,086 To say I realized I can see the future. 557 01:00:53,093 --> 01:00:58,363 I don't mean in a paranormal way, I hadn't 558 01:00:58,364 --> 01:01:05,274 given it much thought in a while, but then today 559 01:01:05,270 --> 01:01:09,640 I was able to see myself back with Jake. 560 01:01:12,108 --> 01:01:15,138 And then I saw him a little older. 561 01:01:15,145 --> 01:01:18,445 He was walking down a street somewhere. 562 01:01:19,648 --> 01:01:22,578 He was holding hands with you. 563 01:01:23,284 --> 01:01:25,724 I saw us at his graduation. 564 01:01:28,354 --> 01:01:32,164 Tahir, I saw us old together. 565 01:01:33,324 --> 01:01:35,294 Can you imagine? 566 01:01:36,593 --> 01:01:39,633 I haven't been able to see past the day in so long. 567 01:01:39,630 --> 01:01:47,670 And I just thought about what we would do and 568 01:01:47,671 --> 01:01:49,541 where we would go. 569 01:01:51,273 --> 01:01:53,113 It was nice, you know? 570 01:01:55,409 --> 01:01:57,139 Simple. 571 01:01:59,312 --> 01:02:01,752 But it felt like there was magic in it. 572 01:02:03,281 --> 01:02:05,181 Like I could move the horizon. 573 01:02:10,753 --> 01:02:12,693 Mister, um... 574 01:02:12,689 --> 01:02:13,419 Mister... 575 01:02:13,423 --> 01:02:14,523 Abdi. 576 01:02:14,524 --> 01:02:16,724 Abdi had a chronic asthmatic attack 577 01:02:16,726 --> 01:02:19,386 which is probably due to a combination of the flu 578 01:02:19,395 --> 01:02:23,655 that you say he was suffering from and perhaps the dust from 579 01:02:23,665 --> 01:02:28,225 It's not impossible that the steam you say he was 580 01:02:28,236 --> 01:02:30,696 inhaling acted as a trigger for the asthma attack. 581 01:02:30,705 --> 01:02:34,405 It's rare, but we do see that sometimes, too. 582 01:02:34,408 --> 01:02:36,438 But he is stable now. 583 01:02:36,443 --> 01:02:38,343 We have him on a breather mask and it's supplying 584 01:02:38,344 --> 01:02:40,344 him with oxygen and albuterol. 585 01:02:40,346 --> 01:02:42,146 And he's also taking a steroid. 586 01:02:42,147 --> 01:02:43,247 It's called prednisone. 587 01:02:43,248 --> 01:02:44,548 It's to help him breathe. 588 01:02:44,549 --> 01:02:47,319 one of the cortical steroids. 589 01:02:47,318 --> 01:02:51,618 It mimics the adrenal gland and acts as an anti-inflammatory. 590 01:02:51,622 --> 01:02:55,562 But he'll be fine, right? 591 01:02:55,559 --> 01:02:56,619 Oh, he'll be fine. 592 01:02:56,626 --> 01:02:58,656 Okay. 593 01:02:58,661 --> 01:03:00,391 - Thank you. Thank you. - You're very welcome. 594 01:03:00,396 --> 01:03:03,226 - I just... - Can I stay with him? 595 01:03:03,232 --> 01:03:05,302 Um... 596 01:03:05,300 --> 01:03:07,130 Are you married? 597 01:03:08,101 --> 01:03:09,731 We're together. 598 01:03:09,736 --> 01:03:11,736 Um... 599 01:03:11,738 --> 01:03:14,508 What Mr. Abdi needs right now is rest. 600 01:03:14,507 --> 01:03:16,407 I think it's best if you come back tomorrow 601 01:03:16,408 --> 01:03:18,268 during visiting hours. 602 01:03:18,276 --> 01:03:19,806 - I understand. - Okay? 603 01:03:19,810 --> 01:03:21,540 - Thank you. - You're welcome. 604 01:03:39,127 --> 01:03:41,357 Did I miss curfew? 605 01:03:41,363 --> 01:03:44,633 Terry. 606 01:03:44,632 --> 01:03:48,732 Oh, it's not curfew. Your status is changed. 607 01:03:48,736 --> 01:03:51,196 Excuse me? 608 01:03:51,205 --> 01:03:54,835 Your status has changed. 609 01:03:54,841 --> 01:03:56,411 I have a room for two people. 