1 00:00:06,000 --> 00:00:12,074 AmericasCardroom.com brings poker back Million Dollar Sunday Tournament every Sunday 2 00:00:59,880 --> 00:01:01,640 Now, let's see. 3 00:01:02,680 --> 00:01:06,360 After you decide that I'm depressed, or whatever, 4 00:01:06,480 --> 00:01:08,920 you'll put me on meds, right? 5 00:01:09,440 --> 00:01:12,010 And I know hundreds of people on them 6 00:01:12,160 --> 00:01:14,520 and they're all doing just fine. Really. 7 00:01:17,960 --> 00:01:21,320 I'll go back to work on my new anti-depressants. 8 00:01:21,440 --> 00:01:23,320 I'll have dinner with my parents 9 00:01:23,560 --> 00:01:25,880 and persuade them I'm back to being the normal one 10 00:01:26,000 --> 00:01:28,120 who never gives them any trouble. 11 00:01:35,760 --> 00:01:40,320 And one day some guy will ask me to marry him. 12 00:01:41,360 --> 00:01:45,840 He'll be nice enough. That'll make my parents very happy. 13 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:57,280 The first year we'll make love all the time, 14 00:01:57,640 --> 00:02:01,280 and in the second and third less and less. 15 00:02:02,600 --> 00:02:07,040 But just as we're getting sick of each other, I'll get pregnant. 16 00:02:10,040 --> 00:02:13,480 Taking care of kids, holding onto jobs, paying mortgages... 17 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:16,680 it'll keep us on an even keel for a while. 18 00:02:17,880 --> 00:02:22,440 Then about ten years into it he'll have an affair 19 00:02:22,600 --> 00:02:25,720 because I'm too busy and I'm too tired. 20 00:02:29,760 --> 00:02:31,560 And I'll find out. 21 00:02:31,760 --> 00:02:35,080 I'll threaten to kill him, his mistress, 22 00:02:35,240 --> 00:02:37,240 myself. 23 00:02:38,920 --> 00:02:40,680 We'll get past it. 24 00:02:41,320 --> 00:02:44,640 A few years later he'll have another one. 25 00:02:44,760 --> 00:02:47,160 This time I'm just going to pretend that I don't know because... 26 00:02:47,360 --> 00:02:50,250 somehow kicking up a fuss just doesn't seem worth the trouble this time. 27 00:02:51,240 --> 00:02:54,080 And I'll live out the rest of my days 28 00:02:54,760 --> 00:02:58,920 sometimes wishing my kids could have the life that I never had. 29 00:03:00,440 --> 00:03:04,200 Other times secretly pleased they're turning into repeats of me. 30 00:03:10,480 --> 00:03:13,240 I'm fine. Really. 31 00:06:55,680 --> 00:06:57,520 Green is not the new black. 32 00:06:57,840 --> 00:07:01,920 Hasn't anyone else noticed that everyone has gone totally insane? 33 00:07:02,520 --> 00:07:06,880 Why are we all so afraid to look at things as they really are? 34 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:09,570 Slogans like this have succeeded in distracting us all 35 00:07:09,720 --> 00:07:11,960 from the things that really matter. 36 00:07:12,280 --> 00:07:13,960 There's no other escape. 37 00:07:14,440 --> 00:07:17,250 I want people to know that I'm killing myself 38 00:07:17,440 --> 00:07:20,410 rather than participate in the collective madness of this world 39 00:07:20,560 --> 00:07:22,400 we are all living in. 40 00:07:23,520 --> 00:07:25,640 This is not the real world. 41 00:07:26,920 --> 00:07:28,360 Goodbye. 42 00:08:05,400 --> 00:08:06,920 Open this! 43 00:08:21,960 --> 00:08:23,840 Hurry, call 911! 44 00:09:17,360 --> 00:09:19,400 Needle is going in. 45 00:09:20,680 --> 00:09:24,040 She's at 100 over 60. - Let's get that BP up! 46 00:09:24,240 --> 00:09:26,320 It's dropping fast. It's at 80 over 40. 47 00:09:26,520 --> 00:09:29,410 Let's get her inside! - Prepare the patient for ACLS. 48 00:10:03,360 --> 00:10:06,360 Could you please send in my 9115? 49 00:10:37,720 --> 00:10:39,440 Edward! 50 00:10:55,400 --> 00:10:57,240 Come on now, Edward. 51 00:11:18,360 --> 00:11:19,800 I wanted to let you know 52 00:11:20,000 --> 00:11:23,640 that your father's annual visit is scheduled for next week. 53 00:11:28,400 --> 00:11:31,640 He'll be asking me if you've made any progress. 54 00:11:35,200 --> 00:11:37,040 Have you made any progress, Edward? 55 00:11:42,680 --> 00:11:46,650 You know, Villette works for the great majority of people who come here. 56 00:11:49,360 --> 00:11:51,560 The last two times your father visited 57 00:11:51,800 --> 00:11:54,920 I suggested he bring you home, but... 58 00:11:55,040 --> 00:11:56,690 Well... 59 00:11:57,240 --> 00:12:00,680 I'm certain he believes you being here is for the best. 60 00:12:04,320 --> 00:12:06,680 What do you think of that, Edward? 61 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:15,010 Nurse! 62 00:12:59,120 --> 00:13:02,400 Relax. We're going to take good care of you. 63 00:13:06,920 --> 00:13:08,330 Relax. 64 00:13:10,440 --> 00:13:12,280 There we go. 65 00:13:12,800 --> 00:13:15,400 Good. Good girl. 66 00:13:41,560 --> 00:13:43,280 Veronika... 67 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:48,120 You were in a coma in intensive care for two weeks 68 00:13:48,280 --> 00:13:50,400 before being well enough to be with us here. 69 00:13:52,480 --> 00:13:54,130 Where am I? 70 00:13:55,560 --> 00:13:57,160 Villette. 71 00:13:58,640 --> 00:14:00,160 Villette? 72 00:14:01,520 --> 00:14:05,440 A privately funded psychiatric facility on the Hudson River. 73 00:14:05,880 --> 00:14:09,680 Our director Dr. Blake has taken a special interest in your case. 74 00:14:09,840 --> 00:14:11,640 You're shrinks... 75 00:14:14,400 --> 00:14:17,370 Why am I here? Who put me here? 76 00:14:18,400 --> 00:14:20,720 Your parents approved it. 77 00:14:22,280 --> 00:14:25,320 Veronika, can I ask you a few questions? 78 00:14:26,080 --> 00:14:27,840 Your date of birth? 79 00:14:29,000 --> 00:14:31,760 December 24th, 2000- 80 00:14:35,840 --> 00:14:38,160 1981. 81 00:14:39,000 --> 00:14:40,680 Your address? 82 00:14:47,320 --> 00:14:49,120 Your place of employment? 83 00:14:51,200 --> 00:14:52,530 Freeman Stanley. 84 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:56,240 Your position? 85 00:14:58,440 --> 00:15:00,560 Assistant Accounts Executive. 86 00:15:00,680 --> 00:15:04,280 Seventy five thousand a year plus additional health benefits included. 