610 01:03:56,409 --> 01:03:58,639 You are no longer two people. 611 01:03:58,644 --> 01:04:02,254 You received the extension notice that I gave you 612 01:04:02,247 --> 01:04:05,477 - that was signed... - For two people. 613 01:04:05,483 --> 01:04:10,293 I'm sorry, but I cannot in good conscience give you the room. 614 01:04:10,287 --> 01:04:12,787 Why are you doing this? 615 01:04:12,789 --> 01:04:14,859 Is that room even occupied? 616 01:04:14,857 --> 01:04:16,917 You're missing the point, Hannah. 617 01:04:19,460 --> 01:04:22,230 Evil minded, you know that, Terry? 618 01:04:22,728 --> 01:04:25,458 What happened to you, huh? 619 01:04:25,465 --> 01:04:28,325 Whatever happened to make you such an asshole? 620 01:04:28,334 --> 01:04:30,304 Whatever it was I hope it fucking hurt. 621 01:04:30,302 --> 01:04:32,242 I hope it wakes you up at night haunted, 622 01:04:32,237 --> 01:04:34,567 you sad fucking sadist. 623 01:04:34,572 --> 01:04:35,672 Enjoy the streets, Hannah. 624 01:04:35,673 --> 01:04:38,573 Go fuck yourself, Terry. 625 01:04:51,352 --> 01:04:52,822 Excuse me, miss. 626 01:04:55,922 --> 01:04:57,692 Excuse me, miss. 627 01:04:59,258 --> 01:05:01,628 Have you been through triage? 628 01:05:02,661 --> 01:05:06,961 Sorry, uh, no, I'm not a patient. 629 01:05:06,966 --> 01:05:09,366 I'm sorry, miss, but you're gonna have to leave. 630 01:05:09,368 --> 01:05:10,828 My boyfriend's here. 631 01:05:10,836 --> 01:05:13,236 Upstairs. 632 01:05:15,372 --> 01:05:18,442 I don't have anywhere else to go. 633 01:05:18,442 --> 01:05:20,982 It's past curfew at the shelters. 634 01:05:24,846 --> 01:05:26,676 Did you say your husband? 635 01:05:28,616 --> 01:05:30,316 Your next of kin, right? 636 01:05:32,852 --> 01:05:34,892 Yeah, my husband, that's right. 637 01:05:34,888 --> 01:05:37,718 Well, okay then. 638 01:05:37,724 --> 01:05:40,394 Just for tonight. 639 01:05:40,393 --> 01:05:41,963 I don't wanna see you here tomorrow night. 640 01:05:41,961 --> 01:05:43,361 I'm not. 641 01:05:43,362 --> 01:05:45,902 I will throw you out. 642 01:05:45,897 --> 01:05:47,797 Thank you. Thank you so much. 643 01:06:07,913 --> 01:06:10,013 - Hi. - Hey! 644 01:06:12,649 --> 01:06:14,519 Sorry I haven't been here. 645 01:06:14,518 --> 01:06:16,448 I've been running around all day. 646 01:06:18,954 --> 01:06:20,824 Where did you sleep? 647 01:06:23,357 --> 01:06:25,727 I'm trying to sort out the Terry thing. 648 01:06:25,727 --> 01:06:28,027 I don't think it's gonna work out. 649 01:06:29,462 --> 01:06:30,902 Do you have a place for tonight? 650 01:06:30,897 --> 01:06:32,497 Yeah! 651 01:06:32,498 --> 01:06:34,598 I found a placement. It was hard though. 652 01:06:34,600 --> 01:06:36,030 Everything's booked up because of the storm 653 01:06:36,034 --> 01:06:37,834 so I can't even stay long, but... 654 01:06:37,835 --> 01:06:39,425 Get going. 655 01:06:39,436 --> 01:06:41,566 You don't want to miss curfew. 656 01:06:43,971 --> 01:06:46,311 Asshole. 657 01:06:46,307 --> 01:06:48,337 You fucking scared me. 658 01:06:50,444 --> 01:06:53,614 I won't have too much longer. 659 01:06:53,613 --> 01:06:56,283 They're letting me go tomorrow. 660 01:06:57,982 --> 01:07:00,322 We've been observing him for three days. 661 01:07:00,318 --> 01:07:02,748 He's ambulant and he's well enough to leave the hospital. 