87 00:15:08,360 --> 00:15:10,760 The color of your mother's hair? 88 00:15:21,480 --> 00:15:23,640 I don't remember. 89 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:27,200 The color of my hair? 90 00:15:29,840 --> 00:15:31,080 Blonde. 91 00:15:32,920 --> 00:15:35,040 Are you sure? 92 00:15:38,080 --> 00:15:41,050 "Deklava" is Slovenian? 93 00:15:42,240 --> 00:15:46,920 Your parents are- - My parents left before I was born. 94 00:15:47,280 --> 00:15:50,560 We get along just fine, if that's what you're wondering. 95 00:15:54,440 --> 00:15:57,010 Look, how long do I have to stay here? 96 00:15:57,160 --> 00:16:03,240 Unfortunately, we have some difficult news in that regard. 97 00:16:06,480 --> 00:16:09,880 Does somebody want to tell me what's going on? 98 00:16:18,600 --> 00:16:21,640 That's yours. - Oh. 99 00:16:26,360 --> 00:16:31,440 Veronika, when you took the overdose your heart stopped. 100 00:16:32,080 --> 00:16:36,440 And you suffered a heart attack which caused a ventricular aneurysm. 101 00:16:37,240 --> 00:16:39,000 In layman's terms, 102 00:16:39,280 --> 00:16:42,320 you have damaged the mechanism that pumps blood into the heart 103 00:16:42,520 --> 00:16:44,960 which has caused irreversible damage to it. 104 00:16:46,760 --> 00:16:51,800 The heart attack produced a scar which in time became an aneurysm. 105 00:16:51,960 --> 00:16:56,440 I'm afraid the aneurysm is so large it's inoperable. 106 00:16:58,000 --> 00:17:02,680 It will get bigger and bigger every day, until it finally ruptures. 107 00:17:12,920 --> 00:17:15,400 So I'm going to die after all? 108 00:17:16,400 --> 00:17:18,280 I'm afraid so. 109 00:17:22,760 --> 00:17:25,120 Well, how long do I have? 110 00:17:25,640 --> 00:17:27,520 A year? Years? 111 00:17:29,120 --> 00:17:32,040 Exact estimates are impossible. 112 00:17:32,240 --> 00:17:34,080 Not years. 113 00:17:35,360 --> 00:17:39,520 Okay, so six months? Five months? Four months? 114 00:17:41,720 --> 00:17:43,800 It could be any time. 115 00:17:45,440 --> 00:17:49,600 It may only be a matter of weeks, at most. 116 00:17:51,560 --> 00:17:53,720 I have to wait that long? 117 00:17:55,640 --> 00:17:57,320 Well... 118 00:17:57,520 --> 00:18:01,240 If I succeeded, why don't you just kill me now? 119 00:18:02,360 --> 00:18:04,930 This might be too much for you to take in. 120 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:07,000 Yes. Yes, yes, yes, yes. 121 00:18:07,200 --> 00:18:09,640 I think we've said enough for now. 122 00:18:11,840 --> 00:18:15,000 We think this is the best place for you. 123 00:18:15,160 --> 00:18:17,730 We'll be giving you regular shots for your heart 124 00:18:17,840 --> 00:18:20,360 which may make you feel a little tired. 125 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:23,840 But we'll do everything we can to make your last days here 126 00:18:24,000 --> 00:18:26,760 as pleasant as possible. 127 00:18:28,760 --> 00:18:30,520 Do my parents know? 128 00:18:31,320 --> 00:18:33,160 No. No, not yet. 129 00:18:33,680 --> 00:18:35,880 You can't tell them. 130 00:18:38,120 --> 00:18:40,720 I think we've said enough for now. 131 00:18:45,560 --> 00:18:49,690 Natasha, would you please... - Yes, Doctor. 132 00:20:46,320 --> 00:20:50,560 860, 861, 862, 133 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:55,200 863, 864, 865. 134 00:20:56,680 --> 00:20:59,410 There you are. Better? 135 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:06,370 I'm your roommate, Claire. 136 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:24,930 This place isn't so bad, you know. 137 00:21:25,200 --> 00:21:27,200 They have really good drugs. 138 00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:31,280 I'm leaving any day now, 139 00:21:31,400 --> 00:21:34,760 but not before I have one more round of my coma treatment. 140 00:21:39,600 --> 00:21:42,000 You're really pretty. 141 00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:10,120 I'm going to tell you the trick of this place. 142 00:22:13,160 --> 00:22:15,000 It's a story. 143 00:22:16,400 --> 00:22:18,200 Once upon a time 144 00:22:18,920 --> 00:22:23,360 there was a powerful wizard who wanted to destroy a whole kingdom. 145 00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:27,040 And to do this he poured a magic potion into the well 146 00:22:27,160 --> 00:22:29,600 from which all the citizens drank. 147 00:22:29,760 --> 00:22:32,730 Anyone who tasted it would go mad. 148 00:22:32,880 --> 00:22:34,370 And the King, 149 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:38,760 when he saw his people so changed he was terrified. 150 00:22:40,240 --> 00:22:44,480 He was preparing to leave the city when the Queen stopped him, 151 00:22:44,640 --> 00:22:49,080 saying, "Let us drink from the well, 152 00:22:49,520 --> 00:22:52,440 we'll be the same as they are." 153 00:22:52,640 --> 00:22:58,090 And so they drank from the communal well of madness 154 00:22:58,240 --> 00:23:02,450 and they were immediately as insane as their subjects. 155 00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:08,080 And so the King was allowed to continue ruling in peace 156 00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:10,480 for the rest of his days. 157 00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:16,400 So... 158 00:23:18,080 --> 00:23:21,360 learn to think as those around you think 159 00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:24,120 and you can pass yourself off as anything. 160 00:23:25,320 --> 00:23:28,320 You think outsiders are any less crazy than we are? 161 00:23:29,080 --> 00:23:31,280 I'm not crazy. 162 00:23:34,120 --> 00:23:36,160 Are you really going to die? 163 00:23:37,400 --> 00:23:39,000 Who told you that? 164 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:42,560 Oh, you know. The talk. Talk, talk. 165 00:23:42,760 --> 00:23:44,720 Blah, blah, talk, talk. 166 00:23:47,520 --> 00:23:49,560 I don't want to wait. 167 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:55,200 Do you know how I could get my hands on something? 168 00:23:56,640 --> 00:23:57,970 Really? 