662 01:07:02,753 --> 01:07:04,923 If he continues to take his medication off-site. 663 01:07:04,921 --> 01:07:06,051 - Really? - Mhm. 664 01:07:06,055 --> 01:07:08,755 Because it's twenty degrees outside. 665 01:07:08,757 --> 01:07:11,957 And by the way, you are required to treat everyone 666 01:07:11,960 --> 01:07:13,790 regardless of the immigration status. 667 01:07:13,795 --> 01:07:15,355 This has nothing to do with his status as an 668 01:07:15,363 --> 01:07:16,603 illegal immigrant. 669 01:07:16,597 --> 01:07:18,497 We've looked after him well. 670 01:07:18,498 --> 01:07:19,798 He has had great care. 671 01:07:19,799 --> 01:07:21,029 He is simply well enough to leave the hospital. 672 01:07:21,033 --> 01:07:23,473 Excuse me! It's a crock of shit. I'm sorry. 673 01:07:23,468 --> 01:07:25,068 You know it. You know it's about a bed. 674 01:07:25,069 --> 01:07:30,369 I'm sorry. What qualifies you to make that prognosis? 675 01:07:30,374 --> 01:07:31,744 You don't have to be a doctor to see that he's 676 01:07:31,742 --> 01:07:32,812 not well enough to leave. 677 01:07:32,809 --> 01:07:34,879 Actually, yes, you do. 678 01:07:34,877 --> 01:07:37,307 I spent four years as an undergraduate. 679 01:07:37,312 --> 01:07:40,482 Four years in med school, three years in residency, 680 01:07:40,481 --> 01:07:42,011 and a further two in fellowship. 681 01:07:42,015 --> 01:07:44,475 All of which makes me a quote unquote doctor. 682 01:07:44,484 --> 01:07:48,394 And in my opinion, this patient, Tahir Abdi, is 683 01:07:48,387 --> 01:07:51,547 fit and well enough to leave this hospital. 684 01:07:59,828 --> 01:08:01,398 I got stuck at the hospital. 685 01:08:01,397 --> 01:08:02,827 I'm sorry, Hannah. 686 01:08:02,831 --> 01:08:04,501 It's just regulation. 687 01:08:04,499 --> 01:08:07,029 It was curfew and there was still a line of people. 688 01:08:07,034 --> 01:08:08,634 I'm not allowed to hold your bed. 689 01:08:08,635 --> 01:08:10,495 I know. I know. 690 01:08:10,503 --> 01:08:11,843 Just stay calm. 691 01:08:11,837 --> 01:08:12,967 Let me make a phone call. 692 01:08:12,971 --> 01:08:16,511 See if I can find you a placement. 693 01:08:18,007 --> 01:08:18,937 Tracy? 694 01:08:18,942 --> 01:08:20,812 Did she speak to Tracy? 695 01:08:23,411 --> 01:08:25,551 I don't know. 696 01:08:25,547 --> 01:08:26,507 Okay. 697 01:08:26,514 --> 01:08:27,954 Well, go have a seat. 698 01:08:27,948 --> 01:08:30,718 I'll go see what I can find out. 699 01:08:46,429 --> 01:08:50,029 I don't know who she spoke to, but we are definitely 700 01:08:50,032 --> 01:08:51,872 full to the bursting. 701 01:08:51,867 --> 01:08:54,927 But I found you a place at the 702 01:08:54,936 --> 01:08:57,896 Tillary Street Women's Shelter. 703 01:08:57,905 --> 01:08:59,565 In Brooklyn? 704 01:09:00,839 --> 01:09:02,839 Okay, so I gotta get to Brooklyn. 705 01:09:02,842 --> 01:09:05,982 It was the only thing I could find. 706 01:09:05,978 --> 01:09:11,048 Usually our van would be here to, uh, take you over 707 01:09:11,049 --> 01:09:14,849 there, but because of the storm. 708 01:09:16,686 --> 01:09:20,456 Uh, look, here. 709 01:09:20,457 --> 01:09:25,087 You're gonna wanna take the R to um, Jay Street. 710 01:10:02,829 --> 01:10:05,159 You look freezing. 711 01:10:05,165 --> 01:10:06,925 I've got reason to. 712 01:10:08,466 --> 01:10:10,826 Don't you have anywhere to go? 713 01:10:10,836 --> 01:10:13,596 Nope, not tonight. 