169 00:24:02,880 --> 00:24:05,280 Come have a smoke with me. 170 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:08,250 No thanks. - Oh, come on. 171 00:24:09,200 --> 00:24:10,480 Get dressed. 172 00:24:10,600 --> 00:24:13,250 You don't want them to think you're crazy. 173 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:36,650 You want to come outside with me, Ed? 174 00:24:49,600 --> 00:24:54,000 Ask Mari, she'll tell you how to get the pills. 175 00:24:55,120 --> 00:24:58,010 She's been here the longest out of all the patients. 176 00:25:02,160 --> 00:25:04,400 Her clique has the best deal here. 177 00:25:04,600 --> 00:25:07,080 They don't have to take their meds unless they feel like it. 178 00:25:08,000 --> 00:25:11,800 She was a lawyer on the outside and she was married to one too. 179 00:25:12,000 --> 00:25:16,520 And then she lost her job and she had a breakdown and she ended up here. 180 00:25:16,880 --> 00:25:18,560 Her marriage is over too. 181 00:25:19,640 --> 00:25:21,600 And she's really close to Dr. Blake. 182 00:25:22,160 --> 00:25:24,400 You think she'll help me? 183 00:25:25,000 --> 00:25:26,570 I don't know. 184 00:25:27,040 --> 00:25:31,170 If she doesn't want to talk to you, she won't. 185 00:25:44,200 --> 00:25:46,040 What about him? 186 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:48,440 Ed. 187 00:25:48,920 --> 00:25:51,400 I know. He's gorgeous. 188 00:25:51,680 --> 00:25:53,920 You can't actually talk to him. 189 00:25:54,120 --> 00:25:56,040 Mari has a way with him, 190 00:25:56,360 --> 00:25:58,240 but no one else. 191 00:25:59,400 --> 00:26:02,320 He was dumped here a few years ago. 192 00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:04,400 Years? 193 00:26:04,880 --> 00:26:06,640 That's what happens. 194 00:26:08,080 --> 00:26:09,570 He was in an accident 195 00:26:09,680 --> 00:26:13,650 and then by the time he was fixed he had stopped talking. 196 00:26:13,960 --> 00:26:16,480 His girlfriend was in the car with him. 197 00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:18,680 She died instantly. 198 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,000 And he thinks he killed her. 199 00:26:22,520 --> 00:26:26,800 What do they say is wrong with him? - Oh God, it changes all the time. 200 00:26:26,960 --> 00:26:29,770 Catatonia, schizo, all these names. 201 00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:33,970 No use getting interested in him. He doesn't care about anybody. 202 00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:37,680 I'm not interested in anyone either. 203 00:26:39,880 --> 00:26:41,680 Not even me? 204 00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:44,730 I'm freezing. 205 00:26:49,960 --> 00:26:53,520 Hey! Hey! Do you know what astral travel is? 206 00:26:54,360 --> 00:26:56,320 I do it in my coma treatment. 207 00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:58,360 I haven't reached the moon yet, but I will. 208 00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:01,200 I'm having my last treatment in the next couple of days. 209 00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:03,640 You can come watch if you want. 210 00:27:15,960 --> 00:27:17,720 How are you? 211 00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:28,800 Your parents are waiting outside. 212 00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:31,330 No! 213 00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:35,970 I can't see them. 214 00:27:36,960 --> 00:27:38,960 No, I won't see them. 215 00:27:39,480 --> 00:27:41,840 But they want to see you. They've come all this way. 216 00:27:44,560 --> 00:27:46,050 Did you tell them? 217 00:27:46,360 --> 00:27:48,080 No. 218 00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:53,130 No, you told me not to. I thought I'd leave that up to you. 219 00:27:55,200 --> 00:27:57,800 How can I tell them? 220 00:28:04,520 --> 00:28:06,840 I think you should see them. 221 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,960 Can someone please send in Mr. and Mrs. Deklava. 222 00:28:37,640 --> 00:28:41,690 Veronika always had good grades and made friends with nice people. 223 00:28:43,680 --> 00:28:46,250 Always had good-paying jobs. 224 00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:51,160 Never had a speck of trouble with her. Never. 225 00:28:52,480 --> 00:28:53,680 She... 226 00:28:54,760 --> 00:28:58,920 You always made us very proud. 227 00:29:04,120 --> 00:29:06,800 Doctor, how do you make her get better? 228 00:29:06,960 --> 00:29:08,720 I mean... 229 00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:11,920 back to normal. 230 00:29:12,600 --> 00:29:14,090 He's a good Doctor... 231 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,450 Well... 232 00:29:18,680 --> 00:29:23,080 You see, first of all, your daughter tried to kill herself. 233 00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:25,680 Now, that's nothing for you to be ashamed of. 234 00:29:28,200 --> 00:29:30,600 In our society we feel we must be happy. 235 00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:33,770 If we're not happy we feel hopeless. We feel like failures. 236 00:29:39,600 --> 00:29:43,400 The plan is to talk with Veronika, mainly. 237 00:29:43,680 --> 00:29:45,400 Talk? 238 00:29:54,280 --> 00:29:56,720 Dad, how much are they over-charging you for this place? 239 00:29:56,840 --> 00:29:59,320 Oh, it's nothing. Forget it. 240 00:29:59,520 --> 00:30:02,440 The most important thing is your health now. 241 00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:06,520 Of course it would be better if you stayed home with us 242 00:30:06,680 --> 00:30:07,920 and rest with us, but- 243 00:30:08,040 --> 00:30:12,560 Sometimes, being away from everyone, even loved ones, 244 00:30:12,720 --> 00:30:15,120 can help people get calm. 245 00:30:16,320 --> 00:30:19,640 This place is worth it. 246 00:30:21,160 --> 00:30:24,360 I even noticed on the way here they have a nice piano. 247 00:30:28,360 --> 00:30:30,560 You play piano? - No. 248 00:30:30,760 --> 00:30:34,760 Oh yes, doctor, she- - She used to play lovely. 