714 01:10:13,605 --> 01:10:16,065 Ugh, it's a rough night to be out. 715 01:10:16,074 --> 01:10:19,214 It's not fit to walk a dog in. 716 01:10:22,545 --> 01:10:26,005 My daughter's about your age. 717 01:10:26,016 --> 01:10:28,916 Oh, yeah? 718 01:10:28,918 --> 01:10:30,978 What's her name? 719 01:10:32,753 --> 01:10:35,693 Listen, I can't let you in here. 720 01:10:35,690 --> 01:10:38,720 They have cameras all over the lobby and it's more 721 01:10:38,726 --> 01:10:40,656 than my job is worth, but if you go around the 722 01:10:40,661 --> 01:10:43,731 block, I can let you in the back and you can sleep 723 01:10:43,730 --> 01:10:45,830 in the boiler room. 724 01:10:45,832 --> 01:10:46,832 Really? 725 01:10:46,833 --> 01:10:48,473 Yeah, really. 726 01:10:48,467 --> 01:10:51,197 So I'll meet you around back. 727 01:10:51,203 --> 01:10:54,543 Okay? It's a big, green metal door. 728 01:10:54,539 --> 01:10:56,039 - Okay. - Okay. 729 01:11:05,849 --> 01:11:08,579 Oh, you're welcome very much. 730 01:11:08,585 --> 01:11:11,215 Couldn't have you get to your death out there, could we? 731 01:11:16,090 --> 01:11:18,490 I'm sorry. It's not much. 732 01:11:18,493 --> 01:11:22,063 Oh, no. It's perfect, honestly. 733 01:11:22,063 --> 01:11:24,833 There's more blankets in there. 734 01:11:24,832 --> 01:11:26,902 It's so kind of you, really. 735 01:11:28,200 --> 01:11:30,770 I'm beginning to feel my feet again. 736 01:11:36,907 --> 01:11:39,037 What are you expecting? 737 01:11:39,043 --> 01:11:42,643 Oh, well, now I'm embarrassed. 738 01:11:42,646 --> 01:11:46,776 Um, I mean you're getting a bed for the night 739 01:11:46,783 --> 01:11:49,083 so we don't have to... 740 01:11:49,085 --> 01:11:53,145 But you know, this is New York. 741 01:11:53,155 --> 01:11:55,815 It's not a something for nothing town. 742 01:12:14,873 --> 01:12:15,973 Look. 743 01:12:15,975 --> 01:12:18,535 Let me look at your face. 744 01:12:33,724 --> 01:12:35,694 Mary. 745 01:12:43,031 --> 01:12:46,101 My daughter's name is Mary. 746 01:12:46,101 --> 01:12:49,301 You asked earlier. 747 01:12:49,304 --> 01:12:52,104 She married a real clean guy. 748 01:12:52,106 --> 01:12:54,336 They live out in Jersey City. 749 01:12:56,608 --> 01:12:59,138 Three kids. 750 01:13:04,914 --> 01:13:08,754 Listen, I need you out of here by five. 751 01:13:08,752 --> 01:13:12,722 Five-fifteen at the latest, okay? 752 01:13:12,722 --> 01:13:14,662 I'll wake you up at four forty-five. 753 01:13:14,657 --> 01:13:16,057 I'll bring you a coffee. 754 01:13:17,691 --> 01:13:21,861 Okay? 755 01:14:17,912 --> 01:14:20,012 Look, since you aren't married, the city is gonna 756 01:14:20,015 --> 01:14:22,345 give you a hard time if you want shelter together. 757 01:14:22,350 --> 01:14:25,080 We'll go to BAT to get you guys a placement, but for 758 01:14:25,086 --> 01:14:27,146 the best chance, we need to gather some documents 759 01:14:27,154 --> 01:14:31,694 and that'll take a few days, maybe even a week. 760 01:14:31,691 --> 01:14:33,861 The best I can do right now is get you into 761 01:14:33,859 --> 01:14:36,159 separate shelters for men and women. 762 01:14:36,161 --> 01:14:39,431 He couldn't get into a shelter. 763 01:14:39,430 --> 01:14:45,070 They said he was a risk and disturbance with his 764 01:14:45,068 --> 01:14:48,368 coughing so they sent him back to the hospital who 765 01:14:48,371 --> 01:14:51,741 Yeah, I see it all the time. 766 01:14:51,741 --> 01:14:54,681 People push back and forth between shelter and hospital. 767 01:14:54,677 --> 01:14:57,237 And finally, they give up. 768 01:14:58,145 --> 01:15:00,275 It's just not an option. 769 01:15:01,314 --> 01:15:05,884 He can't be on the streets right now. 770 01:15:08,152 --> 01:15:10,722 That's why we really need a place where I can look 771 01:15:10,722 --> 01:15:13,122 - after him. - Okay. 772 01:15:14,257 --> 01:15:17,187 Look, we will do everything we can, 773 01:15:17,194 --> 01:15:19,464 but there's just no place I can get you both into 774 01:15:19,462 --> 01:15:21,302 tonight as a couple. 775 01:15:22,797 --> 01:15:25,757 Here's a list of some of the documents we'll need. 776 01:15:28,000 --> 01:15:30,330 And in the meantime, I can arrange a place for you to 777 01:15:30,336 --> 01:15:31,766 stay tonight on your own. 778 01:15:40,275 --> 01:15:41,335 - Hey. - Hey. 779 01:15:41,343 --> 01:15:43,413 - I got you a sandwich. - Cool. 780 01:15:46,146 --> 01:15:48,076 - Any luck? - Nothing. 781 01:15:48,082 --> 01:15:50,782 Not even Abdul had space. 782 01:15:50,784 --> 01:15:52,424 You? 783 01:15:52,418 --> 01:15:55,118 Not even for yourself? 784 01:15:56,720 --> 01:15:58,450 No. 785 01:15:58,456 --> 01:15:59,816 I couldn't find anything. 786 01:15:59,824 --> 01:16:02,724 Not even for yourself, Hannah? 787 01:16:10,899 --> 01:16:12,429 I want you to go home. 788 01:16:12,434 --> 01:16:16,104 It would be easier for me if you were not here. 789 01:16:16,104 --> 01:16:17,804 How much medicine do you have left? 790 01:16:17,805 --> 01:16:19,805 Enough. 791 01:16:19,807 --> 01:16:21,407 I have enough. 792 01:16:29,114 --> 01:16:30,854 I know a place. 793 01:16:32,183 --> 01:16:34,423 I know a place we can go and stay together. 794 01:16:43,793 --> 01:16:46,193 We are very grateful. Thank you. 795 01:16:47,863 --> 01:16:51,533 I'm not so sure this is such a great idea. 796 01:16:53,868 --> 01:16:55,468 I mean, there was just one of you last time. 797 01:16:55,470 --> 01:16:58,900 It'll be the same as before. 798 01:16:58,906 --> 01:17:00,866 We'll be quiet. 799 01:17:03,008 --> 01:17:06,008 You'll be out of here every morning at five? 800 01:17:06,012 --> 01:17:08,152 Yes, sir. 801 01:17:08,147 --> 01:17:10,377 Thank you, sir. 802 01:17:10,382 --> 01:17:11,512 Okay. 803 01:17:11,516 --> 01:17:13,446 We'll try it. 804 01:17:13,451 --> 01:17:15,251 I'd sure like to help you people, but I don't wanna 805 01:17:15,252 --> 01:17:18,292 lose my job. You know... 806 01:17:24,325 --> 01:17:25,455 Where's your inhaler? 807 01:17:28,194 --> 01:17:30,034 Where is it? 808 01:17:34,366 --> 01:17:35,896 And the steroids? 809 01:17:39,170 --> 01:17:40,340 Okay. 810 01:17:41,203 --> 01:17:42,573 Alright. 811 01:17:43,104 --> 01:17:44,104 I'm here. 812 01:17:45,272 --> 01:17:46,512 I'm here. 813 01:17:47,540 --> 01:17:49,070 Breathe. Breathe. 814 01:17:50,008 --> 01:17:51,378 Exhale. 815 01:17:51,377 --> 01:17:53,577 Shh. 816 01:17:56,814 --> 01:17:58,284 Shh. 817 01:17:59,249 --> 01:18:01,379 It's gonna be okay. 818 01:18:32,481 --> 01:18:35,581 So this is fifty. 819 01:18:35,585 --> 01:18:38,585 This will cost you thirty-five and 820 01:18:38,588 --> 01:18:43,518 the steroids are two eighty-five. 821 01:18:43,525 --> 01:18:44,955 Two eighty-five. 822 01:18:46,592 --> 01:18:52,162 Um, you know I lost his insurance card. 823 01:18:52,164 --> 01:18:53,564 Is there any way that you could process it? 824 01:18:53,565 --> 01:18:55,995 I can't do anything without a prescription. 