249 00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:39,880 Mozart, Bach, Debussy. - Yeah, yeah. 250 00:30:40,040 --> 00:30:42,200 Every teacher said she has a gift. 251 00:30:42,360 --> 00:30:44,640 It doesn't matter, I don't play any more. 252 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:46,410 It's nothing. 253 00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:50,040 She even had a scholarship from the Juilliard. 254 00:30:51,200 --> 00:30:53,960 But we agreed it was better for her to go to a proper school, 255 00:30:54,120 --> 00:30:55,120 so that she- 256 00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:58,520 So she would never be lacking in for a good-paying job. 257 00:30:58,680 --> 00:31:01,650 Could we not have this conversation please? 258 00:31:01,960 --> 00:31:03,760 We just want you to be happy. 259 00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:06,240 Could we just not! 260 00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:09,800 I'm sorry. 261 00:31:10,000 --> 00:31:13,400 It's okay, sweetheart. It's okay. it's okay... 262 00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:18,760 I'm sorry... 263 00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:25,000 Veronika. 264 00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:33,160 There's nothing else you want to say while your parents are still here? 265 00:31:41,560 --> 00:31:43,800 Are you sure? 266 00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:51,520 Well, it's a long drive back to Brooklyn. 267 00:31:51,640 --> 00:31:54,480 You'll want to beat the rush hour traffic. 268 00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:00,280 Yeah, I guess... 269 00:32:01,280 --> 00:32:05,490 getting back to Brooklyn at this hour could be horrible. 270 00:32:32,600 --> 00:32:34,090 Listen... 271 00:32:37,800 --> 00:32:40,960 When Dr. Blake says it's okay, 272 00:32:41,920 --> 00:32:47,450 you'll come home, you'll spend some time with us. 273 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:49,600 Okay? 274 00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:07,760 Thank you. - Goodbye. 275 00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:09,840 See you soon. Bye-bye. 276 00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:56,120 This is it? 277 00:34:06,680 --> 00:34:08,090 There she is. 278 00:34:08,560 --> 00:34:11,370 You gave us a start, young lady. 279 00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:21,240 We're going to try adjusting the dosage on your medication. 280 00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:29,280 This is about a woman's life. 281 00:35:29,480 --> 00:35:32,400 We wouldn't even be having this conversation if she had succeeded. 282 00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:34,050 But luckily she didn't, 283 00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:36,520 but we 're talking about a woman's life. 284 00:35:36,720 --> 00:35:38,290 The fashion industry 285 00:35:38,480 --> 00:35:41,320 has suffered attacks from nut jobs like this all the time! 286 00:35:41,480 --> 00:35:43,360 I'm sorry, it is fair! 287 00:35:43,520 --> 00:35:45,760 Nutty as a fruitcake! 288 00:35:55,640 --> 00:35:57,520 Nutty as a fruitcake! 289 00:36:04,280 --> 00:36:08,360 Well? Aren't you going to react at all? 290 00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:14,400 No. You won't be with us much longer, little one. 291 00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:35,960 The good thing about being in a crazy hospital 292 00:36:36,120 --> 00:36:39,360 is that you can get away with slapping Fred when he talks like that. 293 00:36:41,960 --> 00:36:43,640 I was looking for you. 294 00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:46,280 Claire said that you might... 295 00:36:47,880 --> 00:36:49,840 be someone who can help you? 296 00:36:51,120 --> 00:36:52,800 I need pills. 297 00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:57,720 I want to die on my own terms. 298 00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:08,760 When those two geniuses switch off shifts at the end of the day, 299 00:37:08,880 --> 00:37:11,640 about dinner time, around 7, 300 00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:14,880 there's usually a moment when that door is unwatched. 301 00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:18,480 I don't understand. 302 00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:21,480 The medicine closet. 303 00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:23,400 How can you stand it here? 304 00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:25,960 Edward! 305 00:38:30,080 --> 00:38:31,600 Edward! 306 00:38:36,320 --> 00:38:38,000 Edward, come on. 307 00:38:38,600 --> 00:38:40,520 It's time for your treatment. 308 00:38:40,720 --> 00:38:42,000 Come on. 309 00:38:43,920 --> 00:38:45,330 Come on. 310 00:38:49,520 --> 00:38:51,440 Edward, come on. 311 00:38:59,080 --> 00:39:00,880 Dinner time! 312 00:39:01,400 --> 00:39:02,840 Dinner time. 313 00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:05,330 Come on, come on. 314 00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:06,890 Thank you. 315 00:39:20,760 --> 00:39:23,160 Hey, George! This way! 316 00:39:53,400 --> 00:39:57,240 Veronika! Get away from that water! No! Spit it out! 317 00:39:57,400 --> 00:40:00,560 Out! All of it! Come on! 318 00:40:00,840 --> 00:40:02,600 Come on! All of it! 319 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:05,000 All of it. Is that all? 320 00:40:08,400 --> 00:40:11,400 Look at me. Alright? Come on. 321 00:40:11,600 --> 00:40:13,600 Let's get her to Dr. Blake. 322 00:40:22,000 --> 00:40:26,000 So you really thought it would be that easy to steal some pills? 323 00:40:26,160 --> 00:40:27,440 You're a shit. 324 00:40:27,880 --> 00:40:30,200 Because I won't cooperate in you killing yourself? 325 00:40:30,360 --> 00:40:33,280 Because you love playing with people's souls. 326 00:40:35,880 --> 00:40:37,530 I hate you. 327 00:40:37,800 --> 00:40:40,640 Really? Tell me about it. 328 00:40:44,080 --> 00:40:45,520 Fine. 329 00:40:45,800 --> 00:40:47,400 I hate your stupid desk. 330 00:40:48,320 --> 00:40:50,720 And I hate your ugly ties. 331 00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,440 And I hate your ridiculous socks. 