825 01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:58,570 Can you have your doctor call it in? 826 01:19:00,436 --> 01:19:03,466 What are the last four digits of his social? 827 01:19:16,517 --> 01:19:18,417 Hello? 828 01:19:19,285 --> 01:19:20,515 Hello? 829 01:19:20,520 --> 01:19:24,490 Hi, who's that? 830 01:19:24,490 --> 01:19:26,560 Jake. 831 01:19:26,558 --> 01:19:28,658 Who's this? 832 01:19:30,360 --> 01:19:32,630 Is your grandpa there? 833 01:19:32,629 --> 01:19:34,629 Gramp! 834 01:19:40,102 --> 01:19:44,042 Hello? 835 01:19:44,039 --> 01:19:45,139 Who is this? 836 01:19:45,140 --> 01:19:47,340 Hi, Dad. 837 01:19:48,041 --> 01:19:49,371 Hannah? 838 01:19:49,376 --> 01:19:51,976 Hannah, is that you? 839 01:19:51,978 --> 01:19:56,008 Are you coming home? Tell me you're coming home. 840 01:19:56,015 --> 01:19:58,215 I wanna come home, yeah. 841 01:19:58,217 --> 01:20:00,477 Well, where are you? I'll come get you! 842 01:20:01,485 --> 01:20:04,485 Um, I'm still in new York. 843 01:20:04,489 --> 01:20:05,619 That's great. 844 01:20:05,623 --> 01:20:07,593 I can be on a plane by tonight. 845 01:20:09,124 --> 01:20:13,234 No. No, you don't have to do that. Um... 846 01:20:15,662 --> 01:20:18,432 Maybe you can just wire the money for a train ticket. 847 01:20:20,632 --> 01:20:24,302 Hannah, you know I can't do that. 848 01:20:24,303 --> 01:20:27,373 Tell me where you are. I'll come and get you. 849 01:20:27,372 --> 01:20:29,942 I'm clean, Dad. 850 01:20:29,941 --> 01:20:34,111 No, I can't. I can't. I can't. 851 01:20:36,479 --> 01:20:39,449 Truth is, I need the money for my boyfriend. 852 01:20:39,449 --> 01:20:41,219 He's sick. 853 01:20:41,217 --> 01:20:42,447 He's run out of his meds. 854 01:20:42,451 --> 01:20:44,681 No, no, I can't wire you money. 855 01:20:44,686 --> 01:20:46,316 - I'm not using. - And you know why. 856 01:20:46,320 --> 01:20:48,590 - Well, you've said that. - I swear to God. 857 01:20:48,588 --> 01:20:50,188 It's been... It's been four months now. 858 01:20:50,189 --> 01:20:51,449 You've said this before, Hannah. 859 01:20:51,456 --> 01:20:53,556 I know, I know, I know I have and I know how it 860 01:20:53,558 --> 01:20:55,658 sounds, but I promise you this time it's true. 861 01:20:55,660 --> 01:20:58,290 Well, why did you lie to me about the train ticket? 862 01:20:58,295 --> 01:20:59,525 I don't know. I don't know. 863 01:20:59,529 --> 01:21:02,359 Stupid. I just... 864 01:21:02,365 --> 01:21:04,465 He's, he's... 865 01:21:04,467 --> 01:21:06,297 He needs his meds. 866 01:21:06,302 --> 01:21:09,672 He's so sick and I didn't think you'd believe me. 867 01:21:09,672 --> 01:21:12,342 They cost three hundred and seventy dollars. I... 868 01:21:12,341 --> 01:21:14,211 Well, if he's that ill then you should take him 869 01:21:14,209 --> 01:21:15,469 to a hospital. 870 01:21:15,476 --> 01:21:17,236 We've been. 871 01:21:18,544 --> 01:21:25,224 Look, dad, I know you shouldn't believe me. 872 01:21:25,218 --> 01:21:27,478 I know that I've given you no reason to. 873 01:21:29,086 --> 01:21:30,686 - I promise. - No, honey. You're lying. 874 01:21:30,688 --> 01:21:35,518 Please! Just this one more time. Please. 875 01:21:35,526 --> 01:21:37,326 This time it's true. 876 01:21:37,327 --> 01:21:40,257 I wanna believe you so much, Hannah. 877 01:21:40,263 --> 01:21:42,563 You can. 878 01:21:42,565 --> 01:21:45,025 Dad, you can. 879 01:21:45,034 --> 01:21:49,244 I just need a little bit of money and just a little 880 01:21:49,238 --> 01:21:51,398 bit more time and I'm gonna be home. 881 01:21:51,406 --> 01:21:54,666 If I give you money, then I'm part of the problem, Hannah. 882 01:21:54,675 --> 01:21:57,335 And I can't be part of the problem anymore. 883 01:21:57,344 --> 01:21:59,014 I can't help you, Hannah. 884 01:21:59,012 --> 01:22:01,312 I love you. 885 01:22:01,314 --> 01:22:05,054 - I can't help you. - I want help. 886 01:22:05,051 --> 01:22:07,281 I want help, Dad. 887 01:22:07,286 --> 01:22:08,586 Come see us. 888 01:22:08,587 --> 01:22:12,057 Come see us if you don't believe me. 889 01:22:12,057 --> 01:22:13,217 I love you. 890 01:22:13,224 --> 01:22:15,724 I love you. I love you, dad. 891 01:22:15,726 --> 01:22:18,186 I love you, dad. Don't go, please! 892 01:22:18,195 --> 01:22:19,655 I can't! 893 01:22:22,031 --> 01:22:23,261 Fuck! 894 01:22:43,183 --> 01:22:48,293 I, uh, put some cushions that I found in my garage 895 01:22:48,288 --> 01:22:50,488 in your place there. 896 01:22:50,490 --> 01:22:52,290 Thank you. 897 01:22:56,427 --> 01:22:59,597 I need some money for medication. 898 01:22:59,597 --> 01:23:01,327 Can you help me? 899 01:23:02,231 --> 01:23:06,501 Sure, how much do you need? 900 01:23:08,202 --> 01:23:11,442 Three hundred and seventy dollars. 901 01:23:11,439 --> 01:23:13,239 Okay. 902 01:23:15,174 --> 01:23:16,344 Okay. 903 01:23:19,410 --> 01:23:21,510 What does three seventy get me? 904 01:23:25,115 --> 01:23:27,615 Well, what do you expect for that? 905 01:23:27,618 --> 01:23:30,518 I don't wanna negotiate with myself, Hannah. 906 01:23:30,520 --> 01:23:33,290 You just tell me what you wanna do for it, and then 907 01:23:33,289 --> 01:23:36,289 we'll come to a compromise. 908 01:24:18,497 --> 01:24:22,167 Merry secular Christmas to you. 909 01:24:43,721 --> 01:24:46,461 How did you do this? 910 01:24:46,458 --> 01:24:47,658 However you mind. 911 01:24:47,659 --> 01:24:50,459 No, really. 912 01:24:50,461 --> 01:24:52,261 How did this happen? 913 01:24:52,262 --> 01:24:54,332 It's a Christmas miracle. 914 01:25:15,716 --> 01:25:18,676 Where did you get the money from, Hannah? 915 01:25:22,789 --> 01:25:24,219 It doesn't matter. 916 01:25:24,224 --> 01:25:26,424 Because it does. 917 01:25:28,659 --> 01:25:29,889 Don't be angry. 918 01:25:32,295 --> 01:25:34,795 I want us to be happy tonight. 919 01:25:34,798 --> 01:25:36,498 You're better. 920 01:25:38,533 --> 01:25:41,203 I need to know. 921 01:25:55,348 --> 01:25:57,248 I called my father and asked him to wire some 922 01:25:57,250 --> 01:25:58,820 money for a train ticket. 923 01:25:58,818 --> 01:26:00,978 Hannah, you should've bought the ticket. 924 01:26:00,986 --> 01:26:02,686 I called him back. 925 01:26:02,687 --> 01:26:05,547 I told him that I'd lied and explained to him why. 926 01:26:07,723 --> 01:26:09,493 He said tomorrow he's gonna wire the money for 927 01:26:09,492 --> 01:26:11,732 two tickets. 928 01:26:13,260 --> 01:26:15,490 I won't go alone, Tahir. 929 01:26:18,297 --> 01:26:20,257 I won't. 930 01:26:28,439 --> 01:26:33,439 Alright, tomorrow we will go. 931 01:26:40,616 --> 01:26:42,776 We're gonna live, Tahir. 932 01:26:42,785 --> 01:26:47,345 I mean really, really live. 933 01:27:11,478 --> 01:27:14,848 Tonight's our last night with you. 934 01:27:17,949 --> 01:27:20,879 You know there's another storm coming. 