332 00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:56,320 And I hate everyone locked up in this place. 333 00:40:56,440 --> 00:40:58,960 And I hate my parents for spending their very last penny 334 00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:00,760 to keep me in this zoo. 335 00:41:00,920 --> 00:41:04,720 God forbid they should ever, for one moment, live their own lives. 336 00:41:04,880 --> 00:41:06,450 Is that what they came here for? 337 00:41:06,600 --> 00:41:08,880 To be the fucking same as everybody else? 338 00:41:09,240 --> 00:41:11,810 And I hate the jerks in my office who think 339 00:41:11,960 --> 00:41:14,120 the money they earn makes them “the shit... 340 00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:17,280 And more than anything I hate the zombies on the subway 341 00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:19,200 who have forgotten all of their dreams 342 00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,280 or the fact that they ever had any to begin with. 343 00:41:25,800 --> 00:41:28,560 I have some terrifying news for you. 344 00:41:30,760 --> 00:41:33,200 What could be more terrifying than this? 345 00:41:34,760 --> 00:41:37,040 You sound like you might be feeling better. 346 00:41:39,160 --> 00:41:40,880 Answer me honestly, please. 347 00:41:42,360 --> 00:41:45,760 Doesn't it feel better to feel better? 348 00:41:49,480 --> 00:41:53,530 Have you ever heard the story of the King and the poisoned well? 349 00:41:54,920 --> 00:41:57,280 You mean Claire's absurd story? 350 00:41:57,920 --> 00:41:59,760 Do you think she invented it? 351 00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:03,920 Oh, I should have guessed this one. 352 00:42:05,080 --> 00:42:07,600 That's your brilliant take on reality? 353 00:42:08,840 --> 00:42:12,970 Well, reality is what the majority deem it to be. 354 00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:15,160 Not necessarily the best or the most logical, 355 00:42:15,320 --> 00:42:19,040 but the one that has become adapted to the desires of a society as a whole. 356 00:42:19,160 --> 00:42:21,360 Some things are governed by common sense, 357 00:42:21,520 --> 00:42:22,760 and others become fixed 358 00:42:22,920 --> 00:42:25,360 until more and more people believe that's the way it should be. 359 00:42:25,520 --> 00:42:29,320 Like the Qwerty keyboard. Do you know why it's like that? 360 00:42:29,560 --> 00:42:31,640 I haven't really had the time to give it much thought. 361 00:42:31,960 --> 00:42:33,120 Well... 362 00:42:33,240 --> 00:42:35,760 when the typewriter was first invented, 363 00:42:35,920 --> 00:42:38,600 the letters were arranged in alphabetical order. 364 00:42:38,760 --> 00:42:42,650 Now, when a person typed too quickly the keys became jammed. 365 00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:46,760 So this man, Scholes, he invented the Qwerty keyboard, 366 00:42:46,880 --> 00:42:50,640 whereby people were obliged to type more slowly. 367 00:42:54,200 --> 00:42:55,850 And? 368 00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:58,040 Well, it's... 369 00:42:58,560 --> 00:43:00,360 it's a true story. 370 00:43:01,320 --> 00:43:03,970 You are batshit crazy, you know that? 371 00:43:04,440 --> 00:43:07,040 You sell these patients on this optimistic belief 372 00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:09,720 that they're no different than the people on the outside, 373 00:43:09,840 --> 00:43:11,960 because they're no different than you! 374 00:43:12,280 --> 00:43:14,680 Well, I consider that a simple matter of fact. 375 00:43:14,800 --> 00:43:19,320 Only a truly crazy person would call it reassuring or optimistic. 376 00:43:20,000 --> 00:43:21,600 Besides, 377 00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:25,010 aren't you the one who accused the fashion industry 378 00:43:25,160 --> 00:43:28,920 of foisting pathological, dehumanizing values on our society? 379 00:43:30,680 --> 00:43:32,960 Well, I was high when I wrote that. 380 00:43:35,040 --> 00:43:36,880 Then I take it, an ad campaign 381 00:43:37,000 --> 00:43:40,360 was not the real reason you tried to kill yourself. 382 00:43:41,160 --> 00:43:43,040 I had a point. 383 00:43:43,680 --> 00:43:46,040 You almost laughed. 384 00:43:46,800 --> 00:43:49,240 Another sign of improvement. 385 00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:51,480 Go to hell! 386 00:48:37,280 --> 00:48:40,090 She is beginning to experience the reality of death 387 00:48:40,200 --> 00:48:42,720 as something beyond her control. 388 00:48:43,080 --> 00:48:45,240 Edward's noticed her. 389 00:48:46,960 --> 00:48:49,160 Whatever that means with Edward. 390 00:48:49,320 --> 00:48:51,160 Have you grown so attached to your guilt 391 00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:53,120 about the fix you're in with Edward 392 00:48:53,280 --> 00:48:55,850 that you can't see yourself living without it? 393 00:48:56,280 --> 00:48:58,280 Is it that you're so close to leaving 394 00:48:58,440 --> 00:49:02,520 you want to construct a happy ending for Edward to match your own? 395 00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:05,480 I don't think Edward being interested in a suicidal girl 396 00:49:05,680 --> 00:49:08,880 with a few days to live is much of a happy ending. 397 00:49:09,040 --> 00:49:10,720 Perhaps you're a little jealous. 398 00:49:10,880 --> 00:49:12,800 You mean "a little counter transference"? 399 00:49:12,960 --> 00:49:16,440 Just because it's a cliche doesn't mean it isn't true. 400 00:49:18,680 --> 00:49:22,080 Anyway, who says I'm ready to go? 401 00:49:30,840 --> 00:49:33,280 In order to lose someone 402 00:49:33,480 --> 00:49:37,080 you must first experience authentic attachment. 403 00:49:38,640 --> 00:49:40,720 Now, if Edward could recover normal affect 404 00:49:40,880 --> 00:49:44,160 to the point where he'd be capable of genuine loss, 405 00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:47,600 I think I'd consider that my finest hour as a doctor. 406 00:50:27,280 --> 00:50:28,960 You're free to go. 407 00:51:56,360 --> 00:51:58,800 Okay, Claire, I'm going to swab you down. 408 00:52:03,200 --> 00:52:04,690 Here we go. 409 00:52:05,120 --> 00:52:07,120 120 over 80. - Good. 410 00:52:11,560 --> 00:52:14,040 Her numbers are looking good. - Very good. 411 00:52:14,640 --> 00:52:16,560 Okay. She's in. 412 00:52:18,520 --> 00:52:19,930 Here we go. 413 00:52:24,240 --> 00:52:25,650 I'm okay. 414 00:52:28,760 --> 00:52:30,250 100 over 60. 415 00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:54,440 One of your patients, Veronika Deklava, 416 00:52:54,600 --> 00:52:58,360 is getting considerable media play from some rather unfair things 417 00:52:58,480 --> 00:53:01,760 she said about part of our advertising campaign. 418 00:53:02,120 --> 00:53:05,090 Of course, our first and foremost concern 419 00:53:05,280 --> 00:53:07,880 is for the well-being of the young lady. 420 00:53:08,000 --> 00:53:11,080 Well, now she's a patient undergoing active treatment here, 421 00:53:11,240 --> 00:53:13,600 the details of her condition are confidential. 422 00:53:14,960 --> 00:53:19,040 But she is recovered enough for a well-wisher to pay his respects? 423 00:53:19,160 --> 00:53:23,520 Look, you want to put Veronika into some sort of dog-and-pony show? 424 00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:26,120 That's not going to happen. 425 00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:29,120 We're under a great deal of pressure over this matter, 426 00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:30,920 as I'm sure you understand. 427 00:53:31,040 --> 00:53:33,930 I'm sorry, she's not available to be put on display. 428 00:53:36,560 --> 00:53:41,560 We've made some enquiries with the State Board of Health 429 00:53:41,760 --> 00:53:44,490 that gives you your license to operate. 430 00:53:45,520 --> 00:53:49,360 Apparently three years ago a patient died here? 431 00:53:49,640 --> 00:53:51,480 Of a drug overdose? 432 00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:53,920 And the families of other patients 433 00:53:54,160 --> 00:53:57,640 have complained about irregular methods of treatment. 434 00:53:59,720 --> 00:54:02,610 What the families of patients complain about, by and large, 435 00:54:02,800 --> 00:54:05,480 is that not every mentally ill person can be cured. 436 00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:09,690 Now, what is it exactly you want from me? 437 00:54:09,800 --> 00:54:13,770 You have very unorthodox methods, Dr. Blake. 438 00:54:15,000 --> 00:54:20,400 I can shine a spotlight on the unusual activities taking place up here. 439 00:54:22,840 --> 00:54:25,440 I have absolutely nothing to hide. 440 00:54:39,960 --> 00:54:46,520 274, 275, 276, 277, 441 00:54:46,720 --> 00:54:51,320 278, 279, 280, 442 00:54:51,560 --> 00:54:56,320 281, 282, 283. 443 00:54:56,560 --> 00:54:58,480 Claire, honey. 444 00:54:58,720 --> 00:55:01,560 Come on, you haven't been released. 445 00:55:01,960 --> 00:55:06,640 Okay, lets get your bags and we'll go sit in the day room. 446 00:55:10,320 --> 00:55:12,440 Okay, I'll go get Dr. Thompson. 447 00:55:12,640 --> 00:55:15,370 She's gonna come down and talk with you, okay? 448 00:55:19,720 --> 00:55:21,720 No, not now, Edward. 449 00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:26,040 I don't really feel like playing. 450 00:56:06,680 --> 00:56:08,200 You okay? 451 00:56:11,800 --> 00:56:14,320 I'll get to the moon next time, 452 00:56:14,720 --> 00:56:17,080 and they'll let me leave. 453 00:58:00,440 --> 00:58:02,800 Hey. - You okay? 454 00:58:03,680 --> 00:58:07,040 You should be careful. - It doesn't really matter, does it? 455 00:58:12,120 --> 00:58:15,800 There's an expert in Sufi spiritual teaching talking to us tonight. 456 00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:20,760 Some people find Sufi spirituality very beautiful. And helpful. 457 00:58:21,720 --> 00:58:23,600 Some don't. 458 00:58:30,800 --> 00:58:32,920 I don't think you should leave this life 459 00:58:33,080 --> 00:58:35,040 without knowing how far you can go. 460 01:00:12,760 --> 01:00:18,440 Insanity is the inability to communicate our ideas. 461 01:00:19,480 --> 01:00:23,690 So all of us are to one degree or another insane. 462 01:00:24,360 --> 01:00:28,000 But don't confuse insanity with a loss of control. 463 01:00:28,160 --> 01:00:30,040 You have two choices: 464 01:00:30,480 --> 01:00:35,280 To control your mind or to let your mind control you. 465 01:03:00,160 --> 01:03:06,120 And allow the real "I" to reveal itself. 466 01:03:07,400 --> 01:03:11,530 The real “I" is what you are, 467 01:03:11,720 --> 01:03:14,800 not what others make of you. 468 01:06:58,320 --> 01:07:01,160 I could fall in love with you right now. 469 01:07:06,240 --> 01:07:09,210 And I know you won't say anything. 470 01:07:12,880 --> 01:07:14,920 But that's okay. 471 01:08:39,040 --> 01:08:41,000 It's very early. 472 01:08:41,200 --> 01:08:42,850 I need to talk to you. 473 01:08:44,040 --> 01:08:46,000 I need your help. 474 01:08:47,120 --> 01:08:50,400 You didn't have your injection last night. 475 01:08:50,560 --> 01:08:53,640 I know. I'm feeling much better. 476 01:08:56,400 --> 01:08:58,480 Well, you don't look it. 477 01:09:02,040 --> 01:09:04,440 If you want to make the most of the time you have left, 478 01:09:04,560 --> 01:09:06,560 you'll do as I say. 479 01:09:11,560 --> 01:09:13,240 I do want to. 480 01:09:14,440 --> 01:09:18,080 And that's why I need to know exactly how much time I have left. 481 01:09:21,800 --> 01:09:24,160 I've told you, I can't be sure. 482 01:09:24,320 --> 01:09:27,800 Everything is happening as I anticipated. 483 01:09:29,920 --> 01:09:33,720 Dr. Blake, I need you to do two things for me. 484 01:09:34,280 --> 01:09:38,490 I need a shot or something so that I can stay awake. 485 01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:41,410 I want to be conscious of every moment. 486 01:09:43,960 --> 01:09:45,370 What's the other thing? 487 01:09:48,120 --> 01:09:50,280 I want to leave here. 488 01:09:50,960 --> 01:09:52,720 No, no, no, no, no. 489 01:09:53,680 --> 01:09:55,960 You can't just go, you're not well enough. 