935 01:27:20,886 --> 01:27:22,886 We're going away. 936 01:27:22,888 --> 01:27:26,658 Oh, okay. 937 01:27:28,658 --> 01:27:30,518 I'll miss you. 938 01:27:32,960 --> 01:27:34,630 I mean it. 939 01:27:35,829 --> 01:27:37,929 I'll miss you. 940 01:27:39,966 --> 01:27:42,466 Where are you going? 941 01:27:42,469 --> 01:27:44,499 Out west. 942 01:27:46,605 --> 01:27:48,935 Beautiful. 943 01:27:51,075 --> 01:27:53,475 I need five hundred dollars. 944 01:28:04,720 --> 01:28:06,590 Hannah? 945 01:28:21,768 --> 01:28:23,938 Hannah. 946 01:29:34,601 --> 01:29:37,841 Not for me? 947 01:29:37,837 --> 01:29:39,967 You fucking bastard. 948 01:29:47,942 --> 01:29:49,812 No! 949 01:31:56,629 --> 01:31:57,759 Here. 950 01:31:57,764 --> 01:31:59,264 Eat. 951 01:31:59,265 --> 01:31:59,995 I'm not hungry. 952 01:31:59,999 --> 01:32:01,769 Just some soup? 953 01:32:01,767 --> 01:32:03,097 While it's warm. Please? 954 01:32:03,101 --> 01:32:04,971 Stop. 955 01:32:05,868 --> 01:32:08,238 Did you take your meds? 956 01:32:09,871 --> 01:32:11,741 - Tahir? - Yes. 957 01:32:14,208 --> 01:32:15,168 They're not helping? 958 01:32:15,176 --> 01:32:16,276 No. 959 01:32:16,277 --> 01:32:18,707 Okay, let's go to the hospital. Now. 960 01:32:18,712 --> 01:32:19,642 And then what? 961 01:32:19,646 --> 01:32:21,246 And then you'll get well. 962 01:32:21,247 --> 01:32:22,907 And then I go to prison. 963 01:32:22,915 --> 01:32:25,845 And you spend the rest of your life waiting for me. 964 01:32:25,851 --> 01:32:27,951 Don't! 965 01:32:27,953 --> 01:32:31,123 We've tried too hard for you to do this. 966 01:32:31,122 --> 01:32:35,762 Hannah, I want you to go home. 967 01:32:36,959 --> 01:32:38,729 I won't leave you. 968 01:32:39,661 --> 01:32:42,831 Listen to me, Hannah. 969 01:32:44,765 --> 01:32:48,265 I have a chance to one good thing with my life. 970 01:32:49,635 --> 01:32:51,935 Let me do it. 971 01:32:53,938 --> 01:32:56,008 Lie down. 972 01:32:56,007 --> 01:32:58,007 Come, Hannah. 973 01:32:58,009 --> 01:33:00,179 Please come, Hannah. 974 01:33:01,677 --> 01:33:03,007 Come. 975 01:33:04,012 --> 01:33:05,282 Hannah. 976 01:33:09,716 --> 01:33:11,016 Lie Down. 977 01:33:18,957 --> 01:33:20,987 Go home to your family 978 01:33:22,360 --> 01:33:25,930 and I'll go home to mine. 979 01:33:28,998 --> 01:33:35,138 Last night I dreamt Ibriham put his hand in 980 01:33:35,138 --> 01:33:37,268 the River Ongatu back home. 981 01:33:38,873 --> 01:33:43,043 And the water that swirled around his fingers made 982 01:33:43,044 --> 01:33:49,184 its way to Lake Chad and down the River Niger 983 01:33:49,183 --> 01:33:52,683 and into the Atlantic Ocean. 984 01:33:53,352 --> 01:34:01,792 At that same moment, I put my hand in the East River here 985 01:34:01,794 --> 01:34:04,094 and our fingers touched. 986 01:34:05,096 --> 01:34:10,766 His little hand in my big hand. 987 01:34:13,302 --> 01:34:17,042 I would like to think I am going to see my son again 988 01:34:17,040 --> 01:34:22,110 and be with Iza, but I am afraid I am going to hell 989 01:34:22,111 --> 01:34:25,111 for the things I have done. 990 01:34:25,114 --> 01:34:30,024 Or worse, that you are right and there is nothing. 991 01:34:32,319 --> 01:34:36,019 You are the kindest man that I have ever known. 992 01:34:36,023 --> 01:34:37,923 You're an angel. 993 01:34:38,757 --> 01:34:40,987 You're not going to hell. 994 01:34:46,764 --> 01:34:50,404 Nothing as perfect as you could exist without a reason.