490 01:09:56,120 --> 01:09:58,360 Besides you're under my care. 491 01:10:00,560 --> 01:10:02,280 You're looking very pale. 492 01:10:02,800 --> 01:10:05,000 I'm tired, that's all. 493 01:10:06,000 --> 01:10:09,040 Look, if I have even a little time left, 494 01:10:09,200 --> 01:10:11,440 there's so much I could do. 495 01:10:11,640 --> 01:10:13,360 I want to go the beach. 496 01:10:13,600 --> 01:10:17,000 I want to see the ocean and I want to feel the sand. 497 01:10:17,200 --> 01:10:21,040 I want to have a huge taco from my favorite taco stand. 498 01:10:21,320 --> 01:10:24,760 I want to walk into an Irish pub and I want to order a Guinness. 499 01:10:24,960 --> 01:10:27,320 I've never done that. 500 01:10:27,640 --> 01:10:29,600 I want to see my mom. 501 01:10:29,800 --> 01:10:32,370 I want to talk to her, really talk to her. 502 01:10:32,480 --> 01:10:37,000 Look, get some rest and conserve what little energy you have left. 503 01:10:45,280 --> 01:10:47,800 Dr. Blake, there's... 504 01:10:51,800 --> 01:10:53,560 Last night... 505 01:10:54,920 --> 01:10:56,680 I knew I had to live. 506 01:10:59,080 --> 01:11:02,240 There's so much about myself that I don't know. 507 01:11:05,360 --> 01:11:08,330 Well, desire contradicts fear. 508 01:11:09,080 --> 01:11:13,520 These days most people have replaced almost all their emotions with fear. 509 01:11:14,680 --> 01:11:18,400 When everyone has dreams but only a few realize them, then... 510 01:11:19,760 --> 01:11:22,650 it makes cowards of the rest of us. 511 01:11:24,160 --> 01:11:26,000 Even if the few are right? 512 01:11:27,520 --> 01:11:29,440 Particularly then. 513 01:11:35,240 --> 01:11:37,360 Veronika, go and get some rest. 514 01:11:37,720 --> 01:11:40,530 I have other patients to attend to. 515 01:11:45,440 --> 01:11:48,880 If everyone realized their dreams, this place would be empty. 516 01:12:17,880 --> 01:12:20,880 The Martians have said we mustn't study war any more 517 01:12:21,040 --> 01:12:24,010 and must go forth and bring peace to the nations. 518 01:12:24,240 --> 01:12:25,520 That's what I'm doing! 519 01:12:26,400 --> 01:12:28,280 You think I'm making this up? 520 01:12:28,400 --> 01:12:29,840 It's been reported on CNN! 521 01:12:29,960 --> 01:12:33,080 You could hear their words plain as the nose on your face. 522 01:12:56,960 --> 01:13:00,080 I recall you telling me that panic attacks aren't fatal, 523 01:13:00,280 --> 01:13:02,280 even if they feel like they are. 524 01:13:03,200 --> 01:13:05,520 "Positive Compassion"... 525 01:13:06,720 --> 01:13:10,360 All that text book stuff is beginning to sound rather old. 526 01:13:10,520 --> 01:13:12,240 Maybe it's time for you to leave this place. 527 01:13:12,360 --> 01:13:13,880 Oh, don't be so ridiculous. 528 01:13:14,000 --> 01:13:16,760 I do actually help people here, in case you haven't noticed. 529 01:13:16,880 --> 01:13:19,610 Helping people? Like Veronika? 530 01:13:21,320 --> 01:13:23,600 Edward is benefiting, isn't he? 531 01:13:23,720 --> 01:13:27,560 Yes, but to get that benefit you're torturing a dying girl. 532 01:13:27,680 --> 01:13:29,560 Making her recover her will to live, 533 01:13:29,680 --> 01:13:31,680 just when it's too late to do her any good! 534 01:13:31,840 --> 01:13:34,000 All in the name of research? 535 01:13:35,160 --> 01:13:37,640 Well, it's not a perfect science. 536 01:13:39,120 --> 01:13:43,640 Though practically everyone seems to need me to lie and say that it is. 537 01:13:45,440 --> 01:13:48,960 And when will you finally drop those tedious notions of right and wrong 538 01:13:49,120 --> 01:13:52,010 you've never really believed in to begin with? 539 01:13:54,080 --> 01:13:59,040 Or are you still a lawyer at heart with fantasies of truth and justice? 540 01:14:00,800 --> 01:14:03,370 Look, if Veronika can help Edward 541 01:14:03,520 --> 01:14:06,520 by giving him the illusion he's helping her through love, 542 01:14:06,680 --> 01:14:10,280 then her life and death will not have been completely meaningless. 543 01:14:10,400 --> 01:14:12,080 My God. 544 01:14:12,280 --> 01:14:14,880 Is that the only consolation you can manage? 545 01:14:16,520 --> 01:14:18,040 Anyway... 546 01:14:18,960 --> 01:14:20,960 I made a few phone calls. 547 01:14:21,080 --> 01:14:24,480 Found a nice Legal Aid office on West End Avenue in Manhattan. 548 01:14:25,280 --> 01:14:27,480 No billionaire corporate clients. 549 01:14:27,640 --> 01:14:30,880 Just needy defendants without a pot to piss in. 550 01:14:31,480 --> 01:14:33,440 Up the block is a decent take out deli, 551 01:14:33,600 --> 01:14:36,000 I can bring my lunch to the park. 552 01:14:37,360 --> 01:14:41,680 Who knows? Maybe I'll call up my ex-husband, see how he's keeping. 553 01:14:44,280 --> 01:14:46,600 Well, it all sounds very normal. 554 01:14:46,840 --> 01:14:48,920 It's time I got away from you. 555 01:14:51,240 --> 01:14:54,240 I mean... from here. 556 01:14:55,920 --> 01:14:58,920 Well yes, like I've been saying, for how many years is it now? 557 01:15:05,200 --> 01:15:07,200 This is my office address. 558 01:15:07,360 --> 01:15:10,760 I'll be staying at my sister's until I can find a place. 559 01:15:11,280 --> 01:15:13,800 I'll get you a number when I have one. 560 01:15:14,520 --> 01:15:16,090 Thank you. 561 01:15:16,600 --> 01:15:19,680 You could come sit with me in the park one day. 562 01:15:21,040 --> 01:15:24,080 If my schedule lets up, maybe. 563 01:15:25,480 --> 01:15:27,720 Don't hide here forever, Alex. 564 01:15:59,480 --> 01:16:00,760 Yeah? 565 01:16:03,160 --> 01:16:04,400 Hey. 566 01:16:06,960 --> 01:16:08,480 Want some help? 567 01:16:09,000 --> 01:16:10,840 You could put those clothes in there. 568 01:16:11,560 --> 01:16:13,320 Okay. - Thanks. 569 01:16:22,080 --> 01:16:24,000 You know, I heard you last night, 570 01:16:24,480 --> 01:16:28,080 playing the piano in a way I've rarely heard before. 571 01:16:28,920 --> 01:16:31,360 I recognized that you played with so much soul 572 01:16:31,600 --> 01:16:33,560 because you know you're going to die. 573 01:16:34,920 --> 01:16:39,360 I thought, "I'm going to die. Where's my soul?" 574 01:16:42,840 --> 01:16:44,280 I lost it. 575 01:16:45,440 --> 01:16:48,040 To a husband and a job and a house 576 01:16:48,240 --> 01:16:50,720 I never had the courage to leave. 577 01:16:53,400 --> 01:16:55,640 Now, today I feel it again. 578 01:17:01,240 --> 01:17:04,130 I wasn't myself last night. 579 01:17:05,520 --> 01:17:08,120 Or maybe I really was. 580 01:17:09,720 --> 01:17:12,560 Nothing makes any sense any more. 581 01:17:14,360 --> 01:17:17,560 Some people go their whole lives searching for one moment 582 01:17:17,760 --> 01:17:20,490 like the one you had and never achieve it. 583 01:17:22,520 --> 01:17:24,280 You had a thousand in you. 584 01:18:41,080 --> 01:18:42,360 Sorry, I- - it's okay. 585 01:18:42,480 --> 01:18:43,840 It's time for Edward's treatment. 586 01:18:43,960 --> 01:18:45,680 You two can see each other later in the rec room. 587 01:18:45,840 --> 01:18:47,800 So, what are you working on there, Ed? 588 01:18:49,760 --> 01:18:52,160 Come on. It's time for your treatment. 589 01:18:52,440 --> 01:18:53,930 Come on. 590 01:19:20,480 --> 01:19:22,280 Why is he here? 591 01:19:23,320 --> 01:19:25,480 Why is he here? 592 01:19:26,840 --> 01:19:29,360 Why is he here? 593 01:19:30,040 --> 01:19:32,610 Why is he here? 594 01:19:47,320 --> 01:19:49,520 I need to leave Villette. 595 01:19:54,920 --> 01:19:57,200 Are you're talking? 596 01:19:59,480 --> 01:20:01,440 I want to leave. 597 01:20:07,360 --> 01:20:08,520 Assistance please. 598 01:20:08,720 --> 01:20:11,370 North East Corridor. Immediate assistance. 599 01:20:28,760 --> 01:20:30,520 It's okay, Ed. it's okay. 600 01:20:31,240 --> 01:20:33,640 Hey, Eddie. Everything okay? 601 01:20:34,800 --> 01:20:37,160 I have to talk to Dr. Blake. 602 01:20:37,360 --> 01:20:39,680 Wow. You're talking up a storm there. 603 01:20:40,600 --> 01:20:42,090 I want to go. 604 01:20:42,240 --> 01:20:44,000 Why don't you take a few of these, calm down a little bit. 605 01:20:44,160 --> 01:20:47,440 You gonna make this a whole big deal? - Hey, come on. Call Thompson. 606 01:20:47,920 --> 01:20:50,280 Where's Blake? - Off the grounds, appointment in the city. 607 01:20:50,400 --> 01:20:51,640 You can talk to him the minute he gets back. 608 01:20:51,760 --> 01:20:53,410 Doctor Thompson. We need you down here right away. 609 01:20:53,560 --> 01:20:55,210 You're just having a little crisis. 610 01:20:55,560 --> 01:20:57,080 What's going on? - No! 611 01:20:57,280 --> 01:20:58,720 What's going on? - He talked! 612 01:20:58,920 --> 01:21:00,570 No! - Edward, that's wonderful. 613 01:21:00,680 --> 01:21:04,520 Lets get him out of the hallway, okay? - Angela, relax. 614 01:21:04,720 --> 01:21:06,130 Relax. 615 01:21:06,280 --> 01:21:07,850 Everybody just calm down. 616 01:21:08,040 --> 01:21:10,640 Edward, lets take you to the room. Okay, relax. 617 01:21:10,880 --> 01:21:12,760 Everybody calm down. - What are you doing to him? 618 01:21:12,920 --> 01:21:15,570 Veronika! - Get your hands off! 619 01:21:15,760 --> 01:21:18,730 Veronika! - Everybody get back! 620 01:21:21,960 --> 01:21:23,800 You just spoke. 621 01:21:29,480 --> 01:21:31,920 I think you're important to me. 622 01:21:33,560 --> 01:21:36,960 Ed, you need to come with me. Take him to the room, please. 623 01:21:37,160 --> 01:21:38,680 Do you think Blake will be okay with this? 624 01:21:38,880 --> 01:21:40,640 We will do the treatment as planned. 625 01:21:40,800 --> 01:21:41,800 Go back to your room. 626 01:21:42,040 --> 01:21:44,930 Let's go walking! Psycho's coming! 627 01:21:46,080 --> 01:21:47,240 Wait! 628 01:21:48,160 --> 01:21:49,760 I'm coming with you. 629 01:21:50,960 --> 01:21:52,480 I'm coming with him. 630 01:21:52,600 --> 01:21:53,930 Go. 631 01:21:54,640 --> 01:21:56,960 Go back to your rooms, now! 632 01:23:59,600 --> 01:24:01,090 Hey. 633 01:24:05,800 --> 01:24:07,290 Are you back? 634 01:24:15,960 --> 01:24:18,400 You don't remember, do you? 635 01:24:38,040 --> 01:24:39,480 Veronika. 636 01:28:10,240 --> 01:28:11,520 How do you feel? 637 01:28:12,840 --> 01:28:15,040 Like I could live forever. 638 01:32:51,040 --> 01:32:55,600 It's like you're part of me now, like you're inside of me. 639 01:32:57,440 --> 01:33:00,200 You better take good care of me. 640 01:33:05,760 --> 01:33:08,120 It's too cold for you to be out here. 641 01:33:08,440 --> 01:33:10,960 No, I have to see the sunrise. 642 01:33:12,640 --> 01:33:14,240 I'm fine. 643 01:34:36,440 --> 01:34:37,480 Veronika? 644 01:34:38,640 --> 01:34:40,210 Veronika! 645 01:34:42,520 --> 01:34:44,090 No! 646 01:34:58,720 --> 01:35:01,480 Dr. Thompson. Greetings. 647 01:35:04,480 --> 01:35:08,240 This office, and Villette, are now in your care. 648 01:35:13,920 --> 01:35:16,000 I hope you will conduct yourself wisely, 649 01:35:16,120 --> 01:35:17,800 as I've tried to do. 650 01:35:21,360 --> 01:35:23,760 I want to bring you up to speed on a few things, 651 01:35:23,920 --> 01:35:26,160 clear up a few matters. 652 01:35:37,960 --> 01:35:41,440 In a few more days I'd anticipated telling Veronika 653 01:35:41,600 --> 01:35:44,720 that our injections had cured her heart condition. 654 01:35:44,960 --> 01:35:48,640 But in light of her unscheduled departure from Villette, 655 01:35:48,800 --> 01:35:51,920 my telling that particular lie will not be required. 656 01:35:55,680 --> 01:35:58,680 The majority of people who attempt suicide 657 01:35:58,800 --> 01:36:02,160 repeat their attempts until they succeed. 658 01:36:03,400 --> 01:36:07,160 I took a risk in lying to her about her condition. 659 01:36:07,360 --> 01:36:12,200 I decided to test the only remedy I've come to have any faith in. 660 01:36:15,320 --> 01:36:17,720 Awareness of life. 661 01:36:20,560 --> 01:36:22,240 Hey, look. 662 01:36:23,920 --> 01:36:26,000 We made it. 663 01:36:32,120 --> 01:36:33,360 Come here. 664 01:36:33,520 --> 01:36:37,760 Until she finds out from some other doctor that she's perfectly healthy, 665 01:36:37,960 --> 01:36:40,930 she'll consider each day a miracle. 666 01:36:41,560 --> 01:36:44,680 Which in my view it is. 667 01:36:45,305 --> 01:36:51,312 Support us and become VIP member to remove all ads from www.OpenSubtitles.org